"I'm willing to give up everything to protect you..." she whispered, feeling her body growing weaker and weaker, her form becoming increasingly transparent. A pale, feeble smile appeared on her face. "Lu Chen... do you know that I would give up my life for you without hesitation? But... now I suddenly don't know if I love you more or fear you more... We can't go back to the way things were, can we?"
“No, we can go back.” He pressed his forehead against hers, speaking with suppressed emotion, “Fengguang…you can’t die…you can’t give up. If you give up, I’ll truly have no hope…”
Her eyes slowly closed again. "I don't want to give up either... but Lu Chen, I'm so tired, I'm so scared... to go back to the way things were before..."
Ultimately, she lost consciousness.
“It’s okay. As long as Fengguang forgets my existence for now, you will still have hope.” He whispered in her ear, “It’s okay… it’s okay if Fengguang forgets me forever… as long as you can live, we will definitely have a chance to start over.”
His hand trembled as he placed it over her eyes. "Fengguang, forget Lu Chen...forget him forever."
The brief period of forgetfulness hypnosis that once existed has now become permanent.
In a moment, under his unbearable, painful gaze, her transparent body gradually became solid. He could no longer help but hold her tightly, and all the inferiority he had hidden in his heart surged out. He was afraid, afraid that he would not be able to make her fall in love with him again. He never compromised, so the only one who ever compromised was Feng Guang, because he had no right to compromise. What if he compromised and released the chain that bound her, and she ran far away and never came back?
Fengguang may not have Lu Chen, but she still has family and friends. However, without Fengguang, Lu Chen has nothing.
Besides this woman, he had nothing. As a human being, Lu Chen's emotions were a luxury, but he had placed all his feelings on her. Therefore, he lacked confidence, security, and inferiority. Compared to her, who lived in the sunlight, he was just a pitiful creature in a dark corner. Even the fact that he attracted her to like him was just a result of his careful planning and pretense.
From the very beginning, Lu Chen was a person full of pretense. He used pretense to get her, until later, these pretenses hurt her, and then these wounds returned to him a hundredfold or a thousandfold.
But what does it matter how painful it is?
He was certain that he would never give up on her, no matter how many times he had to start over.
This was a vow he made, a vow he was willing to risk his life for.
After a long, long time, silence returned to the white space.
The person lying on the ground opened her eyes and woke up. After a moment of disorientation, she stood up with curiosity. "Excuse me... is anyone here?"
She seemed to have been dreaming, but she couldn't remember the details. However, to wake up in such a strange place was too fantastical.
"Respected host." The voice that suddenly rang out was cold and mechanical. "Welcome to the Main God Space."
"Who?" Feng Guang looked around. "Who's speaking?"
"I am system A713, which is bound to you. If the host still wants to return to his own world, please do your best to complete the tasks in the time to come."
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