I was born in the end times, and my mother had already passed away when I was as far back as I can remember.
My father spent his days indulging in pleasure and was constantly surrounded by women, rarely caring about me.
When I was five years old, I met Feng Lin and Guo Mo.
Feng Lin awakened a superpower, and it was the first time I had ever seen one. Flames could appear out of thin air on a person's body.
I think it's amazing and cool, I want one too.
A year later, I also gained superpowers, but they were limited to controlling flowers, plants, and trees. As my powers grew stronger, I was able to conjure trees and flowers out of thin air.
However, this consumes even more mental energy.
Feng Lin, Guo Mo, and I often hang out together because I have the ability to conjure flowers, which makes me popular with many girls.
Feng Lin's superpowers are much stronger than mine, but he doesn't seem to care about anything.
A few years later, he even awakened another superpower: he could control things with his mind and even hypnotize others.
Looking at the flower in my hand, I suddenly felt very weak, and in that instant, I had the idea of winning against him.
Suddenly, one day my father brought me a green crystal core and told me to absorb the energy inside.
I did as instructed, and that day I awakened my second superpower: water-based abilities.
It seems like I can counter Rin's fire-type ability, and I feel much better now.
As a result, his fire seemed unaffected by my water, and my hard-won good mood turned bad again.
A few days later, his father took Feng Lin home to raise him, having heard that both his parents had died.
I noticed that he often locks himself in his room and doesn't seem to experience much emotional fluctuation.
Guo Mo comforted him after learning about this, but I couldn't understand how he felt.
Perhaps I'm just inherently cold-hearted.
After a long time, Feng Lin finally showed some expression; he could smile, but his eyes didn't.
From then on, he lived in my house, but we rarely talked.
He would only say a few words when Guo Mo was around.
As I grew older, my body developed faster and faster.
One day, I came home and saw my father and a woman rolling around on the sofa in the living room, completely naked.
I once witnessed this situation by chance in my father's bedroom.
They seemed a little embarrassed when they saw me, and my father scolded me to go back to my room.
When I returned to my room, I felt a bit feverish.
Later I realized that it was my body that had desires.
I want to vent my desires.
My first time was when a very pretty girl took me to a hotel.
She tried to ask me out again the next day, but I wasn't interested anymore.
I haven't told anyone about these things.
Until one day, I and a girl were seen leaving a hotel by Feng Lin and Guo Mo.
From then on, I never hid it from them again.
But for some reason, every time I spend the night with a girl, I lose all interest in her.
Gradually, I lost interest in the girls who approached me.
Some might want to spend the night with me, while others might just want me to spend money on them, or because of my family background.
In short, I couldn't sense any sincerity in their eyes.
Although the body still has desires, they are not so strong that one would be indiscriminate in eating whatever comes their way.
Later, I began to actively seek out targets.
If I encounter someone whose figure or appearance I like, I will send them a flower, and those who are interested in me will naturally follow.
According to Guo Mo, I'm casting a wide net to catch more fish.
I didn't deny it.
I asked Feng Lin and Guo Mo, "Don't you need to relieve your desires?"
Feng Lin said directly, "I have no desire."
He was indifferent to desires and wants.
I said, "You might as well become a monk."
Guo Mo said, "Well, you have to meet someone you like, right? Dong Ge, do you like them?"
"They probably like it," I said. "At least they're always happy after I say 'I like it'."
I don't understand what liking or loving is, I can't experience those feelings, and I don't know how to like someone.
Every time my father brought a woman home, he would say, "Of all these women, you're my favorite."
"Dong-ge, this isn't liking, you just like their bodies," Guo Mo complained. "Have you ever had a crush on them? Like when you see a girl, your heart races, you can't help but want to get closer to her, you feel happy when you see her, and you want to be with her forever."
I asked, "Have you ever done that?"
Guo Mo shook his head. "That's what the book says."
Feng Lin said, "Naive."
I was amused by Feng Lin's words, and said, "I agree."
Guo Mo was too lazy to pay any more attention to us.
The three of us have been forming a special abilities team to hunt zombies.
But every time, it seems I'm not as good as Feng Lin.
I found a way to relieve my frustration: toying with the zombies and then hunting them down.
Feng Lin said I was sick, and Guo Mo said I was just bored.
Our fame is growing, and more and more people are paying attention to us.
There were quite a few girls who liked Feng Lin, but Feng Lin wasn't interested.
I saw one of the girls and found her to be my type, so I started pursuing her.
This is the first time I've ever pursued someone, and the girl is more naive than I imagined.
She asked me if I liked her.
I thought about it and told her that if she liked me, I would take precautions, but I wouldn't be responsible for her.
However, I can provide her with any material things she wants.
After hearing that, she called me a scumbag.
I accept being called a scumbag, but there's absolutely no way you'd slap me.
This instantly made me lose interest in her, and I even felt a bit disgusted. I didn't touch her.
After a while, I had no recollection of it.
Later, the girls I actively pursued only took a day or two to get.
I've also encountered people who pursued me for a longer period, but it's never more than a week, otherwise I'd get really annoyed.
Until a woman appeared beside Feng Lin.
I can tell that Feng Lin is very interested in her.
I like her looks and figure, so I made her one of my targets.
Feng Lin was very protective of her.
But they've only met once.
This made me even more curious about this woman.
I figured since they'd only just met, I should pursue her first.
She knew a lot about my scandals, and Feng Lin would always hint at and remind her what kind of person I was.
So from the very beginning, she completely rejected all my advances.
But she fully accepted Feng Lin's kindness towards her.
I should have lost interest in her when she rejected me.
But for some reason, I just felt really annoyed.
I still wanted to pursue her, and I persisted for a week, but she remained unmoved.
She even grew closer to Feng Lin.
At this time, Feng Lin was transferred to do a mission.
At that moment, I only had one thought in my mind: to win her over.
I told everyone on my social media that I was going to pursue her.
She rejected me without hesitation.
Some women tried to cause her trouble, but I stopped them all. I just found these women annoying.
She was getting annoyed with me and bluntly told me that she liked Feng Lin.
Of course I know.
But I was still unwilling to accept it, and the more time I spent with her, the more unwilling I became.
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