Shen Ye was as if he were dead; the blood in his body instantly froze.
"If you're in pain, scream out; if you're hurting, struggle. That's what it means to be alive."
Yes, what life is without pain?
There shouldn't have been such an entanglement between them, but fate loves to play tricks on people, bringing the two men together.
After an unknown amount of time, when he left, Shen Ye secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
The tidy room was filled with the smell of lovemaking.
Lian Jingzhi straightened his clothes and sat expressionlessly to the side, staring at Shen Ye. The anger in his eyes gradually faded, replaced by a touch of tenderness.
Shen Ye sat on the bed with his head down, his thin shoulder blades covered in hickeys. His long black hair obscured his face, making it impossible to see his expression.
"Are you going to make me angry again?" Lian Jingzhi's voice was devoid of emotion.
But there was no response for a very long time.
She grabbed Shen Ye's chin and forced him to look up, only to see a cold, sneer on his face.
Her transparent eyes looked at Lian Jingzhi with indifference and mockery.
"What if I said I'm fed up with being bullied by you?"
He broke free from Lian Jingzhi's control, pressed his hands on his shoulders, and pushed him back onto the bed.
"Wouldn't it be great if you stopped bothering me after tonight?"
Black hair fell from Shen Ye's forehead and landed on Lian Jingzhi's handsome face.
He looked into his questioning eyes and said softly, "Do you like me?"
The hoarse voice pained Lian Jingzhi: "I don't know."
Shen Ye acted as if he hadn't heard, and continued to talk to himself slowly.
"But I like you."
I like you.
I don't know if this is love.
But I've always wanted you, wanted to possess you, wanted to be with you.
You'd probably laugh at me for having such a morally and ethically wrong idea about you, wouldn't you?
Ridiculous, utterly ridiculous!
Lian Jingzhi opened his eyes wide and looked at the man in front of him. As the man's figure grew larger in his eyes, the slightly crazy laugh made his heart tighten.
He pulled off his clothes and hugged him, their hot skin pressed together, his cold lips brushing against his firm chest, his slender fingers interlocking with his palm.
He did not resist, allowing Shen Ye to cruelly treat his body.
If that's what he wants, then give it to him.
He didn't know what his relationship with Shen Ye meant, nor did he know what Shen Ye meant to him...
Suddenly, an immense, tearing pain assaulted every cell of his body, spreading to his limbs and bones.
Shen Ye's frantic actions almost made him lose control several times.
So, when he was so cruel to Shen Ye, he was in just as much pain!
No!
It might hurt even more than that.
He couldn't imagine how such a delicate woman like Shen Ye could withstand it.
Shen Ye acted like a wild beast that had lost its mind, frantically pursuing him as if she wanted to give him her burning passion, as intense as blood.
He thought, he longed to be with him, but their being together would violate natural law and morality, and would be condemned by the world...
Therefore, he decided to uproot the vine of love in his heart, watch it wither and decay, and never revive it.
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