"Xiao Han, don't feel guilty. Xi Yang won't feel at ease if you say that. When Xi Yang heard you say you loved him for the last time, he was smiling."

"Xiao Han, Xi Yang gave his cornea to Chu Tiance before he died. He said that at least he still had a pair of eyes left to look at you, so you can think of him as still alive..."

Although Xi Yue said so much, only when he said this did Ou Zi Han look up at Xi Yue.

"He died because of me, it was all because of me. If I hadn't met him, he wouldn't have come so far to find me. If I hadn't lied to him and been with him, if I could have kept in touch with him, if I hadn't ignored him, maybe he could have had the surgery, maybe he wouldn't have died!"

Ou Zi Han's heart was full of guilt. She always felt that it was all because of her.

She sat by the sea in her wedding dress for the whole night, not speaking or crying, just sitting there.

The next day, Ou Wen took Ou Zihan back to Chuandong City. After returning home, Ou Zihan pinned Xi Yang's badge on the shoulder strap of her bra, which was closest to her heart.

Ou Zihan fell ill and had a high fever.

Ou Zihan kept muttering in her mouth with a high fever.

"It's all because of me..."

"I'm sorry..."

"Xi Yang..."

Ou Wen stayed by Ou Zihan's bedside. He regretted it so much this time. If he knew the result would be like this, he would never take her to England even if she made a big fuss.

However, since it has happened, no one can turn back time.

Ou Zihan's high fever lasted for three days. Ou Chuanshan even put down everything he was doing and never left home, fearing that something might happen to Ou Zihan. He also regretted that he should not have agreed to let her go to England just because she called him "Dad" a few times. It took

her almost a week to get out of bed and move around. The high fever had subsided, but she had lost a lot of weight, her face was pale and bloodless, and she spoke weakly.

Every time she changed her underwear, she would take off the badge and pin it on the underwear she was changing into. Every time she changed her underwear, she would look at the badge several times. Many times, she even had to suffer for a while.

After about two weeks, Ou Zihan's illness was completely cured, but she became increasingly listless. At first, everyone thought she was immersed in the news of Xi Yang's death. But later, as time went on, they found that she was still depressed.

Ou Zihan's spirit was sometimes good and sometimes bad. At best, she would not cry or make a fuss, and rarely smiled. At worst, she would hide in her room all the time. She woke up from nightmares several times in the middle of the night and screamed in her room.

After dinner, Ou Zihan put down her chopsticks and walked upstairs, but halfway up, she suddenly turned around and said, "Don't call me for dinner later. I'm not hungry."

Then she continued to walk back to her room.

Everyone at the table was stunned.

Mother Wu hesitated for a long time before coming over, "Mr. Ou, Master, I don't know if I should tell you that Miss asked me for sleeping pills a few days ago. She said she couldn't sleep at night, so I gave her one pill. But she came to me every day and one pill was not enough."

"Then what? Mother Wu, did you give her all?" Owen asked anxiously.

"No, no, she asked me for more and more, so I didn't dare to give her any. I have been hiding from Miss these two days, for fear that she would ask me for sleeping pills again. She is so young and already takes sleeping pills..."

Ou Chuanshan sighed, "Awen, take her to see a psychiatrist."