Bai Chuheng froze, realizing that he had been wrong all along. He thought that "Bai Jinxiu" was no longer pure, so he hated her, wanted to forget her, and wanted to stop loving her, but it wasn't that easy.
Later he thought, forget it, even if "Bai Jinxiu" is really not clean anymore, he still wants to be with her for life.
But what happened next really disappointed him. What did "Bai Jinxiu" take his heart for? Hearing about it from others was not as painful as seeing it with his own eyes.
"Even if you apologize now, it will probably be of no use. When a person's heart is dead and they are in despair, they will no longer believe."
Liu Junyao laughed arrogantly: "You deserve it, Bai Chuheng. You'll never win his heart again. You don't deserve anyone's love, hahahaha."
......
He was alone in the study, and Liu Junyao's laughter still echoed in his mind, each word piercing his heart.
He tried hard to stop himself from thinking about it, but the more he tried to control himself, the more rampant the thoughts became in his mind, almost threatening to devour him.
Why, why can't he trust him? Why does he suspect him of betraying him?
It must hurt a lot, right? It must hurt a lot when you're not treated with any gentleness, right?
Bai Chuheng laughed sadly. What kind of love is this? He doesn't even give Bai Jinxiu the most basic trust. Is this love?
In the dead of night, he saw "Bai Jinxiu" hugging his neck and affectionately calling him godfather. He saw "Bai Jinxiu" repeatedly attempting suicide to stop him from marrying Liu Junyao. He saw "Bai Jinxiu" leaning against him, smiling and saying, "Godfather, will you take me with you wherever you go from now on? Even if you get married, I want to be with you, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, never to be separated, even if it's something that can't be seen in the light of day, I don't mind."
What a sincere confession! But in the end, what did he actually do?
Just because he gets close to other men, she suspects him of being unclean and that he has betrayed her. She's not human!
Thinking back to the look in his eyes when he left the last time, how disappointed must he have been to look like that?
When Bai Jinxiu limped away from the Bai residence, it was still pouring rain outside, and he didn't even give her an umbrella or a coat.
That night, "Bai Jinxiu" stood in the rain and shouted, "Bai Chuheng, I have repaid the debt of raising you. I have repaid it with my body. I hope you will let Bai Jinxiu go in the future."
"Jinxiu...I was wrong!"
He tried to reach out and hug her, but his arms missed.
When I opened my eyes, I realized I had fallen asleep on my desk without even realizing it.
Thinking about all of this, it feels like a million ants are gnawing at my heart, and the pain is as if a million knives are piercing through it.
Even when he was wounded in battle, he had never felt pain as intense as he did today.
"Jinxiu, I was wrong. I shouldn't have doubted you," Bai Chuheng murmured softly.
It turns out that Bai Jinxiu had liked him since she was a young girl.
He recalled Bai Jinxiu holding his hand and smiling as she said, "Godfather, can I ask him to carry me up to the second floor and buy me rice noodles from the east of the city, pea flour cakes from the west, glutinous rice cakes from the south, and boiled corn from the north?"
Back then, Bai Chuheng was so foolish that he didn't see through the child's thoughts, which is why he distrusted him time and time again.
That night, he went to Shen Ye's residence, hoping to beg for forgiveness. Through the half-open door, he saw Shen Ye being held in Shang Linjun's arms and carefully protected.
What a dazzling scene! It stung his eyes, making him almost unable to look directly at it.
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