Ran Yingying had no idea that so many things had happened at home, and she had no idea that the Zhai family was in chaos at this time.
She and Zhai Hong were quite happy during this period.
During this period, no matter how busy Zhai Hong was, he would always take time to have dinner with Ran Yingying.
Ever since Ran Yingying asked him why he was so busy last time, he has been deliberately making time for her. No matter how busy he is, he will not neglect his sister.
My sister is alone in school, feeling lonely. Yingying has only one friend here, and she is still young. How can she live and study in this cold school?
The military academy for young people is a highly competitive learning environment, where everyone is more like a competitor than a classmate.
Unless, they were friends before entering school.
But for people like him and Wu Xiaojun, who once fought as children but are now friends, that’s another story.
They are special.
Yingying didn't seem to know anyone else in this school except him and Wu Xiaojun before she enrolled.
Oh, there is also Lou Mingjiang.
But there is something a little strange about Luo Mingjiang, a strange thing that is hard to describe.
In the past, he looked down on him and was very malicious towards him, and now he is even more malicious towards him.
He was used to being targeted by Lou Mingjiang and didn't think there was anything wrong.
However, Lou Mingjiang has always been very good to Yingying. When they were little, he always tried to snatch Yingying from him. I guess he is still very good to Yingying now, right?
Apart from them, Yingying has no friends.
As for his roommates, he had never thought about how good of a relationship Yingying would have with them.
Of course, it would be great if they became friends, after all, Yingying has too few friends.
But if they don't consider Yingying a real friend, that's okay, because they still have him.
No matter how busy he was and couldn't spare the time himself, he would ask Wu Xiaojun to tell her.
Days like this are very warm.
He never thought that such a warm day would be broken by someone.
He actually met someone he never expected.
On this day, just like usual, he wanted to go to the Grade 12 class where Ran Yingying was after school.
This is something he has to do every day and he has become accustomed to it.
But this day was different from usual. He was stopped by someone.
The one who called him was his classmate, who said that the security guard had informed him that someone was waiting for him outside.
The military academy for young people is very strict and has a completely closed management system. Outsiders are not allowed to enter the school.
Students are not allowed to contact outsiders unless it is necessary.
After all, who knows what the outsiders are like? What if it is harmful to the students? The school will still keep a close watch.
When Zhai Hong was called, he felt quite strange. How could he not be familiar with the school's management? In such a situation, he was actually called. Was the person waiting outside special?
He thought about it and it seemed that no one could make the school make such an exception.
He racked his brains but couldn't figure out who it was.
No matter what, he would never have thought that the person who came to see him this time would be his biological mother who had abandoned him for ten years.
It was because he didn't know that he went to see it.
Outside the gate, a figure was walking around. Looking from a distance, he saw it was a woman.
The woman's figure was strangely familiar, and his brows furrowed tightly.
My walking pace also slowed down.
Finally, he stopped.
The figure before me couldn't be more familiar.
Even though he was only three years old when she left, he could never forget the person who had abandoned him.
Every time he woke up in the middle of the night, he couldn't help but think of that person.
The person who had once been so beautiful in his heart, who had once so gently whispered in her ear how great and heroic her father was, finally left without saying goodbye.
Now, the woman was standing outside the school gate. Although he couldn't see her face clearly from a distance, he felt an indescribable subtle feeling in his heart.
The figures are so similar.
This made him dare not go forward no matter what.
He just stood there, staring straight ahead, staring at the figure of the woman in front of him.
At this moment, his heart was filled with an indescribable pain.
Are you finally coming to him now?
When he needed her the most, she didn't show up. When he had slowly forgotten her, she showed up again.
He didn't know why she came to the cadet school to find him, but no matter what the reason was, he didn't want to see her or hear about it.
Zhai Hong pursed her lips, without looking at him again, and turned around.
He just wanted to leave this place.
"Ah Hong!" A voice came from behind.
Zhai Hong did not stop, but staggered.
"Ah Hong! It's mother!" the voice behind called again.
Hongyan never expected that her son would turn around and leave.
She had no choice but to come here to look for her son today.
She was found by the armed forces ten days ago.
She had been hiding all the time and wasn't used to them finding her.
However, in the end she couldn't hide because she was abandoned by her second husband.
It would be better to say that the country is rectifying it rather than abandoning it.
