Chapter 15: Reincarnation Mission No. 99 15
Zhao Miaomiao didn't leave.
She made excuses for herself, saying that this was a critical time for Jiuchao's mother's treatment and she couldn't leave at this time.
No matter what, she has to wait until Jiuchao's mother recovers and is discharged from the hospital before she leaves.
So with this idea in mind, Zhao Miaomiao stayed with Jiuchao for another two years.
In the past two years, Jiuchao has changed a lot. He started to rebel, unwilling to study hard, unwilling to learn well, and no matter what he did, he did the opposite of Zhao Miaomiao.
Zhao Miaomiao wanted to stay by Jiuchao's side like before and be Jiuchao's one-on-one tutor to guide his studies.
Jiuchao, however, has been avoiding Zhao Miaomiao.
That day, Jiuchao and evening self-study classes were not attended. Instead, he hung out with his frivolous friends outside until late at night before returning home.
Zhao Miaomiao didn't go to find him, but stayed at home waiting for him.
Jiuchao returned home and the lights were not on.
Zhao Miaomiao stood at the door of the living room. Seeing Jiuchao coming back, she asked, "Why don't you go to class?"
Jiuchao didn't answer Zhao Miaomiao. He just changed his shoes, dropped his schoolbag, and went to his room.
Zhao Miaomiao followed him and continued to ask him the same question, "I ask you, why don't you go to class?
You are still a student, your job is to attend classes!
I waited for you at school all day today, but you didn't go to class.
Where have you been?
Jiuchao didn't look back, but just said, "Are you annoying?"
Zhao Miaomiao was angry, and turned to Jiuchao, looked at him and asked: "Jiuchao, why did you become like this?
Your mother is still in the hospital and is receiving active treatment.
In order to take care of your mother, your father resigned from the bank and has always been by her side.
Your family is working hard to get through this difficult time. Why are you so self-degrading now?
If you do this, won’t your parents be sad? "
Jiu Chao looked at Zhao Miaomiao, sneered and asked: "What about you?
Who are you to me?
Why do you care about me?
My parents will be sad if I don’t study. What about you?
How do you feel?
Jiuchao deliberately used this method to provoke Zhao Miaomiao, wanting to prove that Zhao Miaomiao had him in her heart.
Zhao Miaomiao cares about him.
Zhao Miaomiao understood what Jiuchao meant, and knew that Jiuchao didn't go to class on purpose to spite her.
It's been like this since two years ago.
He was angry with himself, so he decided to provoke Zhao Miaomiao in an extremely stupid way.
He tried to find a little care from Zhao Miaomiao by being decadent, rebellious and bad.
He thought that by doing this, Zhao Miaomiao would care about him a little more and pay more attention to him.
Zhao Miaomiao does care.
But at the same time it hurts.
Rebellious children don’t know how to vent, can’t express themselves well, and won’t listen to any words of advice.
Zhao Miaomiao shook her head and didn't answer Jiuchao.
She couldn't give Jiuchao hope and couldn't continue to be entangled with Jiuchao.
So Zhao Miaomiao just said, "Study hard.
You will need this knowledge when you grow up.
Reading is the most useful thing for you.”
After saying that, Zhao Miaomiao prepared to leave.
Jiu Chao looked at her from behind and asked her, “Is studying useful?
Can reading tell me why you exist in this world?
Can reading tell me where you come from?
Can reading tell me when you will disappear and when you will be gone?
If reading can tell me these things, I will read.
But, can I read?"
Zhao Miaomiao stopped and thought for a long time, then turned back to look at Jiuzhao.
Looking at the shattered hope in Jiuzhao's eyes, and his stubborn expression that seemed to be about to cry, she couldn't help but persuade him, "Jiuzhao, don't dwell on this.
I can be with you for one more day.
In fact, there is no need to think about how I came here or when I will leave.
These things have been decided since the day I came to you.
No matter how you rebel or how you hurt yourself, you can't change.
Since it can't be changed, why can't we reconcile and let me continue to accompany you?
We are running out of time.”
"So, you still want to leave?"
Jiu Chao looked at Zhao Miaomiao, laughed at himself, and asked, "But, you are by my side, are you accompanying me?
Or is it because of that Jiujiu?"
Zhao Miaomiao didn't say anything.
Sure enough, this is Jiuchao’s heart knot.
She was right.
This incident will become a pain in Jiuchao's heart that will never be resolved.
It will become an obstacle to his happy life.
Jiu Chao saw that Zhao Miaomiao was silent, so he asked Zhao Miaomiao: "Do you dare to say that the reason you stayed and appeared here was because of me, and it had nothing to do with that person named Jiujiu?
But...even if...
Even if you do it for that long time.
Can you promise that you can stay by my side forever?
Can you?! "
Zhao Miaomiao still didn't say anything, but just looked at Jiuzhao, and her eyes unknowingly became red.
Jiuchao continued to provoke Zhao Miaomiao, saying, "Fairy brother? Ha, what a joke.
If your joke can fool a five-year-old, what about now?
How else are you going to deceive me!"
Zhao Miaomiao remained silent until Jiuchao finished venting. Then she stared at the floor, muttering to herself and asking Jiuchao questions.
"Then if I leave, you'll be happier than you are now, right?"
Jiuchao was stunned when he heard Zhao Miaomiao's question.
Zhao Miaomiao raised her head, looked at Jiuzhao, and asked again: "If I leave, will you be happy?"
Jiuzhao's heart was beating violently, his hands and feet felt sore, and his whole body felt weak.
He was afraid that the thing he had been afraid of for so long was finally going to happen.
Zhao Miaomiao was about to leave him.
One day.
Jiuchao didn't want her to leave. He was stubborn, rebellious, decadent, and bad, all because he didn't want her to leave and wanted to keep her.
I want her to love me, to only care about herself, and not because of that thing...
But it seemed that this forced her to leave him...
Jiuchao wanted to tell Zhao Miaomiao, don’t leave, you can’t leave, you said you would always be with me, you said you would take good care of me, so you can’t leave…
But Jiuchao looked at Zhao Miaomiao for a long time without saying these words.
He opened his mouth and tried to make a sound, but he felt a bitter taste in his heart and his throat seemed to be blocked by something, so he couldn't speak.
So Jiuchao said nothing.
Zhao Miaomiao thought this was Jiuchao's answer.
She looked at Jiu Chao and smiled, "Okay, I'll wait for you to come back from school tomorrow night.
Let us say our final farewell.”
After saying that, Zhao Miaomiao turned around and left, disappearing.
After Zhao Miaomiao left, Jiuchao was still staring at the empty space at the door, wondering what he was thinking.
He stood there for a long, long time, and finally, as if waking from a dream, he opened the door and chased out.
But when he opened the door and ran to the street, he found that he had no idea where to find Zhao Miaomiao.
She is a ghost, coming and going without a trace.
If she really wants to leave me, where should I go to find her...
Jiuzhao knelt on the ground with a sense of loss, staring at the busy street in a daze.
The world is so bustling, but there is nowhere to go.
The world is so big, but she is nowhere to be found.
For the first time in a long time, I felt heartache.
It turns out that he is so inseparable from her...
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