Feng Guang glared at him with her eyes brimming with tears, "I'm bad, I'm a bad woman! I hate threats the most, you threatened me with your own life, I should hate that... But, but I still couldn't help coming back..."
"I'm so glad you're back." See? He still holds a place in her heart.
Ou Xun picked up a tissue to wipe her tears, but Feng Guang suddenly grabbed his hand. She used a lot of force, but for Ou Xun, a man, no matter how much force she used, it didn't hurt.
“Ou Xun, tell me, what happened to these scars on your hands?” Apart from the wound wrapped in gauze, there were at least a dozen scratches of various sizes on his arms, some fresh and just scabbed over, others old and only leaving faint marks. Feng Guang had guessed something, but she didn’t want to believe it.
He took her hand in return, pressed it against his face, and sighed, "Every single day, I want to be with you like this, but you don't want to see me. I'm afraid you'll hate me even more, so I thought of a good way: pain can temporarily lessen my longing for you."
"You...you're insane..."
“But before I met you, I was perfectly normal.” He smiled slightly, a strange sense of happiness in his voice. “I like who I am now after I met you.”
Feng Guang should have found him terrifying, but... she felt no fear at all. On the contrary, she wanted to hug him tightly, so she did. Carefully avoiding his injured hand, she threw herself into his arms, buried her head in his chest, and choked out, "Ou Xun, you're a madman."
Ou Xun rested his chin on the top of her head and gently stroked her back.
How did I get through that period?
Ou Xun still remembers it vividly. He had hundreds of ways to spy on her, but he couldn't touch her. It was like having the most delicious cake in front of him, but he couldn't take a bite. This drove him crazy. Pain can distract people, so he tried this method. Although it had little effect, even if it could reduce the desire to capture and imprison her even a little bit, he would think that self-harm was a good method. He believed that the effect of reducing the desire to imprison her was not obvious because he was too lenient. So slowly, the wounds he inflicted on himself became more and more serious.
However, this time the injury to his wrist was the most serious.
Feng Guang said in a muffled voice, "Don't hurt yourself anymore."
"Would you still choose to go abroad?" Ou Xun didn't rush to answer, but instead asked the question he feared most, because he was afraid she would leave the area he could control.
"Going abroad?" Feng Guang looked up. "I'm just going to the Netherlands for a couple of days to relax. You don't think I'm never coming back, do you?"
Ou Xun remained silent.
Feng Guang was both annoyed and amused. "You thought I was going abroad and never coming back, so you pulled this stunt?"
He remained silent.
“Ou Xun, how could you be so foolish?” She poked his forehead with her index finger. “Because of this, you caused yourself to bleed so much and made me shed so many tears. I don’t even know what to say to you.”
Ou Xun silently repeated Guo Ming's name several times in his heart. He decided that settling scores with him could wait. What was more important now was the person in front of him. His dark eyes were fixed on her. "Will you leave me again?" Before Feng Guang could answer, he nervously added, "Those things from before... If you still hate me, you can stab me with a knife if you want, just don't leave again, okay?"
He humbled himself to the lowest degree. Even if Feng Guang had a heart of stone, she couldn't refuse him. In fact, she knew very well that whether it was the appearance of those posts or the deliberate targeting in the game, he didn't know her or like her at that time. It was just that after everything exploded, she was holding back her anger. She felt that she had been being pretentious enough.
“I won’t stab you with a knife, and I won’t allow you to hurt yourself with a knife either. The past… let it all be wiped clean with the blood you shed today.” Feng Guang said softly, kissing his lips. “Ou Xun, let’s start over.”
“Okay, let’s start over…” Ou Xun’s fragile expression finally became real, as if a ghost about to disappear had found a reason to live. He lifted her chin with his hand and lowered his head to kiss her lips.
A blush-inducing, lingering, and passionate kiss.
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