Her second husband was a winner in the sports world for ten years.
In that movement, he was the top leader, in charge of many people, and he also caused many unjust and wrong cases.
But he was smart and didn't do it himself, but instead put all the blame on others.
After the movement ended, he was not liquidated.
As for how he did it, she didn't know. He had his own methods.
The beginning of my relationship with him started when we went to buy vegetables.
She had never thought that she would meet him and even be noticed by him just when she was buying groceries in a normal way.
That year, life at home was very hard.
She had no way of getting any information about Jianguo's situation in the army.
She had no money and had to struggle to make ends meet.
There are old and young people in the family. The old one has difficulty walking, and the young one is only two years old, still at an age where he knows nothing.
Other relatives in the family were making fun of her, and the eldest and second uncles even called her a bitch.
At that time, she really couldn't hold on any longer.
Later, Jianguo's fellow villagers who had served in the army with him came back and told her an almost devastating piece of news: Jianguo had died!
She didn't know how she survived.
Her love for Jianguo has always been deep. She fell in love with him when she was in school, and her love never shifted until they got married.
Even now, she loved him deeply in her heart.
But what about love?
Can love be eaten? Can love make money come out of her hands? Can love make her live a good life?
cannot!
Love can do nothing. Love can only suffocate people.
Especially after receiving the tragic news that Jianguo had died, she felt as if the sky was falling.
Her whole breath was hot and she felt like she could die at any moment.
Later, she shook her head in denial, thinking that Jianguo would not be sacrificed so easily.
He told her that he would definitely come back to accompany her.
From then on, she often went to the post office to wait for letters, and this search would take several months.
It was at this time that her second husband appeared before her.
That day she ran to the post office again to ask if there was any letter for her, but there was no letter. She sat on the steps in front of the post office and cried sadly.
She felt she could no longer hold on.
How could she live on if Jianguo died? Even though she knew she still had a mother-in-law to take care of, and even though she knew her son was still young and needed her care, she felt that she could no longer live.
She even had the urge to die.
But at this moment, a voice rang in her ears: "Comrade, what's wrong with you?"
This was the first time she met her second husband, and she always thought it was the first time they met.
Later I realized that this was not the case, but it was too late.
She looked up and saw the face of her second husband, a man who was about 20 years older than her.
At that time, she didn't have any suspicion and just thought he was a good man, but she didn't tell him about her family affairs.
The man smiled and said, "Tell me what you need. Maybe I can help you."
She still shook her head, but after being hit by him, she felt much better.
She cheered herself up again. She still had her mother-in-law and son, and she couldn't fall down.
She thought she would never see her second husband again, but she didn't expect to meet him again a month later.
I went to the post office to check my mail again that day, but there was still no letter from my husband.
Even though she heard from people in her village that Jianguo had died, she still held on to a hope that it was just a rumor.
Meeting my second husband was indeed unexpected.
That day, she couldn't help but tell him her difficulties.
The reason why I say that is probably because they were such a coincidence that they were able to meet each other twice, and also because of his honest face and the identity he told him.
He turned out to be a member of the Revolutionary Committee and held a high position.
At that moment, her heart was trembling.
She married Jianguo, and although Jianguo performed well in the army, he was just an ordinary soldier after all.
When had she ever met such a high-ranking official?
They are from the Revolutionary Committee. In this turbulent era, people from the Revolutionary Committee have the final say.
Her family's conditions were average, and Zhai's family's conditions were even more average. No matter what day it was, they had nothing to do with the Revolutionary Committee.
But at this time, such a high-ranking official actually asked her kindly whether she had encountered any difficulties at home.
Her heart melted at this moment.
I am somewhat vain.
Before she got married, she didn't have much vanity. She just loved the man she loved, longed for her own love, and longed for the man she loved to respond to her.
She didn't think too much about it.
Have you ever thought about what you would do if your family is poor and you can’t make ends meet?
I never thought about what would happen if Jianguo died while serving in the army.
She didn't think about it at all, she just wanted to marry for love.
The days ahead were indeed happy. Even though Jianguo was not by her side, she had the faith to support her and persevere.
Later, their son was born, the fruit of their love. The joy of being a mother for the first time made her ignore everything else and only want to give her child the best.
But no matter how beautiful the love is, it will be crushed by reality.
