This was Mu Lengshan's thought when she was a teenager, but after meeting Shen Shi, she had a different perspective.
Mu Lengshan, who considered herself clear-headed, had abandoned countless bottom lines. Whenever there was no way to retreat, Chen Shi would always show her with his actions that she could still make concessions.
For the proud Mu Lengshan, the feeling of having her emotions controlled by others is absolutely intolerable.
Even if she is covered in wounds, she will still be her own master.
Mu Lengshan's innate stubbornness leads her to adhere to the principle of accuracy and never change her mind.
But looking at Chen Shi’s busy back, Mu Lengshan couldn’t help but hesitate. Was this really the right thing to do?
Even if it's true, should I push away genuine, warm-hearted people for the sake of some unfounded principle?
Adhering to principles is important, and doing the right thing is also important, but these things cannot compare to a delicious meal, the warmth of home cooking, or even the tranquility of time.
Thinking of this, she cursed herself in her heart: Mu Lengshan, Mu Lengshan, how did you, who were always brave and forging ahead, become a coward?
By now, Mu Lengshan was certain of Shen Shi's true feelings for her.
Although the reason for his change is unknown, isn't it only natural to fall at the feet of the irresistibly charming Mu Lengshan?
It would be strange if someone didn't like her.
If that's the case, what are we still hesitating about?
Since being rejected after his last confession, Shen Shi has never brought up establishing a relationship again, and the two have been in this ambiguous relationship.
With Chen Shi's companionship secured without requiring any resources, Mu Lengshan originally thought that this was all she wanted.
But as time went on, Mu Lengshan gradually discovered that she was actually a greedy person.
After realizing Shen Shi's feelings for her, Mu Lengshan began to crave more, fantasizing about their wedding and hoping to be together for life.
When the awkward Mu Lengshan finally figured things out, Shen Shi turned out to be incredibly dense.
Mu Lengshan's previous rejection made him timid.
After all, I did so many hurtful things, so it's only right that I'm not forgiven.
Although he dreamed of being in sync with the woman he loved, he was afraid that his own thoughts would put pressure on Mu Lengshan and push her further away. He had been silent for a long time and had not mentioned the words "forgiveness" or "love".
A relationship that has been hurt once becomes extremely fragile. When it is deep, it is held carefully, still afraid of losing it.
This time he intends to take a long-term approach.
If you treat Mu Lengshan well day after day, care for and tolerate her emotions, and help her with the trivial matters of life, perhaps in three to five years, the two of you can start over.
If Mu Lengshan knew what he was thinking, she would probably be furious.
It will be three to five years later, and by then, the daylilies will be too late!
Two people who love each other should not be separated because of her suspicion.
People always say that falling in love makes you unlike yourself, and Mu Lengshan has this idea too.
Watching the busy figures in the kitchen, she touched the left side of her heart, where her vibrant heart was beating rapidly.
365 days a year, 24 hours a day, 60 minutes an hour, 60 seconds a minute, the heart is working all the time.
Touching the source of life, Mu Lengshan realized for the first time how vividly she existed.
It doesn't require high concentrations of alcohol, nicotine, or even sex; it's just about watching someone's back.
Her heart pounded so hard that her palms sweated, and the throbbing sensation burned from her heart all the way to her face, making Mu Lengshan's head spin.
At this moment, Mu Lengshan was filled with regret, wondering why she had rejected Shen Shi's confession.
It seems that compared to Shen Shi, her self, which she cherishes so dearly, is not that important.
At the very least, it's not so important that it's worth giving up happiness for.
If Shen Shi could stay by her side forever, Mu Lengshan felt she could also make slight concessions in less important matters.
Once you're mentally prepared, falling in love should be a natural progression.
Mu Lengshan's ability to act was terrifying; in an instant, she came up with several plans.
The proud Miss Lu would naturally not take the initiative to confess; such a thing as confessing one's feelings should be left to Shen Shi.
As for seducing Shen Shi and confessing his feelings, Mu Lengshan thought it was a trivial matter and not difficult at all.
Which day is available?
Anniversary? After a moment's thought, Mu Lengshan shook her head and rejected the idea: There are still several months to go, no way!
Is it Shen Shi's birthday? Or perhaps her birthday? The closest one is two months away, which doesn't seem likely either.
Mu Lengshan, who always pursued efficiency, rejected this idea again.
As she pondered, Mu Lengshan suddenly had a flash of inspiration, her eyes lit up, and her expression was one of uncontrollable excitement.
There's no time like the present, let's do it today!
When Shen Shi came out of the kitchen carrying the dishes, Mu Lengshan was still standing at the door, deep in thought.
He had been in the kitchen the whole time and hadn't heard the door open at all. He was quite surprised to see Mu Lengshan.
I looked up at the clock and it was not yet six o'clock.
Mu Lengshan has been extremely busy these past few days. I heard she took on a big project. Shen Shi doesn't understand business matters and wants to help Mu Lengshan, but he's powerless to do so.
All I could do was tell her to take care of herself and not to forget to eat while working.
I made some soup today and planned to have my assistant deliver it, but I didn't expect her to come back.
Shen Shi excitedly waved to Mu Lengshan and said, "Is the company not busy anymore? I made some of your favorite dishes, come and try them."
"Okay, sure!" After changing her shoes and washing her hands, Mu Lengshan sat obediently at the dining table, while Chen Shi was serving rice in the kitchen.
Just a few days after they got together, Mu Lengshan discovered that Shen Shi was actually a bit of a chauvinist.
But his chauvinistic nature meant he wouldn't let Mu Lengshan do any work, not even pouring a glass of water.
"Leave it to me," was Shen Shi's favorite saying.
This kind of male chauvinism is not offensive; on the contrary, it is an extremely considerate act.
Shen Shi is an excellent lover who knows how to help women and is also very service-oriented.
In the beginning, when Shen Shi was young, he would awkwardly try to please Mu Lengshan, and even called her "sister".
As Mu Lengshan rested her chin on her hand and reminisced, a slight smile curved her lips. This smile was caught by Chen Shi, who had just returned with the rice.
"What are you thinking about? You're laughing so happily."
After pushing the rice over, Chen Shi handed Mu Lengshan chopsticks and then casually spoke.
Although she pretended not to care, Mu Lengshan could tell what Chen Shi was thinking as soon as she heard it.
Mu Lengshan felt a great sense of accomplishment that he could make the famous star Shen jealous.
As Chen Shi reached out to pick up a piece of shredded pork with garlic sauce, Mu Lengshan, deliberately being mischievous, slowly said, "Of course it's..."
Mu Lengshan deliberately dragged out the last syllable, making the few words sound unusually ambiguous.
Chen Shi's mental radar suddenly went off. A bad feeling washed over him.
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