Chapter 31 Completely Lost
At first, I always urged him to divorce, but he always made up various excuses to put me off.
Children's matters, property matters, work matters.
If I mention it too much, he gets angry with me, saying that I have changed, that I am selfish, and that I only think about myself and not him.
Later I found out that his father-in-law was the leader of the Provincial Drug Administration, so it was impossible for him to get a divorce, because he was originally a poor student in medical school and relied on his wife's connections to get to his current position.
So I had a big fight with him.
He also came clean and said that I had been his lover from the beginning to the end and there was no way he could marry me.
I was so angry that I told him to get out, but he told me to get out because he paid for the rent of the house I lived in, and everything I ate, wore and used was bought with his money.
I know I have completely lost.
I was used to the extravagant life he gave me, using brand-name cosmetics, wearing brand-name clothes, and eating at big restaurants. If I were to go back to that small rental room, I might as well die.
So I compromised and figured it out.
Since I can't get the person, I want money, lots and lots of money.
Every time he came to my place, he would give me a stack of cash after he was done.
At that time I hated his behavior because it made me feel like a lady.
Later, when he gave me money again, not only would I not get angry, I would find various reasons to ask him for more money.
But he came to see me less and less often.
I know he must have a new love outside.
A man like him who is rich, powerful and capable will never lack women.
But what should I do? If he dumps me, what should I do? Should he let me marry a man like Wang Youfu?
After much thought, I think the only safe way is to have a child with him.
As long as we have a child, he will never get rid of me in this life.
Even if they fall out and go to court, he still has to pay child support.
I've inquired about it and learned that the United States and Hong Kong already have a technology called paternity testing, so he can't deny it.
And having a child might even make him change his mind.
When I was with him, I was the one who took the medicine.
But I deliberately didn't take the medicine, and then I got pregnant successfully.
Later, when I told him that I was pregnant, he flew into a rage and asked me to have an abortion.
I thought he looked so scary that I didn't dare say that I had deliberately not taken the medicine.
I begged him to let me keep the child, but he refused.
Finally, he offered to give me some money as compensation, and I agreed. Under the circumstances, I could only choose money.
Later he transferred the 50,000 yuan to me and asked me to get an IUD, otherwise he would break up with me.
I used that money to buy the house I live in now.
I also got an IUD as he requested, but he became increasingly cold towards me, sometimes not coming to see me for a month or two.
I knew I couldn't just sit there and wait for death. I had to give birth to his child. This was my only chance in this life.
But this time, I can't let him know. I have to give birth to the child without telling him and make it a fait accompli.
I secretly removed the IUD and prepared to get pregnant again.
But he started to avoid me in various ways. Even if I took the initiative to find him, he said he was too busy and would come to see me in a few days.
Until more than three months ago, I accidentally passed by the hotel where Zhu Xuejun and I used to check into a room. I walked in as if possessed by a ghost and ran into him coming out with a woman in his arms.
This woman is none other than our colleague in the emergency department, Du Xiaolin.
I was so mad. Not only did he find a woman, but he even found a woman who was in the same department as me, who was prettier and younger than me.
Isn't this obviously disgusting to me?
I went up and slapped Du Xiaolin, calling her a vixen.
Du Xiaolin was not willing to be outdone and started fighting with me.
As a man, he actually watched the two of us fighting.
He didn't pull Du Xiaolin away until the hotel front desk was about to call the police.
I thought that everything between Zhu Xuejun and me was over.
Unexpectedly, a few days later, he actually came to my house to find me.
What's more, he was very nice to me, which was uncharacteristic of him. He also said a lot of bad things about Du Xiaolin, saying that she was ignorant and not as considerate as I was.
She also said that Du Xiaolin was jealous of me and would not allow him to come to me, otherwise she would jump off the building and commit suicide, and let the whole world know.
He said that Du Xiaolin was like a plaster that he couldn't get rid of no matter what he did, which gave him a headache. If Du Xiaolin really made a big deal out of it, he would be finished and he would never be able to be with me again.
What he said made me hate Du Xiaolin to death.
So I found Du Xiaolin and wanted to negotiate with her to let Zhu Xuejun go.
But I didn't expect her to scold me for being old and ugly and deserve to be abandoned, and said that Zhu Xuejun felt disgusted when he saw me.
I was furious and was about to rush over to hit her, but someone came and we had to give up.
But at that time, I didn't want to kill her.
But every time Zhu Xuejun came to my place, he would tell me all the faults of Du Xiaolin.
Until one day, he told me that Du Xiaolin had been making too much trouble recently and he would not come to my place for a long time.
Then, I found out I was pregnant again.
So I decided that for the future happiness of me and my child, I must get rid of Du Xiaolin, this obstacle.
During the years I followed Zhu Xuejun, I gradually learned his cautiousness and knew that killing someone required a careful plan.
I first found a reason to change my schedule to be the same as Du Xiaolin's, and then followed her after get off work to determine her route home from get off work.
Then the most important thing is that I have to find a perfect alibi for myself.
But I live alone and I have no way of proving my absence.
Unless, there is another person in my family.
So I thought of Wang Youfu, who had always been thinking about me.
In fact, apart from his poor conditions, he is really a very good person.
And there are two other reasons for looking for him.
I can use him to annoy Zhu Xuejun; at the same time, the child in my belly needs a father to successfully register its household registration.
Because Zhu Xuejun reacted very strongly to my previous pregnancy, I didn't plan to tell him this time. I planned to give birth to the child and use it to force him to marry me.
I found Wang Youfu and told him that I was old and my family was pressuring me to get married, so if he was willing, I could marry him.
He was so excited that he kept saying yes, yes, yes.
That night, I suppressed my nausea and went to bed with him.
The next day we went to get our marriage certificate and took wedding photos.
But he and I made three rules: we couldn't tell anyone about our marriage before the wedding; we had to sleep separately for a while, and I needed some time to adapt; and he couldn't do anything I didn't want to do.
Otherwise I will divorce him.
He is really a weak person. He agreed to all the conditions and was especially nice to me. He didn't let me do anything at home.
With him as a witness, I was ready to take action.
Before taking action, I went to find Zhu Xuejun.
I asked him: What would you do if Du Xiaolin stopped bothering you?
He replied: Then I will treat you well as before.
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