"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry!"
"I'm sorry, I'm a damn bastard."
"I'm sorry, I deserve to go to hell!"
Chen Ye nestled weakly in his arms, staring at the ceiling, her eyes unable to find any point to focus. A Tian was extremely distressed.
He remembered that his first contact with Shen Ye was forced, because the elders pressured him.
As they spent more time together, he began to care about the boy. It was at this time that he fell in love with Shen Ye, and he thought, this must be love.
This was also the first time Ah Tian knew what it felt like to be moved, what it meant to feel the thrill of love.
So he wanted to treat him well and stay with him for a very long time before he could be so brave, even to the point of being like a moth drawn to a flame, to love a stranger.
But he pushed Fira towards him and ate and slept without a care in the world.
How ironic.
"Jinghuai, do you know? I really love you." A-Tian said softly, feeling that his love was humble.
On the way back, he kept asking himself if he had made a mistake, that he shouldn't have fantasized about the two of them living a peaceful and happy life in the first place.
She reached out and lifted Shen Ye's chin, then kissed him on the lips, her golden eyes fixed on the person before her.
"Did you really never like me even a little bit? Did you never even think about building a life with me?"
If he says yes, then let him go.
Forcing him to stay by your side won't make him happy. When you love someone, it means that if they are doing well, then I am doing well too; if they are not doing well, then I am not doing well either.
Shen Ye didn't speak, just stared at those beautiful eyes that made him sad. He didn't want to talk, so he remained silent.
After a long while, Ah Tian slowly calmed down, lifted Shen Ye's chin, and said with a heavy nasal tone, "I'll give you whatever you want, I just beg you not to leave me."
In the end, it was still love; I still gave in.
Shen Ye remained silent, his eyes already terribly red.
"I've raised you for months. Even if you raised an animal, you'd develop feelings for it. Are you even less than an animal? You haven't shown me a single feeling for me in all these months?"
"I'm a beast? Then what are you? Do you think you're any better than me? To put it bluntly, you're a monster, a half-human, half-beast monster." Shen Ye sneered, his eyes looking elsewhere even though his chin was being held.
Ah Tian hated it most when people called him a monster. He lowered his hand that was about to be raised and clenched it again.
He struggled to control his anger, "Xu Jinghuai, don't think I won't do anything to you!"
After hearing what A-Tian said, Shen Ye finally spoke. He sneered and roared hysterically, completely out of control.
"My mom has loved me for over twenty years and I still argue with her, but you've only loved me for a few days, and I'm supposed to bow down and explain myself to you? Then I'd be letting my mom down, and you'd be letting me down too!"
"What else do you want to do all at once? If you don't kill me today, you're a coward."
Perhaps he was wrong from the beginning. He shouldn't have thought that being loved meant he could act recklessly. If he hadn't thought that way, maybe there wouldn't be this argument today.
Shen Ye's words were really infuriating, but A Tian still couldn't bring himself to do anything to him.
In love, it's true that whoever falls in love first loses, so Ah Tian lost, and lost completely.
Ah Tian finished dressing, turned around, and left without looking back.
Shen Ye stared at the doorway with red eyes, thinking angrily, if he could kill people after completing the mission, then he would kill A Tian.
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