Chapter 470
"Heaven is truly unfair! Why were you the first to go in? Why did you take the spot that Rong Rong's boyfriend was?" Ling Jue gritted his teeth.
Si Yuxiao, who had just been itching to kill someone, suddenly smiled gently. Yes, no matter how many tricks others used, they couldn't change the fact that Rong Rong loved him.
They could only approach Rong Rong using his face and identity, which he found utterly shameful and contemptible!
He was the most special person in Rong Rong's heart.
Si Yuxiao's smile grew wider and wider, his heart filled with joy.
He glanced at Ling Jue with disdain, "This proves that I am Rong Rong's true love."
Si Yuxiao firmly believed in this point; otherwise, why would there have been some unseen guidance when the assessment began, leading him to become an examiner and strive to become examiner number 1?
"Heh." Ling Jue casually flicked his sleeve. "It's a pity that your true love was killed by me, the great villain."
"You can't even save your own life, and you call yourself the chosen one?"
The indoor temperature plummeted, and Si Yuxiao's murderous gaze swept coldly towards Ling Jue. Ling Jue was not to be outdone, and their eyes met, crackling loudly.
In her little world, Rong Rong became even more clingy.
In the past, she would go shopping and eat out with her classmates and friends in addition to attending classes, but now Rong Rong spends all her free time with Lei Ke.
She would stay in the office with Rex when he went to work, and they would go home together after get off work.
Even when Rong Rong had to attend classes, she would ask Lei Ke to accompany her, and Lei Ke always complied, understanding that Rong Rong was truly terrified.
Fortunately, Lei Ke's gentleness and meticulous care comforted Rong Rong, and her condition improved day by day.
However, Lei Ke's constant attempts to take things further with Rong Rong and his probing actions always drove the viewers in the live stream crazy.
Of course, Lei Ke was very anxious. He desperately wanted to win Rong Rong's heart and prove that Rong Rong had him in her heart. He even abandoned his principles and dignity.
He was afraid that if he delayed any longer, the mastermind would send Examiner Number 4 over.
Although he had made what he considered to be thorough preparations and was improving the defenses around himself and Rong Rong every day, he was still very worried, even anxious.
After being rejected once again that day, Lei Ke looked at Rong Rong's retreating figure as she returned to her room alone, his eyes filled with loneliness and confusion.
He clearly felt that Rongrong loved him, and Rongrong also had a natural trust and dependence on his body, so why was Rongrong unwilling to let him touch her?
"Could it be that Rong Rong actually doesn't like Si Yuxiao?" Lei Ke murmured, unsure whether to be happy or disappointed.
"Hahaha!" Ling Jue laughed wildly, especially with Si Yuxiao beside him, his laughter became even more exaggerated.
Si Yuxiao's face was dark and gloomy. The two of them were dressed in fine clothes and looked glamorous, but they sat in the ruins watching the live broadcast, as if they were reluctant to leave the ruins. It looked ridiculous and funny.
"Heh, of course it's because Rong Rong discovered that someone is a rat in the gutter who can't be seen in public, it's not me at all." Si Yuxiao sneered.
"This means that Rongrong really loves me, so no matter how well the gray rat pretends, it can't fool Rongrong's intuition."
As he finished speaking, Si Yuxiao's eyes softened, and he gazed affectionately at Rong Rong's figure on the screen, as if only he and Rong Rong remained in the world.
Ling Jue's teeth ached from watching, and this time it was his turn to frown.
Bah! He didn't believe Rong Rong could love this pretentious guy that much, they'd only known each other for a few months.
If you swing your hoe well, there's no corner you can't pry open. Hmph, just you wait and see!
Ling Jue puffed out his cheeks, his face full of determination.
He didn't refute Si Yuxiao because he knew Si Yuxiao was telling the truth. Lei Ke was blinded by his own involvement, and in fact, all the mission participants watching the live stream could see that Rong Rong had doubts.
Back in her room, Rong Rong went into the bathroom, turned on the tap, scooped up a handful of water and splashed it on her face. After doing this a few times, she slowly raised her head and looked at herself in the mirror, her eyes red and swollen.
Rong Rong felt somewhat confused, as well as self-blame and even guilt.
Feeling guilty for letting down her lover, Rong Rong always felt a lot of pressure whenever she rejected Si Yuxiao and saw his disappointed and sad eyes.
Pian Rongrong couldn't explain why she didn't want the other person to touch her too much. In fact, as time went on, this resistance became more and more obvious.
At first, simple hugs and kisses were no problem, but now, Rong Rong is unwilling to even hold hands.
Even though she told herself countless times that this was her boyfriend, her lover, and the closest partner she would spend her life with, and that she should accept him, her body avoided his touch even faster than her mind.
"Why?" Rong Rong asked herself.
She knew that this kind of relationship and these feelings were wrong and abnormal.
Why did she reject Si Yuxiao? They had been through life and death together; their relationship should have been stronger.
Rong Rong was puzzled, but in fact, she seemed to have a vague answer in her heart.
Because she felt that Si Yuxiao was somewhat unfamiliar now, but she couldn't quite put her finger on why, it was just a feeling.
In short, Si Yuxiao has changed. Perhaps the change is small, but Rong Rong, who is sensitive to emotions, can still feel it.
Rong Rong had long had this feeling, and had unintentionally tested Si Yuxiao countless times, mentioning secrets known only to the two of them, and things from Si Yuxiao's childhood.
However, there was nothing wrong with Si Yuxiao's answer and behavior, so Rong Rong fell into self-doubt. Reason told her that Si Yuxiao was Si Yuxiao, but her feelings told her that Si Yuxiao had changed.
Rong Rong felt that if things continued like this, she would go crazy. Not only would she go crazy, but Si Yuxiao would also go crazy. Their relationship was in grave danger and might end in a breakup.
"No!" Rong Rong shook her head. She thought she should try to salvage the relationship, after all, it was her first love.
Perhaps the experience of being kidnapped by a murderer had caused her great psychological trauma, which led her to have such a misconception.
The image of Si Yuxiao lying in a pool of blood was so shocking that it kept lingering in her mind, perhaps giving her some kind of suggestion, causing her to doubt Si Yuxiao.
Thinking about it, Rong Rong lowered her head and pulled a business card out of her pocket.
[Sunshine Mind Studio: Chen Chexuan]
This is a reliable psychologist that Rongrong found out from a friend.
Shen Chexuan is an internationally renowned psychology expert who not only has his own studio but also serves as the police's in-house psychological consultant and criminal profiler.
It's not easy to arrange a meeting with someone you don't know well; it's very difficult to get an appointment with someone you don't know well.
It was only because of a connection with a close friend that he got the business card and recommended Rongrong to take a look.
Rongrong had had the business card for a while, but she hadn't been able to make up her mind until now. Now she wanted to go and see it.
As soon as Rong Rong left the restroom, she dialed the other party's number and arranged a meeting time.
Afterwards, Rong Rong went to her superior, Yu Xiao, and told him that she was going home to stay for a few days.
As she said this, Rong Rong felt inexplicably nervous and didn't dare to look Si Yuxiao in the eye.
But Si Yuxiao remained as gentle and considerate as ever, only caring about Rong Rong's thoughts, which made Rong Rong feel even more guilty and determined to cure her mental illness.
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