"Get away from me, don't touch me." Shen Ye pushed his hand away, her eyes filled with disgust, her tone icy cold.
Xiao Jingran stared intently at Shen Ye, a barely perceptible trace of pain flashing across his face. He forced a bitter smile, suppressing the bitterness in his heart.
He really is with Ye Sheng now; all his joys and sorrows revolve around Ye Sheng alone.
I don't know when it started, but our two hearts have drifted off course and are going further and further apart.
If time could turn back, and we could go back to the time when we first met, and get along in a different way, would the outcome be different?
But time cannot be reversed. This time, he personally handed his precious life to someone else, and that person was his childhood playmate.
hehe.
His lover and his playmates....
It's ironic to think about it: should he let them be together, or break them up?
He didn't know.
The next morning, Shen Ye remained motionless, staring in a certain direction downstairs, just as he had at the beginning.
Xiao Jingran stood at the door, but he didn't have the courage to go in. He was wrong. It had all been his fault. His self-righteous possession and acquisition had only hurt Shen Ye beyond repair.
When Xiao Jingran got him addicted to drugs, he thought he would control him and make him obedient, but later Shen Ye's face stopped smiling.
Later, Sun Tiewen arrived, and Shen Ye smiled again, but he transferred the child away and had someone severely punish Shen Ye.
Later, when the drug addiction flared up, no one gave Shen Ye candy anymore. Shen Ye felt that the whole world was black, colorless, just like hell.
Xiao Jingran dared not imagine how Shen Ye had managed to endure it. Anyone who had been tortured like that would have gone crazy and broken down.
Thinking of this, Xiao Jingran felt pain even in his breathing.
He hurt Shen Ye time and time again, tearing apart Shen Ye's self-esteem time and time again.
It's really not human.
The people inside sat there all night, waiting for Ye Sheng all night as well.
Should I grant their wish?
Xiao Jingran had considered giving in, but what would he do if he did? Unbeknownst to him, he had fallen deeply in love with this man named 'Jinxiu'.
Xiao Jingran left the villa sadly and helplessly, and drove to the hospital alone.
Xiao Jingran found a stool and sat down in front of Ye Sheng's hospital bed. The two remained silent for a long time before Xiao Jingran finally spoke up, "Tell me how he has been doing these past few days."
“When he was in withdrawal, he asked to die more than once. I comforted him, lied to him, and encouraged him. He was such a lively and cheerful person, he shouldn’t have ended up like this.” Ye Sheng lowered his eyes, concealing all his emotions. “You hurt him, insulted him, held his life in your hands, and trampled his self-esteem underfoot. Have you forgotten that he is a person? He feels pain. He often stares blankly at one place and sits there for a long time.”
"The time he jumped off the cliff to commit suicide, he told me that it was because of love that he was willing to do it, and because the pain was too great, he wanted to be free..."
"Enough, stop talking." Xiao Jingran shouted to stop Ye Sheng. He was afraid that if he listened any longer, he would die here, from heartbreak.
"Pfft."
Unable to hold back the blood, Xiao Jingran knelt on the ground in agony, pressing his hands tightly against his chest, as if only in this way could he ease the pain in his heart.
Having caused him so much harm, what right do I have to ask for his forgiveness?
Xiao Jingran cried. This proud son of heaven was actually crying, and tears silently slid down his face, one by one.
In Ye Sheng's memory, Xiao Jingran was only this vulnerable when he suffered severe psychological trauma. As far as he knew, this should be the second time; the first time was when his mother passed away.
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