How is that possible?
He couldn't accept that his lover gave up on him.
"Tell me if I did something wrong and I will change."
"He's not good in any way," Xu Jing said. "He's selfish and only cares about his own pleasure. He's a male chauvinist and treats me like a servant, a maid, or a lover. No matter what, he's not a lover."
"No." Mo Zechuan shook his head vigorously. "I changed it later."
"If you really changed, you wouldn't use Ning Su to threaten me. At least you should say something to me."
"What?"
Mo Zechuan was bewildered. He had been kneeling for so long that he even forgot to get up.
Just like a scar healed and the pain forgotten, he was tamed imperceptibly and didn't know how to resist Xiao Zhou.
"We work together, advance and retreat together, and trust each other. You and I are equal. You should give back what you enjoy, instead of just asking for my love."
It was rare for Xu Jing to speak his mind calmly.
Because he felt that if he didn't let Mo Zechuan leak the exam questions, given his personality, he would stay in the exam room until he was kicked out by the invigilator.
"I'm human, I get tired too. Who says a top has to tolerate a bottom's capriciousness and temper for the rest of his life? Do you think you and I are in a fairy tale world, where we only know how to be happy and loving every day without considering reality?"
Reality is devastated.
And in real life, Xu Jing is not even as good as Zhou Jinxi.
He had to struggle for most of his life to find love.
If you have to wait until you are old to find love, why not find someone of equal status from the beginning so that you don't have to live such a tiring life?
"You have to give me hope." He sighed and opened the curtains.
The thick darkness covered the moonlight, and even breathing was a little difficult.
Xu Jing turned his back to him and said, "I have to face you and your family alone, and I also have to manage my own career and my family. It's too much for one person to bear. At such a young age, I have to face endless pressure. It's very difficult for me."
"I can handle my family on my own."
He is not Ning Su, he can definitely comfort his family.
Xu Jing turned around and looked at him coldly. "You won't. If you could, you wouldn't treat me as your lover."
Mo Zechuan was very dissatisfied. "Ning Su can't give you anything, so why did you agree to it?"
"He cares about me and loves me. Even though he makes mistakes, they are all because of me. I think he at least knows how to give me face and make me feel important better than you do."
Xu Jing helped Mo Zechuan up, untied his tie, and said softly, "In your place, I'm as lowly as a blade of grass, my life worthless. I even have to read your expressions to please you. I'm exhausted and can't hold on any longer, so I let go."
"sorry."
"I don't want to hear that."
Xu Jing patted his shoulder.
In less than a month, Xu Jing was almost as tall as him.
My hands could easily reach his shoulders, and I could now look at him straight in the eye instead of looking up at him.
Even if he stood there with a calm look in his eyes, he could still dominate him, forcing Mo Zechuan, a man with a proud heart, to bow his head before him.
"Give me some time."
Xu Jing smiled slightly and said, "I gave it to you, but you didn't do it."
"No, I can this time."
Mo Zechuan grabbed his hand and held it against his chest.
"This place has always been occupied by you. I am different from Ning Su. He approaches you with a purpose. His love for you is not pure, but I am different."
What difference does it make? The ultimate goal is to get him as a person and his heart.
When Xu Jing pulled his hand back, Mo Zechuan didn't insist. He found a place to sit down and said in a daze, "I love you because I want you to belong to me completely. I sincerely want to share my joys and sorrows with you."
“I used to do it.”
In fact, it is very meaningless to talk about these things. If you care too much about gains and losses in love, you will often lose more.
Mo Zechuan was dejected, knowing that what he said was true. But the truth was often not pleasant to hear.
"I... I have nothing else to do, so I'll go back first." He had to make plans and let Zhou Jinxi see clearly that he was capable of realizing what he proposed.
"Don't go." Xu Jing called him back, not for anything else, but just to make sure he didn't hurt Ning Su.
If he had known that the outcome would be a lose-lose situation, he would never have approached either of these two people.
It’s better to be an ordinary person and stay away from trouble.
Mo Zechuan said nothing and found the location of the switch.
"Snap" the light went out.
With the help of a ray of moonlight outside the window, he took the initiative to approach the figure sitting beside the bed.
Regardless of whether he would resist or not, he put his arms around his waist from behind. Before he could refuse, he squatted down slightly and rested his head on his legs.
In the past, he did such intimate actions very naturally.
But now, he could only absorb this trace of warmth, just like the moonlight squeezing into the night.
But this trace of warmth also contained a misunderstanding. He was full of grievances but unable to speak out, for fear that speaking out would break this rare peace.
"Get up." Xu Jing not only said that, but also grabbed his collar and dragged him to the bed without mercy.
Before he could even think of any soft words, Xu Jing spoke coldly. "I can't be caught between two men. You know, I always like to see things through to the end."
"But you will be soft-hearted."
It was this point that allowed Mo Zechuan to approach him unscrupulously and try every possible means to seduce him.
If he doesn't have this characteristic, he will not be satisfied no matter what you do, and may even drift away.
Therefore, Mo Zechuan naturally thought that his soft-heartedness was due to the special position he held in his heart. Even he himself did not know that his heart would further help him make a decision.
"I can also be cruel."
Xu Jing's attitude was extremely cold, even ruthless.
"If you stand in the way of my happiness, I will ruthlessly kill you."
"You won't."
"No, I will." Xu Jing sneered, "Have you forgotten my time as an emperor?"
This sentence left Mo Zechuan speechless.
Indeed, in the final analysis, it was he who was soft-hearted, not Zhou Jinxi.
When the two of them compete with each other, they are always the ones who lose in the end.
He always remains calm, while those who are overwhelmed by their emotions are simply vulnerable in front of calm people and will lose completely.
An hour later, Xu Jing finally received a call from Xu Ziyu.
"He's fine. He's just been super busy with work lately, trying to build connections everywhere."
"Okay, I know."
"Wait, don't hang up yet. How's the project plan going?"
"I'll send it to your email after I finish my second public performance."
"Okay, bye."
After hanging up the phone, Xu Jing looked at Mo Zechuan. "You can leave now. Don't bother me unless you have something to do."
When Mo Zechuan left, his eyes were still determined. He just didn't believe that the fate of water dripping through a stone would not happen to him.
What's more, Ning Su is not by his side now, so he has plenty of opportunities to improve their relationship.
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