As soon as Zhou Lie left, the other spectators gradually dispersed as well.
Feng Guang stared at Ou Xun with both eyes, "Can you let me go now?"
He didn't answer, nor did he let go.
Such a silent person... Feng Guang is the most helpless person with this kind of taciturn person. She took his arm and shook it playfully, asking with amusement, "Hey, you don't really want me to stand with you all day, do you? Although I don't have much to do all day, if we really stand there all day, we'll be seen as weirdos."
"...Don't you have any questions for me?" He asked solemnly, with a hint of doubt in his expression.
"What do you want me to ask?" Feng Guang tilted his head and asked back, "Is it to ask who Zhou Lie is? Or why he confessed to me? Anyway, he is indeed good-looking."
In his anxiety, he exclaimed, "He approached you with a purpose."
"I know," she said nonchalantly. "At first I wasn't sure either, but after hearing what you said, I understand now. I may not be smart, but I'm not stupid either. What's his relationship with Shen Wuyan?"
"Shen Wuyan is Zhou Lie's cousin."
"So that's how it is. Shen Wuyan doesn't want to ask me to break off the engagement, so he wants me to fall in love with someone else and ask me to take the initiative to cancel the engagement. Humph, it's clearly him who fell in love with that tea girl, but he wants me to be the one to do it. He really has a good plan."
She knew it! How could someone suddenly confess their feelings to her, and coincidentally, it was her ideal type? It must be the result of Shen Wuyan's investigation. If it weren't for Ou Xun's appearance, she might have really fallen into the trap of a beauty.
But something seemed off. Feng Guang asked, puzzled, "How do you know the relationship between Zhou Lie and Shen Wuyan?"
He hacked someone's phone.
“I heard it from Xiao Lu,” Ou Xun replied seriously.
"Xiao Lu? Oh~ that Zhao Xiao Lu." Feng Guang curled her lip. "How come every guy I randomly meet seems to have something to do with her?"
She complained softly, but he still heard it, and he said awkwardly, "She's my neighbor."
"What neighbor? I think it's your lover, isn't it?"
Now Ou Xun was at a loss for words, because he felt that no matter how he answered, it seemed wrong. If he were to say that she was his sister, he did have other feelings for Zhao Xiaolu before. Perhaps it was love, or perhaps it was just a habit. Because of his introverted personality and dark aura, Zhao Xiaolu was the only one who was willing to be his friend when they were young, and she was his only friend. So he naturally felt that he should protect her. Although Zhao Xiaolu always treated him as a brother, no matter what kind of feelings Zhao Xiaolu had for him, he used to think that as long as he could stand by her side, that would be enough. But now, he suddenly felt that it didn't matter anymore.
When did this change in emotion begin?
It was probably after their parting on the bridge that, that night, Ou Xun, having passed puberty, had his first erotic dream. In the dream, the woman beneath him moaned softly, and he couldn't control himself, only able to follow his instincts again and again, making her cry even more intensely beneath him.
When he woke up, Ou Xun wasn't embarrassed about his wet clothes and sheets. He just curled up into a ball, recalling the scene in his dream, hugging himself tightly... He felt so empty, so wanting to grab something to fill the void.
I'll catch her to fill my heart.
This feeling reached its breaking point during that argument in the game.
He never imagined that he would be reduced to the point where he could only fall asleep when he thought of her by his side... This unspeakable feeling, Ou Xun had never told anyone, including himself, and he still couldn't accept it, yet he couldn't help but enjoy the image of her that he imagined when he closed his eyes.
Perhaps one could describe him in a single sentence: a perversion of conscience.
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