The chill and fear emanating from within made him curl up into a ball, instinctively seeking something to lean on. A source of warmth came from behind him, and he instinctively moved closer.
Jiang Chen suddenly felt someone hug him tightly. He opened his eyes and saw that Shen Ye had approached him and was holding him tightly.
In the dim light, Jiang Chen saw something shiny on Shen Ye's forehead; he had been having a nightmare!
He reached out and hugged Shen Ye tightly, gently patting his back as if soothing a child.
The person in his arms calmed down slowly under his soothing touch and drifted into a deep sleep, but Jiang Chen could no longer fall asleep. Under the dim light of the wall lamp, the person in his arms looked so beautiful, with delicate features and fair, jade-like skin. Jiang Chen's gaze lingered on his tightly closed eyes.
Shen Ye's eyes were beautiful. Jiang Chen had lived for over twenty years and had seen all kinds of people, but he had never seen such beautiful eyes before.
Jiang Chen couldn't help but recall the first time he saw Lin Yanhuan. That night, he was feeling down and went drinking with some friends. In the restroom, Lin Yanhuan's pure and innocent eyes caught his eye, and it was from that moment that he became interested in this boy who had just entered society.
At that moment, he thought, "Whose daughter is this? She looks so beautiful even when dressed as a man. I want to possess her."
Later, Lin Yanhuan was sent to his bed. It was the first time Jiang Chen had used such methods to get someone, but undeniably, he felt it was very worthwhile.
That night, after he stripped him naked, he realized that the person he had his eye on wasn't a girl at all, but a boy who was prettier than any girl.
But that didn't stop him from wanting to have him.
Afterwards, he naturally made him one of his people. 'Lin Yanhuan' did not refuse. His frankness surprised Jiang Chen and even made him a little happy.
As they spent more time together, Jiang Chen found herself becoming increasingly inseparable from this boy, wishing she could be with him 24/7.
He liked Lin Yanhuan's spotless appearance, even though he was a man, Jiang Chen just liked it.
Some people are indescribable, but no one can replace them.
He treated him extremely well, spending almost all his time with 'Lin Yanhuan' except for work.
But as time went by, one night after they had been together for three years, Lin Yanhuan cried and told him that she loved him and wanted to be with him forever, but she didn't want to be a mistress.
Jiang Chen had considered divorcing his wife and running away with Lin Yanhuan, but he couldn't, he really couldn't.
Because he still has his grandmother who raised him, and his grandmother threatened Jiang Chen with her life to force him to marry Lin Weihan, he cannot get a divorce.
He knew Lin Yanhuan's feelings for him, and he could give her anything except marriage.
But coincidentally, besides marriage, 'Lin Yanhuan' doesn't want anything else.
That night was their first argument, a very heated one. He stormed out, slamming the door, and went somewhere to drink alone.
The next day he learned that 'Lin Yanhuan' had attempted suicide by cutting her wrists after he left, but failed. From that moment on, he never saw those eyes that had captivated Jiang Chen at first sight again.
Over the past year, even though this 'Lin Yanhuan' no longer resembles the person he once was, his feelings for him have not diminished but have instead grown stronger, accumulating to the point of madness.
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