Later, she was going to marry my father and officially get married. I was reluctant to let her go, but I had no choice. Looking at the red that filled the courtyard of the Shen family's house, I just felt it was dazzling. Later, I asked her to cut a "囍" character for me, and she gave it to me alone.
The day before the wedding, she said that I was not the one to marry her, but I could be the first one to lift her red veil. I agreed.
But when the wedding day came, I still didn't do it because I heard that the bride's red veil cannot be removed by anyone other than the groom, otherwise it would be unlucky and would mean that the bride would be unhappy in the future.
Studying abroad strengthened my egoism and my aversion to feudal superstitions, and for the first time I complied with these rules.
I carried her out of the room, afraid that she would be nervous and worried, so I secretly tapped the back of her hand a few times with my fingertips. It was just a secret message between us, meaning, don't be afraid, I'm here.
This is how I secretly comforted her when the Zhang Feng incident happened before.
The night she married my father, I couldn't sleep, or didn't want to sleep.
My heart felt like it was being torn open, tearing through my flesh and blood, causing excruciating pain. So I took the scissors she had used to cut the word "囍" for me and pressed my hand tightly against it, using the physical pain to numb the mental one.
That night, I watched the sky over Beijing filled with fireworks, and I knew they were for her. There was also a meteor shower, the first time I had ever seen one.
When I was studying abroad, I heard some people say that making a wish during a meteor shower would be very effective.
I didn’t believe in these things at first. I didn’t believe in ghosts or God, but I still clasped my hands together and made a wish in my heart.
I don’t wish for her and I to be together forever, but I wish that my beloved will be at peace in this life.
Because in this chaotic world, it is not easy to survive, let alone stay together for a lifetime.
Rather than the two of us being together in pain and being unacceptable to the world, I hope that she will always be healthy.
I don’t know whether this wish came true or not, but I know that the moon was bright all night long that night.
When Awu was taught to write by her father, she used my two characters "Qinghuan" to practice. I was inexplicably happy at first, but when I found out that it was her father who taught her, I felt a little depressed.
Later, the appearance of the fake stepmother and the reactions of my father and elder brother made me realize that Awu was not a substitute, she was really the person my father and elder brother loved eight years ago.
I was panicked at that moment because I didn’t know whether the month I knew you was worth the twenty-two years of my father and the eight years of my elder brother.
If Ah Wu really appeared in the opposite time and space, then she does not exist in my past memories! This means that she has never met me again in her later years. Did she really fall in love with my eldest brother or father?
I didn't dare ask you, and I didn't dwell on it anymore.
But the next day I held your hand and wrote "Pure Joy" over and over again.
I'm sure you will miss me in the future, so I want you to remember my name over and over again, and remember that there is this person you once loved.
If you meet a younger me in the future, remember to call me, "Qing Huan."
When I look back, I will still love you.
Later I was kidnapped by the tasker, and I learned the so-called original plot from him, but I didn’t care at all. I would be surprised and shocked by the original plot trajectory, but I don’t regret liking you.
But later you came to save me. When I saw you appear directly with your powerful red eyes, I was stunned.
I realized that you could have fought back against Zhang Feng when he kidnapped you, but I still saved you.
So, you lied to me!
I didn't say anything, just listening to your conversation with the tasker. I was gambling, gambling on whether you would save me, gambling on whether you would regard me as your weak spot.
Just like when I saved you, Zhang Feng asked me to kneel down, and I knelt down.
It’s a pity that you didn’t, you said.
No one can threaten you with anyone.
You didn't even look at me, and directly released something like fire. My mind was stunned at that time, and I had no intention of dodging at all. I only thought, you lied to me!
I closed my eyes in despair, thinking that it would be fine, at least I wouldn't have to worry about you lying to me anymore.
At least...the tasker didn't really use me to threaten you.
I thought I would die with the tasker, but no, the moment I opened my eyes, you ran towards me.
At that moment, I felt that you loved me again, and that there might be some hidden reason behind your previous lie to me.
You apologized to me and said that the flames wouldn't hurt me at all. Unfortunately, I couldn't survive because I was poisoned by the tasker. The burning pain in my abdomen had spread to my heart, and I knew I might not be able to be saved.
The moment I saw the tasker pointing a gun at you, I panicked and subconsciously turned around with you in my arms. Our positions were swapped, and I blocked the bullet for you.
At that moment, I thought, it’s great, I saved you for the second time.
Later you confessed that you had lied to me about Zhang Feng, I said.
"Do you remember? I said if you lie to me, I will kill you..."
I held on to my strength, even though I couldn't see, but I bit your neck accurately based on my memory of the past when I leaned on your arms.
But in the end, I still couldn't bear to really kill you.
You apologized to me in a panicked voice, "Qinghuan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I won't lie to you again!"
After feeling the touch of teeth piercing your skin, I stopped talking and spoke incoherently.
"You said it."
"I forgive you this time, but you can't lie to me anymore..."
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