[If line: If everyone's memory had not been erased by Qingqing]
A month after that man's death, Leng Chen finally learned the whole story.
The pain seemed to penetrate into the bones, and endless blood appeared in front of my eyes all the time.
The truth was not that she fell in love with Si Qianyuan, nor that she was cold, selfish and only loved herself, but Leng Chen did not feel any comfort at all.
All the same.
Whether she loves Si Qianyuan, loves herself, or loves Yin Yiyi...it's all the same.
She had never been sentimental towards him.
In her eyes, he was a rapist who raped her best friend, a vicious and untrustworthy executioner, and a tool that she spent a lot of effort to conquer and use.
But, not lover.
She was reluctant to give him even a little trust.
Intellectually, Leng Chen knew that he had been deceived and used for three years. He should be angry and should kill Yin Yiyi, so that Shi Wuqing would regret it even in his death.
But……
He couldn't help but think, if he had been more patient with her, more gentle, listened more carefully and talked more... then could there have been a different ending?
Qingqing will tell him the truth, and he will help Qingqing find Yin Yiyi, and the misunderstanding will be resolved.
By that time, even if Qingqing wouldn't accept him so quickly because of his relationship with Yin Yiyi, life was long and he had plenty of time for her to accept him. Leng Kong also clearly cared more about Qingqing as a mother than Yin Yiyi. He would stand by him and help him...
There will come a day when he will be able to truly have a clear mind.
But there is no if.
He was conceited and arrogant, thinking that Qingqing was his and it was natural for her to be his, so he couldn't be too nice to her, lest she become spoiled; he was blinded by anger and tortured and hurt Qingqing without any care, so he deserved the punishment.
Regret, self-blame, despair, heartache...all kinds of emotions are pulling Leng Chen into the deep sea of emotions.
He knew that he was already addicted to it and would never be able to surface again in this lifetime.
Leng Chen still lived the same life as before, and even his career had reached a new level, but everyone could see that he was living like a walking corpse.
Only Leng Kong and Yin Yiyi can cause his mood changes.
And these two are people that Shi Wuqing cares about.
Leng Kong fainted that day and had a high fever. When he woke up, his memories of the previous events were vague and unclear.
Leng Chen had no love for him as a father. On the contrary, he could not help but take his anger out on him. Even when Leng Kong took action once, he just watched and acquiesced... But people are always so despicable. Leng Chen wanted Leng Kong to remember countless times and suffer with him.
But... he remembered the scene a long time ago when Leng Kong committed suicide.
If Leng Kong really committed suicide after remembering it because he couldn't bear the blow, Qingqing would definitely hate him even more.
So... Leng Chen gave up and just treated him as a stranger.
Leng Kong returned to Yin Yiyi and lived an ordinary life, but he never called Yin Yiyi "Mom" and hated milk. His originally lively and cunning personality became silent and taciturn, and he did not have the liveliness and activity of his age at all.
No one knows how much he remembers and what he has forgotten.
Only occasionally, he could be heard muttering to himself: "Be kind, be brave... and don't hurt others."
As for Yin Yiyi, her personality changed drastically after Shi Wuqing's death. Her original kindness and justice are still there, but a layer of thorns has grown on the outside.
Once, when she met Leng Chen, after seeing the look in his eyes, she actually sneered and retorted: "What's that look in your eyes? Are you jealous of me? Hate me? Huh? What gives you the right to be jealous of me! Do you know how difficult Qingqing's life was before?! I accompanied her through the darkest period of her life. Where were you then?! Why are you looking at me with eyes that say 'you don't deserve it' now?!"
Leng Chen responded coldly: "Then do you think you are worthy?"
Yin Yiyi's eyes suddenly turned red from the stimulation. "I don't deserve it! But what right do you have to talk about whether I deserve it or not? Are you related to Qingqing?"
These two simple sentences made Leng Chen's heart ache.
The two of them were torturing each other while they were sober.
They all knew that they had wronged Shi Wuqing, but at the same time, they also hated others who hurt Shi Wuqing!
Don’t want the other person to have an easy time!
But at the same time, Yin Yiyi knew that Leng Chen was protecting her secretly.
She just found it ridiculous, and she knew why—Leng Chen was atoning for his sins!
He wants to get Qingqing's forgiveness after his death!
But what can be done to make up for the mistakes that have already been made?
After Yin Yiyi refused several times without success, she followed Leng Chen.
Well, if he really doesn't atone for his sins at all and goes straight to see Qingqing...that would make her even more disgusted!
What really makes Yin Yiyi sad is...
"Even Leng Chen knows that if I want Qingqing's forgiveness, I have to come and protect me." Yin Yiyi couldn't help but shed tears every night, thinking:
"Yin Yiyi, the person you don't trust is the person who loves you the most in this world."
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