Feng Guang did love her; she never left him because of his abnormal behavior. She just couldn't be sure if his feelings for her were truly "love" and not just "interest."
It was like they were caught in a vicious cycle. His actions only fueled her insecurity, and her avoidance drove him to do more horrific things, which in turn fueled her despair...
The rift between them was never due to any other person, but simply because of their own lack of self-confidence.
They could never believe that they were each other's one and only.
Fengguang's body was placed on the table, and she felt his kisses fall on her collarbone, her chest, and then her lower abdomen... She did not refuse the physical contact with him at this moment. In fact, they both needed more contact to make themselves more certain that none of this was fake.
She thought about each of her "time travels." Unlike her and Xue Ran, there was no deep-seated hatred between them, nor was there like her and Guardian, where so many corpses lay between them... She also thought about how she hadn't accumulated a hundred points before waking up in the real world.
Someone always has to compromise, while both people still have feelings for each other.
When the familiar sense of intrusion returned, Feng Guang opened her eyes and looked at the man kissing her. She cupped his face in her hands and saw emotion, joy, and uncontrollable excitement in his handsome eyes... When he saw her looking at him with such focused eyes, he covered the back of her hand with his own and smiled gently.
This wasn't the first time their bodies had been connected, but the distance between them seemed closer than ever before.
“Lu Chen…”
"Hmm?" His voice rose at the end, sounding incredibly sexy. His lower body moved slowly and steadily. His intimacy with her now wasn't based on simple physical desire, but rather on him truly appreciating her presence beside him.
Feng Guang had always known that Lu Chen was a very simple person in some ways. For example, he never knew how to properly express his joy, so he channeled his feelings into such primal things. But she felt that this made him even more tormenting. Feng Guang's toes were taut, and she breathed softly, "Let's live a good life together from now on... okay?"
She spoke the last two words, which were used to solicit opinions, in a trembling voice.
Lu Chen couldn't refuse. In fact, if Feng Guang said she wanted him dead right now, he would stab himself with a knife. He kissed her lips and whispered, "Let's live a good life from now on, Feng Guang. We won't cause any more trouble..."
For some reason, upon hearing the words "Stop making a fuss," Feng Guang felt an urge to cry. Because of their inferiority complex and lack of self-confidence, they had wasted six whole years. How many six-year periods does one have in a lifetime? The days are dwindling, and who knows... if she chooses to run away again like she did six years ago, they will waste their entire lives.
She reached out and wrapped her arms around his neck, biting a mark on his shoulder. "This is punishment for imprisoning me..."
“If Feng Guang wants to punish me, it’s okay if he bites me a few more times.” Lu Chen stroked the back of her head and chuckled softly in her ear.
Feng Guang sighed again, "I can't bear to part with it."
“I’m reluctant to part with it either.” Lu Chen finished speaking, his thin lips curving slightly, but his movements and intensity in “conquering the city and seizing the land” increased even more.
Feng Guang bit his lip, thinking to himself that he was willing to do something like this.
Their journey together is long, and perhaps Lu Chen will reveal more of his hidden side. But Feng Guang is already confident that, whether he is a god or a demon, she will walk with him through it all.
After all, if she didn't stay with someone as mentally unstable as him and let him go, wouldn't that be tantamount to him wreaking havoc on the world? In a sense, she was truly a great person, sacrificing herself to bind this man.
Although... it can hardly be called a sacrifice.
This is their story.
The story of Lu Chen and Feng Guang.
Nothing else matters.
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