When I first woke up from my deep sleep, I was filled with curiosity about the world. I didn't know why I was in a coffin.
I don't have a clear understanding of myself either.
At that time, all I knew was that the world was full of chaos, wars were breaking out everywhere, and smoke filled the air.
When I was so hungry that I drank the blood of those corpses, I was attacked like a monster.
At that time, I didn't have the concept of "monster". I didn't know why they treated me like that until I killed my first friend because of hunger. That's when I realized that I was different from those humans.
I feel I can no longer survive in this world, so I choose to return to my coffin and continue to sleep.
When I awoke again, the forest was still the same forest, but I didn't know if the world was still as chaotic as before.
I don't know how long I slept, I want to go out for a walk.
As I stepped out of the cave, I was met with an incredibly tempting smell of blood, which made me feel extremely hungry.
But I kept trying to control myself; I wanted to see where the smell was coming from.
I started looking in that direction as hard as I could.
She was a long-haired girl wearing a white dress.
However, her white dress was stained red, and her left hand was injured and bleeding continuously.
She looked just like the angel in the fairy tale book I read when I first woke up.
The angel in the book is dressed in a white dress and has a beautiful face.
I think she might really be an angel.
Legend has it that angels can grant wishes, so could she make me like a human?
I don't want to be a monster that can only suck blood.
I ran frantically in her direction, but by the time I got there, she had already disappeared.
I thought it was a hallucination, but there was her blood on the grass, and it smelled very sweet.
I began searching for her. On the way, I saw an abandoned church with a strong smell of blood.
I went inside and found a blond man lying in a pool of blood, with a silver cone with a wooden handle on the ground next to him.
When I saw that silver cone, I felt a strong aversion to it for some reason, and I instinctively took a few steps back.
The man on the ground looks like he's about to die.
I thought, why don't I save him? I've killed people before, so if I save him, maybe it will offset some of the damage.
But I could smell the sweet scent of blood on the man's wound and on the silver cone.
I remembered the blood on the girl in the white dress and the wounds on her hands.
The first thought that came to my mind was that she killed this man.
I stopped what I was about to do to save him.
Since even angels would kill someone like that, there's no point in me saving them.
I left the church without feeling anything and continued my search for the vanished angel.
In the end, I searched the entire forest but couldn't find a trace of her.
I walked out of the forest.
I want to go beyond the forest to look for her; maybe I can find her there.
Just when I thought I would see that smoke-filled battlefield again, the world was unusually quiet.
The streets and houses were completely different from what she had seen when she first woke up.
And most importantly, I am no longer a "monster". I learned from other people that I am a vampire.
There are many species like me, including werewolves, but I hate the smell of werewolves.
This time, I made a new friend. Her name is Sia, and she is both a human and a witch.
I also learned that several hundred years had passed since I first awoke.
Sia is a very good girl. She taught me how to deal with hunger, how to control my superpowers, and helped me get to know this world.
Later, when I learned that she was going to university, I went with her.
I got to know Roger Jon and Yades.
Rocky Jon is a vampire like me, but Jon also has werewolf blood, which I don't like.
I think Yades looks familiar, but I can't remember where I've seen him before.
According to Xia, Yades is a human with superpowers, but his eyes turn red at night, just like mine, which is clearly a characteristic of vampires.
Korokin said that his body has a temperature, can eat human food, and is human.
I didn't think too much about it and wasn't very interested in them.
Some time later, it was Xia's birthday.
A few of us got together.
Yades arrived a little late.
What surprised me was that Yades, who usually avoided girls except for being close to Jon Rogin, actually brought a girl with him.
I really like that girl's looks.
This was my first impression of her.
She exuded the sweetness of blood, but I felt like I'd smelled that scent somewhere before.
Her clothes and appearance felt very familiar to me.
Then I remembered, she was the girl in the white dress I saw two years ago when I first woke up.
I thought she was an angel.
But she seems to be just a human, or a witch.
Actually, I should have realized that angels only exist in fairy tales.
I learned her name; it's Mu Tiantian. I think her blood must be very sweet.
Not long after, I met a boy named Shen Rui. He looked the same as Mu Tiantian, like an oriental doll. Their names were also very similar.
Later, when Mu Tiantian was in danger, I went with Qiao En and the others to rescue her.
It wasn't until then that Jon and I learned about our past.
It turns out that our parents were killed by that werewolf, Grint.
Our parents sealed us in coffins and put us into a deep sleep in order to protect us.
It seems that Grint is Jon's uncle. It is said that Jon's mother was accidentally killed by Grint while trying to protect his father.
Before he died, Grint confessed to Jon that he was Jon’s only family in the world.
Jon hesitated; he couldn't bring himself to do it.
But I'm different. I killed Grint, and Jon didn't stop me.
He thanked me at the end.
Perhaps it was to thank me for making the decision for him.
I smiled generously and told him he was welcome.
Perhaps because we had similar experiences, I didn't dislike his werewolf identity as much.
After this incident, I often went to see Mu Tiantian.
Perhaps it was out of curiosity, or perhaps it was because she was the first person I saw after waking up, and I still harbored a sliver of hope.
Maybe she really is an angel, and she can grant my wish to become human.
She could see into my heart, and she said she had the ability to help me transform into a human.
And she really did it.
At that moment, I believed that fairy tales might be fake, but she was real.
In fact, Shen Rui once said that he was willing to become a vampire for me and live forever with me, just like Xi Ya was willing to become a vampire for Luo Jin.
But I don't want to, whether for him or for myself.
I always thought I was only a few hundred years old, but I never imagined I was already over a thousand years old.
I suddenly feel so old.
I don't want the same thing that happened hundreds of years ago to happen again.
Looking back now, I remember that first friend I accidentally killed.
He also seems to have a baby face.
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