She gradually felt that this kind of love was really not beautiful.
I had to think about how to live every day. At the beginning, Jianguo sent me money, but later he stopped for some reason.
At first she didn't know why, until someone said he had died. At that time, she completely broke down.
Even though she still hoped that Jianguo had not died, she kept wandering around the post office, hoping to receive his letter and the money he would send her, but for several months, nothing happened.
She was almost disappointed.
In such a broken state of mind, she met someone who cared about her.
Although this man was older than her, about twenty years older than her, and could be her father, she felt vain because of his status.
I think that making friends with such people is not a bad thing.
In this way, no one dares to bully her.
She could ask him to help her find a job in the city so that she could support her family and wouldn't have to work so hard.
However, reality defeated her again.
She had only met him twice, why should he help her?
At first, he really didn't help her because this matter was difficult to handle.
He told her that although he was the leader of the Revolutionary Committee, he could not be partial to others because the country's policies lay here.
At that time, she was disappointed, but at the same time she felt that he was a good man and a good official.
Impartial.
After a few months of living like this, she couldn't take it any longer.
Although she could earn work points in the village and her life was hard, she would not really starve to death.
But without comparison, there will be no fluctuation.
Her heart has been completely different since she met Lao Liang, her second husband.
I suddenly longed for a life where I could live a good life without having to work.
Especially when Lao Liang told her that his wife had passed away a long time ago and he was single now.
He even told her that he loved her and wanted her to marry him so that she could live a happy life.
At that moment, the string in my heart broke.
She suddenly felt as if love had returned to her.
As long as she marries Lao Liang, she will be able to break out of her current predicament.
She had had the impulse to do so.
Jianguo had already died, there was no need for her to remain a widow for him.
Even though the law is still very strict these days, divorces are still very common.
At that moment, she was moved.
But Lao Liang also said that after she started dating him, she couldn't bring her son or her mother-in-law with her.
In other words, she had to give up everything at home and draw a clear line between herself and the Zhai family. He didn't want her to still be thinking about her ex-husband.
At that time, she was conflicted.
But whenever she thought about the hardship at home, she felt that if she married Lao Liang, she wouldn't have to work so hard, and this was something she didn't have to consider.
She agreed to him immediately and decided to date him.
Even though she no longer hesitated in her heart, she still couldn't immediately agree to marry him. She didn't love Lao Liang, and couldn't immediately accept him and marry him. She needed love.
Although Lao Liang felt it was troublesome, he still agreed.
The two were dating but not living together.
She thought she could really marry him after being with him for a while.
The unexpected happened one month after they started dating.
When she was helping Lao Liang clean up the room, she accidentally found a box, which contained many letters and remittance slips.
At first, she accidentally broke the box and was very nervous, fearing that Lao Liang would scold her if he knew about it and that this was Lao Liang's confidential document.
She hurriedly picked up the letters and planned to put them into the box and put the box back to its original place, but she accidentally discovered that the letters were all in Jianguo's handwriting, as well as the remittance slips.
She was very familiar with the address on the remittance slip; it was the address of Jianguo's unit.
And the letters.
Although there were not many letters, how could she not be excited by the handwriting on each envelope?
These were all written by Jianguo, but why are they in Lao Liang’s study?
Lao Liang didn't know Jianguo before he met her.
But these letters were clearly written long ago, before the fellow villagers brought the sad news of the sacrifice.
At that time, she did not receive the letter and thought Jianguo had forgotten her. Later, when people from the same village brought such bad news, she could not bear the shock and almost collapsed.
But at this time, these letters were found in Lao Liang's study. And those remittance slips, it was obvious that they were sent every month without interruption. She even saw the remittance slips from last month.
At this moment, she seemed to understand.
Lao Liang didn't say that the time at the post office was their first meeting. He had met her before that, but she didn't know it.
She almost sat paralyzed on the ground, not knowing what to do at this moment?
She and Lao Liang established a romantic relationship after Jianguo had died, not when Jianguo was still alive.
She actually had an affair with someone else behind Jianguo's back.
Although she was still innocent and had never had any relationship with Lao Liang, what she did was a betrayal.
She didn't know what Jianguo would think when he came back and found out about this stain on her.
He would certainly not forgive her.
At this point, she even wanted to die.
She wanted to question Lao Liang, but in the end she had lost all her strength. She suddenly thought, what would the point of questioning him be?
