Chapter 222 After Rebirth, the Young Lady Will Marry a Dandy Man (35)
Yan Wei questioned at the top of his voice, but Liu Ruyun hated the way he looked.
It was as if he was the only one giving to their relationship all these years, and she did nothing.
If she didn't like him and didn't love him, why would she marry him and have children for him?
Does he know how hard it is to give birth? Of course she gave birth to the child, but the pain was almost to death.
But amid his words, she acted as if she had done nothing.
Liu Ruyun's eyes were red, and she wiped her eyes: "Is this how I am in your opinion?"
Seeing her crying, Yan Wei felt a little flustered for a moment.
After all, this is the person I love, the person I have spoiled for so many years.
He had never made her cry in all these years, and now...
But Yan Wei thought of the hairpin and said cruelly: "This is not what I think, but what you show. That's it. In my opinion, your words are just avoiding the question. You didn't answer why the hairpin is more important than me."
Because that is what allows her to travel through time and return to the present.
But Liu Ruyun couldn't say it, because he would treat her as a monster and kill her.
Besides, there is love between them, isn't that enough? Why does he always care about such unimportant things?
Should we ignore everything she has done for us just because of this unimportant thing?
Yan Wei didn't hear her answer and sighed: "See, you can't answer, so isn't this what you want, Ruyun? You married me because the Liu family had no choice. Now, I give you freedom, and you don't complain all the time, is being my wife tiring? You have to deal with my mother and those ladies, and you won't have to in the future."
She said that, but she didn't mean it. She just wanted Yan Wei to understand how much she had sacrificed for him.
How could he understand it so well!
That was the love she gave to him, how could he understand it like this!
Liu Ruyun was so angry at him that she became more and more sad.
"You don't understand at all. I just wanted to show you my love for you!" Liu Ruyun cried, "Do you know how much I have given for you?"
Yan Wei nodded: "Tell me, I also want to know how much you have given for me and whether you have ever really loved me."
"I..." After hearing Yan Wei say this, Liu Ruyun was stuck and couldn't say anything.
After holding back for a long time, she said: "Giving birth to a child, I went through so much pain, do you know that? I gave birth to a child for you, isn't that a sacrifice?"
Yan Wei was slightly stunned when he heard this and looked at her: "Isn't that our child? What do you mean by giving birth to it for me?"
"Giving birth is so painful. If it weren't for you, there's no way I would have given birth!" Liu Ruyun said more and more righteously the more she thought about it.
She had experienced life and death because of him. If this is not sacrifice, then what else is?
"You don't want to have a baby?" Yan Wei asked her in shock.
Liu Ruyun straightened her back and said, "Of course."
Yan Wei looked at Liu Ruyun in silence, not knowing what to say.
Giving birth is indeed very hard for women, and many women die in bed because of it.
He understands that there are women who don't want to have children because of this pain.
But in his opinion, having children is something that both men and women want to have in order to continue their bloodline.
So when he heard Liu Ruyun say that she gave birth to a child for him, he was shocked. When he learned that Liu Ruyun didn't want to have a child, he was even more shocked.
"You..." Yan Wei opened his mouth and closed it again.
Liu Ruyun looked at Yan Wei's hesitation and knew she had won: "Humph, I almost gave my life for you, don't I love you?"
Her tone was full of complacency. Yan Wei was shocked at first, but then began to feel uncomfortable from the bottom of his heart.
Well, he is not making up excuses to say that Liu Ruyun doesn't love him.
But it was Liu Ruyun's actions... She risked her life to give birth to two children for him.
But she never told him that she didn't want to have children.
He had always thought that their children were proof of their love for each other.
But now, in order to prove that she really loves him, Liu Ruyun brought up the two children, saying that she didn't want to have children at all, and that she had children for him, coupled with her slightly complacent tone just now...
Yan Wei felt uncomfortable and awkward from the bottom of his heart. He became more sober and recognized Liu Ruyun more clearly.
"In that case, I should let you go," Yan Wei said.
"What do you mean?" Liu Ruyun frowned.
"You don't want to have a baby. I just found out today. If I had known earlier, I should have given up on you and myself at the beginning."
"Yan Wei, what do you mean? Now that you know I don't want to have children, you don't want to marry me, right?" Liu Ruyun said angrily.
"Then tell me, what should I do?" Yan Wei asked her.
Of course he was moved by this, and then he let the divorce go, or even better, he felt guilty about it and gave her the gold-threaded glass lamp she wanted.
But she had to be reserved, so she said: "This is your business, of course you should think about it yourself."
"What I came to think of is that I should let you go," Yan Wei said.
The reserved Liu Ruyun's face suddenly fell: "Can't you think of something else? I have given birth to two children for you, can't you feel sorry for me? You asked me which of my treaties you didn't fulfill? I tell you, you didn't fulfill any of them! I want a gold-threaded glass lamp, but you won't give it to me!"
Yan Wei didn't understand why she suddenly brought up the issue of a lamp.
He remembered the story of this lamp. After all, the gold-thread and colored glass lamp had been popular in the capital for quite some time.
But as the prime minister of a country, he disdained foreign things and did not think that such a lamp could be worth a favor from an official.
There is actually no difference between the lamp and the lantern. The only difference is the material.
The foreigners imitated their lanterns, brought them to their country and sold them at a sky-high price.
How ridiculous! As the prime minister of a country, how could Yan Wei be involved in such a thing?
And the officials who participated... have already been named by the emperor.
Yan Wei would never do anything that would lower his status and lower the emperor's impression.
He had told Liu Ruyun about this at first, and had also prepared other things for Liu Ruyun.
He thought the matter was over.
Unexpectedly, Liu Ruyun brought it up again.
And because of a lamp, he denied everything else he did.
Yan Wei was completely confused.
"You have nothing to say? You asked me to tell you what I have given you, then tell me what you have given me! You have never given anything! The things you gave me can be bought with money, you didn't put your heart into it at all!"