Han Chen's words came suddenly, and Feng Guang paused for a long time because she didn't know how to respond.
Finally, he broke the silence, "Xia Fengguang, no matter what, although I think you're foolish, I'm still grateful that you came to save me."
"I didn't do this to save you... I just thought Han Qi would feel guilty after he woke up." Han Qi had once said that he didn't want to use Han Chen's life to save himself, and Feng Guang still remembered those words.
Han Chen smiled slightly, "That's true. If it weren't for Han Qi, I don't think you would have saved me."
"You should go." She wasn't sure when those people would be back, nor did she want to see him looking so sentimental.
"I won't leave," Han Chen said. "Even if I leave, I won't live more than three months."
Because his time was almost up.
If Han Qi's illness made him feel hopeless, then Han Chen's lifespan as a clone must also be a source of despair.
Feng Guang didn't want to think about these things. She stubbornly asked, "If you don't leave, are you just going to stay here and wait to die?"
“You once said that life is something that cannot be measured by numbers, but unfortunately, in my eyes, life is just a simple number.” He said almost indifferently, without a trace of emotion in his eyes, even the fake smile was gone, as if he were just talking about something that had nothing to do with him. “If I leave, Han Qi will die, and three months later, I will also die. But if I stay, I will die, and Han Qi will live. For the rest of his life, he will live forever in guilt towards me. It’s a very worthwhile deal.”
Feng Guang pursed her lips. "Han Chen... this is your life, yet you treat it like a business transaction?"
"The word 'life' is just a joke when it comes to me," Han Chen said calmly. "You only know that Han Qi lives in the pain of impending death every day, but you don't know that I also live in this pain every day. The difference is that many people are desperately trying to keep him alive, while I... I only have myself."
Are you envious?
Of course he felt envious; it was an emotion he was unwilling to admit, but one he couldn't deny.
Han Chen and Han Qi look alike, but their fates are completely different. Eighteen years ago, Han Chen was able to live a life that Han Qi never had. He believed that as long as he lived a better life, Han Qi would be even more jealous of him, just as he was jealous of Han Qi.
But time always flows by. Eighteen years... What does eighteen years matter? Now it seems like just a blink of an eye. Soon, Han Chen will return these stolen eighteen years to Han Qi. Han Qi will live on, live healthily, and live with the person she loves.
And he... just as he came into this world, he too will disappear from this world in the indifferent gaze of everyone.
Feng Guang felt a pang of sadness in her heart. She knew very well that both Han Chen and Han Qi's fates were heartbreaking, but... but she also knew very well that she had made her choice the moment she first met Han Qi.
She loved Han Qi and didn't want him to die.
Han Chen suddenly chuckled and said, "Xia Fengguang, I will never let anyone else decide my fate, not even God. My fate can only be decided by myself."
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