Feng Guang's voice was calm, "Guardian, why won't you let me go?"
“I want to prove that Fengguang can also fall in love with me.” He took a step closer to her, took her hand, and his face showed the joy of a child who has received a favorite toy. “Fengguang likes me, right? You have admitted in front of so many people that I am your boyfriend, that I am the person you like, so... it’s not impossible for us.”
"That's because I didn't know Ning Yi was the Guardian!" Feng Guang couldn't shake off his hand, and her voice turned cold. "If I had known you were the Guardian, I would have stayed far away from you."
“It’s okay. If Feng Guang doesn’t like Guardian, then I won’t be Guardian.” His smile had an obvious fawning tone. It was hard to imagine that someone like him would ever fawn over someone else. “I am Ning Yi. If you like Ning Yi, then I will always be Ning Yi.”
Guardian had everything planned out perfectly. He originally intended to approach Feng Guang directly using his new identity, but after hearing Feng Guang's sigh, "She'll realize how good this man is when she meets a scumbag in the future," he changed his mind. He decided to let the man named Ning Yi interact with Feng Guang first, and when he reappeared, he would automatically win her favor.
Guardian could often predict all the possible developments of things, but he couldn't predict the appearance of that group of men. He couldn't find a reason for their appearance. In this world he created, there seemed to be another force that he couldn't grasp.
If Feng Guang could forget that he killed her father, if she could forget the years he imprisoned her, perhaps she would soften her heart, give up everything, and choose to compromise. But she can't forget these things. What happened in the safe zone feels like yesterday. The powerlessness and despair that once eroded her seem to have returned to continue to entangle her. She can tell herself very clearly that she will never live that kind of life again, and she doesn't want those days of imprisonment.
“Guardian… I don’t know how you’ve made me live in this false world again.” Her voice was so calm it didn’t sound like it came from her own lips. “Don’t you feel sad? You know perfectly well how much I hate you, yet you’ve created this so-called new world to deceive yourself…”
“This isn’t self-deception.” He pulled her into his arms. “As long as I can be with Fengguang, I’m willing to try anything. Fengguang once said I was just a monster, and I remember that… so I’m trying my best to become human…”
"So what you mean by 'transforming yourself into a human being' is appearing in my ideal type?" Feng Guang's thinking was so rational and clear for the first time. "In my opinion, you are just disguising yourself as a man named Ning Yi according to my preferences."
She stubbornly believed that he was just a program and that he couldn't understand what emotions were.
A look of bewilderment crossed Guardian's eyes. "I'm willing to disguise myself as anything for you... Does Feng Guang think that I'm still a monster, someone who can become anyone for you?"
He held her tightly, burying his head in her neck, inhaling her scent. His eyes, unseen by her, were filled with sorrow. "Fengguang... I'm trying my best to become the human you like. I'm not a monster anymore, am I?"
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