So what if Lao Liang admitted it?
Can this matter be salvaged?
It was she herself who couldn't resist Lao Liang's passionate offensive and the benefits of being in love with him.
When she married Jianguo, she told him that she would always be with him, and no matter where he was, she would always stay at the Zhai family.
But she broke her promise.
She didn't do it herself, so why should she blame others?
Lao Liang did something wrong to her, but if she had held on at that time, would these things have happened now?
She felt so disheartened that for a moment she didn't want to live anymore.
I silently wanted to take all these letters and remittance slips away and break up with Lao Liang.
Even though she is now tainted, she still wants to return to Jianguo.
She would ask Jianguo for forgiveness.
She knew Jianguo would definitely forgive her, she had not lost her body, her body was innocent. She just hesitated a little, but as long as she didn't say it, no one would know.
As for Lao Liang, he just did something wrong, so what does he have to be afraid of?
But she was wrong.
Lao Liang didn't want to let her go.
Lao Liang said, I love her. I have never loved a woman so much before, I can do anything for her, as long as she marries him.
Lao Liang did not threaten her. Apart from hiding Jianguo's book cover and remittance slip, he did not do anything to let her down.
After spending so many days with him, she knew that Lao Liang was a real man and a good person.
In front of love, there is nothing wrong with playing some tricks. Instead, it makes her feel vain, especially when the man is powerful.
At that moment, she was excited.
Lao Liang said to her, "I know you have a husband and he is not dead, but I still want to say in my heart that I love you and only want to marry you. You can go back and think about whether to divorce and be with me, or go back to find your husband. I can wait for you, as long as you don't reject me. Even if you reject me, I will still wait for you."
She didn't dare to look at him and left without looking back.
After that, she didn't go to the city for a long time.
Lao Liang did not come to the countryside to find her as she had promised, but he sent her a lot of things through someone else.
Afterwards, Lao Liang really did not withhold her letters and remittance slips anymore.
She thought she would never see Lao Liang again.
But people's hearts will indeed change, especially when they are used to the happy days with Lao Liang, used to the sense of vanity that Lao Liang brings her, and used to the days where she can hold her head high in the county town.
Then I look at myself at home, having to take care of the old and the young.
Her son was still young, and she took care of him without any complaints. He was her son, born after ten months of pregnancy.
But she also had to take care of her mother-in-law who had difficulty walking. Even though her mother-in-law was very good to her, she still couldn't accept it.
She had never had a good man to compare with before, and had never enjoyed the days of being loved and pampered by a man, so she could still think that she could stay in Zhai Village. But after enjoying Lao Liang's love, she was already worried.
The balance in my heart has begun to tilt towards Lao Liang.
No one wants to live in poverty.
After enjoying the good days, you go back to the days of having no food to eat.
Although the money Jianguo had transferred was now in her hands, she still had to calculate it carefully.
After days like this, she finally couldn't resist Lao Liang and he invited her to the city again and bought her some expensive skin care products.
At that moment, she made up her mind.
…
When recalling these things, Hongyan's face was filled with tears.
She knew she had done something wrong. As early as when she met Lao Liang, she knew that she had fallen into a trap carefully designed by a man.
But if she hadn't been unable to resist the temptation of wealth, would there have been what happened later?
At this moment, she was standing outside the school gate, and when she saw her son turning away, her heart was filled with bitterness.
She deserves it.
She abandoned her three-year-old son and ran off with an old man. No matter how many reasons she had, she couldn't say them.
"Ah Hong! Can you please turn around and look at Mom?" She couldn't help but shout again.
Zhai Hong did not turn around.
In the past, he wanted to ask her why, but when he saw her again, he suddenly felt that what was the point of asking?
She was the one who abandoned her husband and children. No matter how many reasons she had, there was no way to ask for forgiveness.
He was abandoned, and his father was also abandoned.
Father has been delayed by her until now. If she had come out earlier and divorced father, would father not have to be so lonely like now?
When he was young, he didn't want any other woman to occupy the role of A Niang, but as he grew older, he became sensible.
Dad can't be alone like this forever.
"Ahong!" Hongyan cried.
I cried loudly and my heart was broken.
At that moment, Zhai Hong, who was running fast, stopped.
"Ah Hong, mother is wrong!"
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