If it were before, when Ou Xun hadn't yet come to know Feng Guang, he might have believed her when she so carelessly said she was doing well. But now he understands that Feng Guang never shows her grievances to others, no matter how sad or upset she is.
Because she wanted to be the eldest daughter of the Xia family who would never cry.
"I have something to tell you." Before Feng Guang could react, he forcefully pulled her hand and led her out of the classroom.
Zhao Xiaolu stared blankly at their departing figures, feeling a pang of sadness. When she was in second grade, she transferred schools. In her new class, she had no friends. One day, she stood alone under a tree on the playground when she saw Ou Xun standing alone in the corner. Looking at this older boy, she remembered him; he was her neighbor next door. Suddenly, she felt less alone. She went up to him and greeted him. She never imagined that just a simple "hello" would lead Ou Xun to accept her as a friend for so many years.
Unbeknownst to her, Ou Xun, who always preferred to hide in the shadows, had never been greeted with "hello" by anyone. Zhao Xiaolu was the first to do so, which is why she received the special treatment she was given.
Later, Ou Xun's parents passed away in an accident. Ou Xun didn't cry; he just became even more taciturn. During that time, Zhao Xiaolu stayed with him for a long time. She knew that Ou Xun had vague feelings for her. She had also seriously considered being with Ou Xun, but whenever she wanted to take a step forward, she would find that Ou Xun would keep her very, very far away, as if he wanted to hide in an even more distant corner. Later, she understood and gave up her thoughts. Ou Xun didn't want a lover; he just wanted companionship. He would instinctively stay away from the unknown approach because emotions were something his brain couldn't calculate.
Zhao Xiaolu never imagined that Xia Fengguang would be the one to help Ou Xun emerge from the darkness. She couldn't explain her feelings for Xia Fengguang, but if she was the one Ou Xun had chosen, she was willing to treat her gently.
Because Ou Xun was her friend.
...
Feng Guang was taken to Ou Xun's home. Instead of staying in the dormitory, he rented a house near the school with Guo Ming. At this time, Guo Ming was not at home.
Before she could even admire his home, the door closed, and Fengguang was pressed against the door by Ou Xun. Then, he kissed her lips fiercely.
The sudden kiss caught her off guard like a storm. Feng Guang's mind went blank, and she instinctively closed her eyes. Forgetting to think, she instinctively hugged him, silently enduring the intense kiss.
Gradually, when she could hardly breathe, Ou Xun finally released her swollen and moist lips and moved his attention to her neck.
Feng Guang shuddered. The last shred of reason told her she couldn't let this continue. She pushed him away violently, clutching her collar which had somehow been undone, and gasped, "Stop! Ou Xun... be rational!"
Ou Xun was only pushed away by her by one step before he leaned closer again, lightly pecked her lips in confusion, and said openly, "I want you."
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