After leaving the hospital, Xiao Jingran wandered aimlessly through the vast city. He didn't want to go back to the place where he had hurt Chen Ye, so he walked aimlessly, letting the cold wind blow on him to make himself feel a little better.
However, this did not make him feel comfortable; instead, Shen Ye's bloodshot and hateful eyes clearly appeared in his mind.
As darkness fell, Xiao Jingran stood at the foot of the mountain, staring blankly in a certain direction. His eyes were clear, but his face was filled with pain and sorrow, as if darkness had enveloped him like a demon.
That's better, that way no one will see me cry.
He covered his eyes with his hands, and warm liquid flowed from them, more and more. He cried in suppressed sobs, curling his trembling body into a ball.
After an unknown amount of time, he slowly stood up and walked through the darkness, stumbling and staggering his way to the villa on the mountain.
"Jinxiu, I was wrong." Xiao Jingran shouted loudly from downstairs, but only thunder answered him.
"Jinxiu, I was really wrong. Please forgive me and give me another chance."
"I was wrong, I'm not human." Xiao Jingran stood outside the gate, slapping himself repeatedly with his left and right hands.
It started to rain, and the rain got heavier and heavier. Xiao Jingran stood in the rain, fanning himself repeatedly. The thought of how he had abused Chen Ye made him want to kill himself.
The cold rain relentlessly lashed at Xiao Jingran, making him look extremely disheveled.
The villa gate opened, and the doctor came out with an umbrella, which he hit on Xiao Jingran's head, but Xiao Jingran slapped it away.
"Commander, it's raining, let's go inside." The doctor turned his face away with a hint of pity. The proud, privileged young man stood in the rain begging for someone's forgiveness, looking so pathetic and so humble.
Shen Ye leaned against the wall, covering her mouth with her hands to stop herself from crying.
His breathing became rapid, and his hands involuntarily tightened. He knew that even if he didn't go out, the man would still stand in the rain and refuse to go inside.
He wanted to hate him, and he thought he deserved it.
In the darkness, he clenched his fists, determined not to soften his heart.
Unable to find a solution, he thought that torturing himself would soothe the wounds in her heart.
In reality, there was nothing between him and Ye Sheng; it was just an interaction between a doctor and a patient. That night, he deliberately let Xiao Jingran see him rush into Ye Sheng's arms.
If time could turn back, if he hadn't treated him that way, if nothing had changed, how wonderful that would be?
The thunder grew louder and louder with the rain. He hugged himself and comforted himself, thinking that Xiao Jingran deserved it and that he brought it on himself!
But my mind is always distracted, always wondering if he can withstand the cold winter rain.
He's so useless, isn't he? Xiao Jingran hurt and abused him like that, yet he couldn't bring himself to truly hate him.
He let go of her hand, opened the door, and went downstairs. Xiao Jingran was still standing there, slapping himself. He was swaying slightly, whether from the heavy rain or because he couldn't hold on any longer, it was unclear.
Shen Ye clenched her fists again, rushed over to him, and said, "Do you think I'll forgive you for doing this? Do you think that by abusing yourself like this you can make up for the pain you've caused me?"
On what grounds?
Just because he fell in love with her first?
Xiao Jingran looked at Shen Ye, his vision blurred by what appeared to be tears or rain.
His cheeks were red and even a little swollen, which showed how much force he had used.
"sorry."
From childhood to adulthood, he has always been a prodigy, and he has never been this crazy for anyone before.
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