Chapter 187 Tuan Chong is four years old this year (End)

I just know that mom is crying. What should I do? How should I comfort her?

Xu Qingqing thought for a long time, and imitated her mother's comforting her, patting her on the back and saying: "Don't be sad, don't be sad, Mommy, don't be sad, Qingqing is here, Qingqing will accompany Mommy, so Mommy, don't be sad."

"Okay, mommy, don't cry," Xu Yan was amused by her childish words, "Qingqing, do you want daddy?" she suddenly asked.

Xu Qingqing was puzzled: "Do I have a whistle?"

"Of course Qingqing has it." Xu Yan said.

"Are Baba and Mama okay? Does Mama like Baba? Does Baba like Mama? If not, forget it. Qingqing is happy as long as she has Mama." Xu Qingqing patted Xu Yan's shoulder and said seriously.

Xu Yan smiled and pinched her nose: "Why, Qingqing doesn't like daddy?"

Xu Qingqing shook her head: "No, Qingqing is a big kid now. Ji Ji said that this was something she did willingly. If mom and dad don't like each other, Qingqing can't let you two suffer together just for Ji Ji!"

Xu Yan listened to her words and felt heartbroken. She was indeed not a good mother.

She ignored Qingqing too much. In her dreams, she talked to Qingqing for less than an hour every day.

As she was being drained by that family, her treasure was also changing.

Mom has a hard time, so don’t bring sadness to her.

My uncle said he was working very hard and asked her to do the job, so she did it.

Grandpa and grandma...

Aunt...

younger sister……

Before she knew it, she no longer cried or made a fuss, and only knew how to devote herself.

Qingqing's only venting was probably after Xu Xuanxuan's death. She was frightened every night by Xu Xuanxuan and was finally deceived into avenging her.

But before he could succeed, he was stopped and fell into a deep sleep with a high fever.

The only time I woke up was for other people.

Xu Yan cannot say that this kind of personality is bad, because even if a person has a similar personality, some people use this personality to become good people, while others use this personality to become bad people.

Whether a person's character is good or bad, you should never make a decision based solely on the character, but rather make a decision based on the person who has it.

This person is a good person, so I have no right to judge him.

But as a mother, she would rather her child be like other children, with his or her own little temper and being spoiled and willful.

But her baby, before these things grew out and before he even learned to be a good person, his bad temper, spoiled and willful nature were worn away.

As her mother, how could she say that she was right?

"Of course Mom loves Dad, and Dad loves Mom too, but they were separated because of some misunderstandings. He knows Qingqing and must love Qingqing very much. Does Qingqing want her dad?" Xu Yan thought, this time, she would spoil this child, it didn't matter if she had a little temper, as long as she didn't do anything bad.

"I do!" Xu Qingqing replied with shining eyes.

Shen Ci floated in the air, watching this scene and said: "I gave her memories, but this child treated them as dreams. Isn't that too much?"

[Host, it’s good that she can still remember it as a dream. As for me, I will probably forget it when I wake up.] The system said.

"So, you are not even as good as a child?" Shen Ci said implicitly.

System: [……]

[Yes, yes, it’s better not to! ] The system said angrily.

"Oh, that's what you said yourself, why are you angry?" Shen Ci consoled her in a way that sounded a bit like a scumbag.

[Am I angry? Why am I angry?] The system is like an unreasonable girlfriend.

Shen Ci coughed and changed the subject: "But to be honest, when Xu Xuanxuan was beaten, I would rather she cried and told me not to save her. Do you know why, Tong?"

【Why?】The system was successfully diverted.

"It's because she's just a child. I'd rather have her be spoiled and have a bad temper than see her become sensible after going through hardships."

Although the system already has human emotions, it still cannot understand the meaning of this sentence.

Shen Ci did not want to discuss this topic with the system. She asked the system: "I agreed to take a vacation, but where is my own body?"

The system was suddenly a little embarrassed: [Ahem, the boss replied, you can take a vacation, but the body breaks the rules. Host, it's not bad for you to take a vacation in the soul state, right! Anyway, our goal is to watch Yuan Qing grow up, and the soul state is just right. ]

"What the hell! I want more than just to watch him grow up." I also want to eat him!

This is just perfect!

[Host, just make do with it. Maybe the boss will agree to it in the future.] The system said.

"Okay then, then we'll just have to make do with it. But as we agreed before, you'll take care of this matter. Forget about not allowing you to call me dad. Good boy, call me daddy, now." Shen Ci sighed.

System: [……]

What should I do? I actually think this is pretty good. Has it become degenerate?

The system cried inwardly for its own depravity, but shouted honestly: [Dad!]

"Okay, be good and take me to Yuan Qing." Shen Ci said.

【good.】

Shen Ci is not interested in the lives of the characters except Xu Yan and Xu Qingqing. And the heroine is not born yet.

So I just followed Yuan Qing.

Watching Yuan Qing grow up little by little, she went to see her in the fourth year after Xu Xuanxuan was born.

The Xu family is still the same as before, favoring boys over girls. Without the plot and the halo of the heroine, Xu Xuanxuan is not favored by the Xu family at all.

At a very young age, I started to be exploited by my father, grandparents.

Shen Ci sighed, but did not feel sorry for her. Xu Yan and Xu Qingqing had borne all this for her in the past, but she was not satisfied and even made things difficult for them. Now let her taste it for herself.

If she could learn to be like Xu Yan in such an environment, Shen Ci would admire her.

Afterwards, Shen Ci returned to Yuan Qing and watched Yuan Qing go to junior high school, high school, and college.

He is as outstanding as ever and was admitted to a key university.

Perhaps influenced by my grandfather, I became a doctor.

When he graduated, entered the hospital and put on his white coat, Shen Ci looked at him in a daze.

Through his different appearances, we see the same person, the same soul.

Yuan Qing had a smooth life, he was always excellent and self-controlled, but he never fell in love and never got married.

He always looks gentle on the surface, but when he returns home and takes off that layer of gentleness, he reveals infinite loneliness, especially after the death of Mr. Yuan.

Yuan Qing passed away at the age of 40. He had been working on the medical front for many years, but he neglected his own body. When the accident happened, he was already beyond saving.

As he was dying, all the doctors in the hospital came to see him. Wearing an oxygen mask, he stared into space and suddenly murmured, "I know."

I know, you are not Xu Qingqing, you are just you.