"Baby, it's not that I don't want to marry you now. But look around us, who is so young and has tied themselves up with a marriage certificate." The man said to his girlfriend while playing games.
"After you get married, you'll have to look after my mother's mood if you want to go back to her parents' home. If you want to go out and play, my mother will nag you. Look, we're renting a house separately now, and we have as much freedom as we want. If we get married, my mother will definitely ask us to live back home. Can you bear to live with my mother-in-law?"
"Not getting married is for your own good. Last week, when I was having dinner with Wang Qing and the others, she was complaining about this and that about marriage. Do you really want to live a life where you have to prepare three meals a day, do laundry, mop the floor, and go to work every day after marriage?"
And if you're going to be pressured into having a baby right after you get married, then you're going to have to take care of it. Not only does raising a child cost money, but you'll also have to look after it yourself. Working is hard enough, and then you have to go home and nurse a child. Is that human? And you have such a good job now. If having a child forces your job to change, it's really not worth it, right?
"Besides, the elders all want many children. Once you have one, they'll urge you to have a second. Will you have one? If not, how can you take care of one child when you're old? It could end up with eight or more elderly people above you, and the pressure will all be on two children. Can you bear it? But if you have one or two children, how can you still work? How can you have your own life?"
"So, while we're still young, we can have more fun and live a free life for a few years. How can you be so stubborn and insist on getting married? Right, baby."
“…”
The original owner, Ji Changsheng, started a twelve-year long-distance relationship under the brainwashing of her boyfriend Wang Xiaoyu.
Ji Changsheng was occasionally brought back to the Wang family, and his parents hinted that they believed Ji Changsheng looked down on their family and that was why they kept dragging their feet and refused to agree to the marriage. When they first started dating, they seemed to be somewhat fond of Changsheng, but the longer they dated, the more unpleasant their attitude became.
But she couldn't tell Wang's mother what Wang Xiaoyu had said to her, because then she would be suspected of trying to sow discord between the mother and son.
She has to bear this loss alone.
Ji Changsheng and Wang Xiaoyu have been in love since they entered college. Their relationship is pure and sincere without any adulteration, and it can be said to be deep.
Ji Changsheng thought they could go from school uniforms to wedding dresses.
But Wang Xiaoyu dissuaded her from getting married right after graduation because of work.
They lived together for another four years. During these four years, Ji Changsheng had to work and take care of their daily lives. When they first graduated, Wang Xiaoyu was particularly concerned about their life in the rental house. When Ji Changsheng worked overtime, he would cook a meal at home and wait for Ji Changsheng to come home to eat.
At that time, Ji Changsheng truly believed that they could spend their entire lives together. He envisioned a home that was neither too big nor too small for them, where they could go home and cook together, do housework together, and... how happy it would be.
But seeing that those of her age who should have married had already done so, those who were still unmarried were not the type to compromise on marriage easily. But Ji Changsheng was not a non-marriage advocate, she longed to have a family of her own.
Her parents divorced when she was young, and she grew up with her grandmother. Although she was not rich materially, she was not short of money, but she envied others for having a family.
Wang Xiaoyu said that after getting married, they should live back home, and she actually had no objection at all. After all, home is more lively when there are more people.
Unfortunately, children like Wang Xiaoyu, who have lived in a honeypot since childhood, do not understand her longing for home.
Today, she took the initiative to propose marriage again because she was pregnant again.
When two people were together, they were both at the age of being full of vigor and vitality. After the first accidental encounter, the second, third and Nth times became a natural thing.
When Ji Changsheng was in college, she had an abortion once. After graduation, she had an abortion twice during the four years of living together.
Including this time, this is her fourth pregnancy.
When she had her last miscarriage, the doctor warned her individually to take care of her body, saying that if she had two more miscarriages, she might never have the chance to become a mother in this lifetime.
It’s strange that when I was in college, I was young and ignorant, and I didn’t have enough money, so I went to a small, shady clinic under someone’s introduction. At that time, I didn’t have good conditions to take care of my body.
So this time, she didn't want to give up this child, as it was very likely to be the last time she would be pregnant in her life.
At this time in the previous life, what did Wang Xiaoyu say when Ji Changsheng said that she was pregnant?
"What? Pregnant again? Don't you always use T?"
"On the 2nd of last month, we ran out of T-shirts at home. It was late at night and you didn't want to go out to buy more."
"I don't want to go out and buy it, but won't you? Besides, this is used to protect you girls. You don't care about such an important thing and blame me? Besides, won't you refuse me?" The fact is, Wang Xiaoyu didn't like wearing that thing, which affected her experience.
"Didn't you go to the pharmacy to buy medicine afterwards?"
"I caught a cold the next day and took two days off. I asked you to buy medicine for me, but you forgot." He even forgot to bring cold medicine and only told her to drink more boiled water.
"Okay, okay, it's all my fault, okay? Baby, let's not have this child for now, okay? I swear, this is the last time, okay? I will never act impulsively in the future, and I will always use condoms. Believe me, wait four more years, and we'll get married. By then, you can have as many children as you want, okay? Baby, wife, dear..." A woman who acts like a spoiled child has a good life, and so do men who act like a spoiled child.
Ji Changsheng compromised under Wang Xiaoyu's sweet words.
It was also because of the miscarriage that Ji Changsheng completely lost her qualifications as a mother.
Wang Xiaoyu felt guilty towards Ji Changsheng, but continued to brainwash her out of habit.
"Don't worry, doctors always exaggerate. He said the chance of pregnancy is small, but that's not impossible, right? Let's go to a better hospital when we want to have a child in the future, okay? Your husband will go with you personally."
Even if you really can't get pregnant, I, your husband, won't blame you. No children, no children. I don't like children either. If you really like children, we can adopt one in a few years. "Most people can't say such words. Ji Changsheng only heard what he wanted to hear and was very moved.
The two lived together for another four years, still in that two-bedroom, one-living-room rental house.
"Baby, I'm sorry. I didn't want to do this either. But my mother found out you can't have children. You know my family has only one son for three generations. The elders can't accept a daughter-in-law who can't have children. My mother even threatened to commit suicide. I have no choice, Changsheng. I can only break up with you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but I really love you..."
Ji Changsheng himself cannot have children, what can she do? It has been four years. If there was a chance of getting pregnant, she would have been pregnant long ago.
Do I really have to watch Wang Xiaoyu's mother die?
Can she get a home by taking a life?
Ji Changsheng moved out of the rental house, ending her twelve-year relationship with Wang Xiaoyu. She was thirty years old that year.
She dragged her small luggage onto the deserted street, her heart filled with despair.
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