Qi Yu: I miss you too, so much...
The two chatted for an unknown amount of time, until finally Mu Tiantian couldn't stay awake any longer, so she sent him a goodnight message and fell asleep.
Qi Yu stared at the words "Goodnight" on her phone and felt a void in her heart.
Perhaps he was too excited about the first date, because he couldn't sleep at all.
The next morning, he went to the entrance of the girls' dormitory to wait for Mu Tiantian.
Xu Han waited with him.
After a while, Song Wei walked out of the dormitory arm in arm with Mu Tiantian.
Qi Yu felt extremely uncomfortable upon seeing this, something he had never experienced before.
He didn't want the two of them to get too close.
Although Song Wei used to cling to Mu Tiantian often, it wasn't enough to make him feel this extremely uncomfortable.
When Song Wei saw Qi Yu staring intently at her arm linked with Tian Tian's, his gaze was extremely cold, it made her hair stand on end.
What's wrong with Qi Yu?
Song Wei subconsciously loosened her grip. No matter how strong she usually was, she always felt a strange sense of fear when facing Qi Yu.
She would occasionally have this feeling during high school.
Mu Tiantian noticed Qi Yu's gaze and Song Wei's actions, and became increasingly worried about Qi Yu's mental state.
"Tian Tian, I'm not going to bother you two anymore, I'll be going now." After saying that, Song Wei waved to the two of them and walked forward.
Xu Han followed, "Song Wei, I'll go with you."
The two left side by side.
Mu Tiantian took Qi Yu's hand and asked softly, "What's wrong?"
"It's alright." Qi Yu tightened his grip on her hand.
They ate together, went to class together, and even went to the bathroom together.
They're like conjoined twins.
There are quite a few young couples in love at school, so their relationship seems normal to everyone else.
However, each of Qi Yu's kisses, which started out gentle and tender, would become very forceful at the end, as if he had lost control.
But Mu Tiantian could sense that he was trying his best to restrain himself.
She also noticed that his possessiveness was growing stronger and stronger, to the point of being almost abnormal.
He even found it hard to accept Song Wei getting close to him.
Although he didn't say it, he treated her very well, but his face was full of emotion.
That evening, she changed into men's clothing, but this time she didn't wear a wig, glasses, or a mask.
She was prepared to talk to him.
Qi Yu was not surprised when he saw it.
Qi Yu smiled and affectionately ruffled her hair. "Lin Sanshui."
She initially chose this name on a tentative basis.
I both hoped he would guess it and was afraid he would.
If he could guess it, what would his reaction be?
The result was better than she had imagined.
"When did you recognize me?" Mu Tiantian pulled him to sit on the lawn of the playground.
"At first glance."
"Then why didn't you say so?"
"I'm afraid, afraid you'll leave me." Qi Yu kissed the back of her hand.
"Qi Yu, don't you hate me?" Mu Tiantian asked him cautiously.
Qi Yu stiffened, looking at her with a sorrowful gaze, "Tian Tian, why do you ask that? Do you want to leave me again? Do you want me to hate you again?"
He started to get nervous.
Mu Tiantian was startled by his question.
He knew she wanted him to hate her.
Mu Tiantian suddenly thought of something.
Could it be that the reason his hatred level reached the target back then was because he knew she wanted him to hate her?
How is that possible?
According to Qi Tong, one's feelings of goodwill and hatred are instinctive feelings generated from the subconscious and are impossible to control.
Xu Han was right about one thing: he really is a shrewd person.
Seeing Qi Yu's agitated state, Mu Tiantian quickly comforted him, "No, I won't leave you. I don't want you to hate me. I want you to love me. I want you to vent your frustrations. I don't want you to suffer."
"Qi Yu, I love you."
Looking into her tender eyes, Qi Yu felt much more at ease.
Yes, she loves him.
Seeing that he was in a stable mood, Mu Tiantian revealed the reason why she wanted to break up with him in the first place—the things she had told Xu Han.
Although she didn't know if Qi Yu would believe her, that was all she could say.
After listening, Qi Yu assured her, "No one can separate us, not even my father."
He knew perfectly well that this reason wasn't true.
But he didn't dare ask.
He had a hunch that if she told him the real reason, she might really disappear completely.
This isn't the first time I've had this intuition.
He had this intuition ever since she allowed him to get close.
If he and she get together, she will definitely leave one day.
Therefore, he never dared to confess his feelings, and only dared to secretly deal with all the suitors around her.
It wasn't until Ling Yi appeared that he felt a sense of crisis.
He confessed his feelings to her, and she accepted, which made him unable to contain his joy.
However, not long afterward, just as his intuition had predicted.
She wants to break up with him.
The reason for the breakup was simply not enough for him to let go.
Even if she said she liked someone else, even if she changed her college application, he couldn't let her leave.
Later, when she was drunk, she asked him why he didn't hate her.
She wanted him to hate her.
At that moment, a voice inside him told him...
I hate her.
Otherwise, he might never have had the chance to see her again in his entire life.
He did as she wished.
He had excellent grades and transferred to another school, Jiangnan University, which was very willing to accept him.
He knew he couldn't find her, but he couldn't help it; the people around him had a fainter and fainter impression of her.
He was also afraid that one day he would forget her, and he couldn't bear it and committed suicide.
But she was too lucky and was saved by Xu Han.
He looked at the prominent scars on his wrist and a crazy idea popped into his head.
She will definitely come back as long as he commits suicide.
Now, she has truly returned.
He knew she would never leave him again.
But his unease kept him from settling down.
However, with Mu Tiantian by his side, his mood improved.
Saturday arrived.
Qi Yu went to the boxing gym to meet Ling Yi for a match.
Mu Tiantian initially disagreed with this, but Qi Yu said he wanted to.
Previously, Qi Yu almost unconditionally obeyed her and never revealed his true thoughts.
But in the last couple of days, he has slowly begun to express his own desires, which makes her happy.
Both of them told her that this was a problem between men, and naturally it needed to be resolved.
Mu Tiantian didn't stop her anymore.
They wouldn't let anyone watch their match.
Mu Tiantian waited outside the boxing gym with Song Wei and the others.
On the boxing ring, Ling Yi and Qi Yu were evenly matched, their punches landing hard, and for a time it was difficult to determine a winner.
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