Chapter 61 The heroine has five big brothers (61)

Jiang Chuxuan's words of comfort were stuck in his throat. Shen Ci was no longer ready to pay attention to him and turned away.

The funeral was over and most people had left. Shen Ci had been standing in front of the tombstone for almost five hours.

Even though the Du family's parents had a grudge against Shen Ci, they couldn't bear it. Du's mother pushed Du Ran and said, "Go and persuade her."

Du Ran: "Well? How can I persuade you? Mom, we can't even persuade ourselves."

Du's mother was silent, tears immediately flowed down her face. Yes, they couldn't even persuade themselves.

"But she is your brother's lover. Your brother must be sad to see her like this." Du's mother said while wiping her tears.

Father Du walked over to Mother Du, hugged her, patted her shoulder and comforted her.

Du Ran thought for a moment and said, "Then I'll give it a try."

"By the way, doesn't your brother have a diary? Give it to her. It's written for her anyway." Du's mother suddenly thought of something and said to Du Ran.

Du Ran nodded: "Okay."

Du Ran listened to his mother and took the diary to find Shen Ci.

Because Du Ran is Du Rufeng's younger brother, her attitude towards Du Ran is not as cold as her attitude towards Jiang Chuxuan: "Mr. Du." She nodded slightly and greeted Du Ran.

"Don't be so polite. You are my brother's lover. Just call me Du Ran like him." Du Ran said.

Shen Ci nodded, but did not shout.

"My mother asked me to persuade you. Actually, I don't know how to persuade you. After all, we can't even persuade ourselves. But my brother definitely doesn't want to see you like this. This is my brother's patient diary. It's better to call it a love diary than a patient diary. It records the process of your meeting and falling in love. Maybe it can make you feel better?" Du Ran handed the diary to Shen Ci.

Shen Ci looked at the diary, stunned for a moment, then took it.

After Du Ran handed in the diary, he left. Shen Ci took the diary, touched the cover, and hesitated for a long time before opening it.

The first line on the first page reads: 'My 5200th patient.'

But these words were crossed out again, and the second line read: 'The person I like.'

But these were crossed out, and the third line read: 'My love.'

The second page starts with the official content:

“June 29th, sunny.

Today I went back to my alma mater to give a speech and saved a girl who was about to jump off a building due to campus bullying. The girl was seriously injured and her broken ribs caused pneumothorax. Fortunately, I am a doctor and the ambulance arrived in time, otherwise I can't imagine what the situation would be like.

June 30th, the weather was fine.

Today this girl woke up, I tried to communicate with her, but she didn't say a word, her mental state: dangerous? I was very worried that she would have thoughts of suicide again.

In the afternoon, when I examined the girl, she seemed to be in pain from the wound? (Or maybe she hurt herself intentionally), and she bit her lips hard.

I didn't know what attitude I should use to face her so that she would relax and be happier, so I could only persuade her. Although the girl didn't buy it, she finally spoke, but her words were very sharp.

I wanted her to relax a little, but the girl was very defensive and aggressive. She used my words to fight back and tease me in an attempt to keep me away from her.

I know she just wants to protect herself, but what if she meets a bad guy? So I taught the girl that it is right to protect yourself, but don't tease a man in this way, because out of ten men, nine are beasts, and one is a beast in human clothing.

Then I asked about the girl's family. Was the girl disgusted with her family? I haven't met her family yet, and her family doesn't seem to care about her at all.

So I told the girl to stay and take care of her, mainly because I was worried that she would have thoughts of suicide during this period of time when no one was taking care of her.

During the time I was looking after her, the girl fell asleep, so I went out and made a phone call to get some information about her.

Now I know why the girl was like this. Maybe I was meddling in other people's business. I not only want to heal the girl's physical wounds, but also the wounds in her heart.

After all, I saved her with my own hands, and there was a life in front of me, so I wanted to be responsible for her to the end.

Unexpectedly, when I made the call, the girl's family came, the Shen family... They refreshed my perception and intensified my desire to cure the girl.

July 1st...

July 2nd...

……'

The content was interrupted after July 25th. Shen Ci thought it was because of the sudden plot jump.

The diary only started to contain content again starting from August 30 this year.

The last diary entry was a few days before September 14th:

"September 13, sunny.

Aci is going to meet Fang Li tomorrow. A lot of things have happened recently.

Actually... I had a bad feeling. I felt like she was going to leave me, again...

Why again? I don't know, but I just have a feeling.

I had a feeling that something was targeting her, something not real but something illusory.

But how can I save her?

With my life? If possible...

I feel like I am writing a will. I wonder if Ah Ci can see this diary.

If nothing happened to me, the diary would not have been handed over to Ah Ci. If something happened to me...

Ah Ci, who are you? You are not from this world, are you? The day you and I were together, I found that the whole world seemed to have fast-forwarded a year. I looked up your past year and found that you seemed completely different from the one I knew.

At that time, I guessed that there must be some mysterious things in this world that I didn’t know about, but your attitude seemed to know everything. Then I speculated a lot and compared you with the past Shen Ci, and then came to the conclusion that you might not be Shen Ci?

Whether you are Shen Ci or not, I like you. If you ask me the reason, it is probably because when I first met this patient, I didn’t think about curing her physical injuries, but curing her inner injuries.

Don’t be too sad after I got into trouble, because I always feel that we have a long way to go, not a life without you.”

Shen Ci rubbed the last few words gently with her fingers, over and over again, until the words were smeared.

"We'll never see each other again."

"Why not a long time to come?"

"Because we will never meet again, and even if we do, you and I will still be enemies."

"Really? Why do I feel like we have a long way to go?"

Another face that had long been buried deep in my heart now appeared clearly before my eyes.

He has the same personality as Du Rufeng, gentle and gentlemanly. He is very good and versatile, and it seems that there is nothing he can't do.

He was almost the light, and everyone worshipped him. Shen Ci also worshipped him very much.

Shen Ciwan never thought that they would get to know each other, but what difference did it make? She could only stay away from him.

But he actually approached her. Shen Ci was so moved that she said she would never see him again.

I didn't expect that they would never see each other again...