I want to rush up and ask you why you abandoned me back then. I want to ask you if you still remember my existence, and whether... you are still willing to try to plant a paulownia tree in the underworld.
But before I could appear in front of you, you disappeared again.
I dare not bet on when you will appear next time, and I don’t know if you will appear again, but I still don’t hesitate to sacrifice my own cultivation and destiny, rewrite the plot of this world, and weave a grand dream for myself.
A rotten yet gorgeous dream.
The price is that my spiritual energy is exhausted and the world collapses.
Therefore, from the moment I met you at the age of 19, the countdown to my death and the death of this world has begun.
In this dream, because you wanted to conquer Chen Jiangqi and the other two, I was stingy and malicious and changed their names to the plot of my fantasy.
You were born before I was, and I was born when you were already old. Even though I know your true age, I still regret that time and space have reversed for you, meeting you now, aging in middle age. I can only use my spiritual energy to maintain my youthful appearance, so you won't despise me.
I enjoy the pure joy of white tea and nothing else to do. I am waiting for the wind and for you. Even though I haven't fully regained consciousness in the past five hundred years, I subconsciously know that I am waiting for someone, waiting for you to come find me.
I want to leave now, with bitter wine and willow branches, without wind, moon or you. But I know you are Shengwu, you will not love anyone else. I have waited for five hundred years, and finally you are here, but unfortunately, you will not stay for me.
This time, I tampered with the plot in Shen Junsheng's mind. In his mind, he was in love with you, but you almost married me. Firstly, I was selfishly taking revenge on him. After all, you only saw him at that time. Secondly, I knew you needed to conquer him, so I could give you some relief.
As for Chen Zheliu and Shen Qinghuan, I also brought them back to the country in advance, wanting to use them to keep you in the Shen residence, by my side.
I waited and waited for eight years, which is not long compared to five hundred years, and you finally came.
I'm familiar with the plot. Just in case you, Shen Junsheng, and the other two met beforehand, I went looking for you the moment I moved to the city from the opera troupe. Then, I watched you grow up until you were 19.
I knew you were just borrowing that body, so I didn't marry her or see her.
Until one day I had an inexplicable premonition that you were coming, and the original owner of that body fainted for unknown reasons, so I sent someone to bring her back to the Chen residence.
Sure enough, the moment you woke up and looked at me, I recognized it was you.
You came to see me.
In reality, Shen Junsheng and the other two were created from parts of me. I can sense their moods and emotions, and they, too, have some of my emotions. If your system hadn't been dormant at that time, you would probably have heard it the moment you woke up in this world.
[Ding! Male protagonist's favorability, 100!]
[Ding! The heroine's favorability is 100!]
[Ding! Villain Favorability: 100!]
The peak value of the favorability between the three of them is just the peak of this string of data, but it is not the peak of my love for you.
I know Shen Junsheng is deliberately misleading you into thinking I'm just a replacement for the person I was eight years ago, but I didn't explain. I know you don't care. Furthermore, you need this excuse to get closer to Shen Qinghuan, to make her feel pity and affection for you. So I remained silent, allowing everyone except Shen Junsheng to misunderstand me.
Including you.
That day you asked me if I was afraid that I couldn't keep you, so I used Shen Junsheng and the other two to keep you. Yes, I had this plan. I humbly suppressed their affection for you and wanted to delay your time in this world.
I know you need this too.
I am like a voyeur, hiding in the darkness and watching you carefully and jealously as you love someone else, even if it is fake.
But my true heart is given to you willingly.
The first seven days I left you, I wasn't actually going north to discuss business, but I was overloaded with trying to change the world. After waiting for twenty-two years, I was already running out of spiritual energy. I didn't dare let you discover my abnormality in advance, so I went out to hide and heal.
Actually, my daily trips to the Chamber of Commerce were fake, and my real purpose was recuperation. If possible, I would rather be by your side every moment.
This has also resulted in more and more white hair on my face that is maintained by my spiritual power.
And the sycamore tree became increasingly withered and rotten.
In fact, the first time you went to the yard of the Wutong tree and were stopped by Chen Zheliu, I controlled him to lead you away, because I was in the yard, repairing the rotten body of the Wutong tree.
I'm afraid you'll notice something unusual.
I know you wrote me a picture of red beans when I first left you, and wrote, "May you pick more, for this is the most reminiscent of my love." But I feigned ignorance, wanting you to say it yourself, and you fooled me twice. But I'm not angry, because I don't think you wanted to lie to me...about missing me.
The token of love you gave me was a piece of jade carved with cherry blossoms. Because I knew that flowers cannot bloom in the underworld, you probably couldn't tell the difference between cherry blossoms and paulownia trees, and you thought I liked cherry blossoms.
actually.
The tree in that painting isn't a cherry tree, it's a paulownia tree. After the phoenix leaves the paulownia tree, it misses it and will fly back to continue roosting there. But I was wrong. I am the paulownia tree, and you are not the phoenix that returns. You should be the king who controls the phoenix.
The sycamore tree is the first tree to wither in autumn, just like I can’t wait for the first snow in this world, and can only use my last spiritual power to promote the last heavy snow.
I've heard that if we get drenched in the snow today, we'll grow old together. I thought I could make it through winter, and getting drenched in the snow with you would be...
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