Chapter 175 Princess Marriage 17
The man's face was as soft as jade as the sunset glowed. He said helplessly, "As for what you are afraid of? I don't know."
Afraid of being treated coldly? Afraid of seeing disgust in those eyes?
Love brings worry and love brings fear.
After being alone for more than 20 years, he finally tasted this feeling.
Alcohol stimulated his brain. Qin Yu laughed at himself for being timid and could only speak out some of his inner thoughts with the help of alcohol, while brewing what he wanted to say.
"What are you talking about?" His voice was a little vague, and he smiled, "Tell me about the first time I saw you."
"At that time, I thought that the little princess' eyes were really beautiful."
So beautiful that even though I knew her conspiracy with Zhou Yan and knew that she was so unwilling in her heart, I still felt a little admiration for her.
"Then I was a little angry." Angry that the owner of such a beautiful pair of eyes was actually a fool.
"You said you wanted to stay in Daxia, I don't care." He covered his lips and coughed lightly, and smiled, "I thought at that time that there were so many people in the harem who were willing to stay in Daxia, and you would only be the most ordinary one among them."
She didn't even have the qualifications to be remembered in his mind.
He coughed more and more violently, and his laughter became a little intermittent: "But when I think about it, my heart hurts so much."
"Gu Li," the man said these two words in a gentle voice: "You said, how wonderful it is to fall in love at first sight."
It's so wonderful that even if your brain doesn't admit it, your heart will tell you not to treat this person badly.
A soft sound came from the window, as if responding to his words.
Qin Yu lowered his eyes, took a big sip of wine, and said self-deprecatingly: "That night, I called Doctor Yu to see if you, Gu Li, had drugged me."
Otherwise, how could he feel the heart-wrenching longing and the reluctance to let go when he saw this person?
"Do you remember the night I went to see you?" Qin Yu was like a drunk, mumbling: "Actually, you are extremely beautiful, I want to touch you."
"But I dare not." At this moment, he put all the cowardice and hesitation in his heart into words, as if he was really drunk and unconscious.
"I'm afraid you think I'm casual, I'm afraid you think you're the same as everyone else."
"But..." He laughed self-deprecatingly: "But I really haven't touched anyone."
Qin Yu felt that at this moment he was like a girl proving her innocence in the ancestral hall, explaining in vain, begging for mercy from the clay statues.
"How magical," he smiled as he looked at the gradually darkening sky, his eyes shining brightly: "I actually met a woman who moved me so much." He
was so moved that he wanted to dig out his heart and show it to her, and wanted to pretend to be a little clown to ask her to smile.
Inside the window, Gu Li looked at the shadow outside, with a little more anger in her eyes.
What is this?
Did he go crazy after drinking here?
She finally thought about forgetting it, and finally convinced herself not to fall into this cycle of chasing but not seeing the result, but this guy came to disturb her thoughts again.
"I can't even remember my previous thoughts now," Qin Yu poured the wine pot, and after finding that there was no drop of wine, he threw it on the ground casually: "I just think that wasting time on women is an extremely stupid thing."
I think that three thousand beauties are not as fun as attacking cities and strongholds.
"If I don't become an emperor, I think I will be born to be a general." He longed for war, longed to vent something, to fill the empty place in his heart.
Saying that the empty space was for Gu Li might be a bit of a way of trying to please her, but it was undeniable that when that person appeared in his world, he felt that the sky was bright.
Even if he thought about her painfully every day, it was better than living in a daze before.
"You..." An angry female voice came from the window. Qin Yu put his fingertips on his lips and whispered, "Hey, listen to me."
He shook his confused head and cursed Liu Huaizhong in his heart for giving him some strong liquor.
"Where are you talking about? Forget it, just say whatever comes to mind." Qin Yu knocked on the window and said like a pervert: "Guess what I've been thinking about these days?"
There was silence inside the window for a long time, and Qin Yu said persistently: "Guess."
After a moment, Gu Li's angry voice came: "Didn't you stop me from speaking? Now you let me speak again?"
Qin Yu smiled: "Oh, I can speak now."
"I don't want to." The next moment, a cold voice came from the window.
"It's too late, I still want to speak." Qin Yu's thoughts were a little confused, like a spoiled child: "I want you to smile."
"Smile at me once, I'm willing to die."
Gu Li sneered: "Sour."
Smile once, I'm willing to die.
I smiled at you so many times in the past, and you also live a long life in every world!
"I didn't lie to you." Qin Yu pressed his cheek against the window and whispered softly, "I really want to see you smile."
"You don't know how jealous I was when I saw you smiling at the emperor in that dream." He laughed, "I was so jealous that I wanted to take his place, I wanted to make that person disappear, and possess you forever."
"But I don't dare."
After a pause, he laughed hoarsely, "I don't dare again. I didn't dare in that world, and I don't dare now." He
didn't dare to hurt the emperor then, and now he can't bear to hurt Gu Li.
Or rather, he doesn't dare to let Gu Li be completely disappointed in him.
Gu Li snorted softly and said nothing more.
In that world, she didn't get along with No. 2 much, and she never thought about what he really thought, and whether he would be jealous.
In her heart, No. 2 probably didn't like her. He was a prankster and a bit bad elder.
But now, this person told her that the person had liked her but had to give up.
"Gu Li," he chuckled and said, "I think the person in the dream is me and not me."
"If it were me, I wouldn't watch you spend your life with someone else."
"If it were me, I probably wouldn't have the heart to hurt you."
His words were so confusing that Gu Li felt a headache.
"Gu Li." Qin Yu felt that he was a little unsteady, and he smiled and said, "Tell me, why do I like you so much?"
"Maybe because you are good-looking?" After a pause, he said, "But I think that if you are not good-looking, I will definitely like you."
"Even if you turn into a rabbit, I will feed you the best carrots."
Gu Li's forehead was throbbing with veins. What nonsense is this guy talking about?
Rabbits and carrots!
She suddenly opened the window, lowered her eyes and looked coldly at the man who was limp under the window, and said in a cold voice: "Are you done?"
Qin Yu rubbed his forehead and nodded: "I'm done, I feel better."
He smiled in revenge: "But I think you must be uncomfortable."
"But I'm happy, I also want to see you unable to sleep for me at night."