Chapter 31 The heroine

Nan Since Nan Jingyi moved to a new home, her mother Zheng Juan often comes over to help clean during the day. She is worried that Nan Jingyi will not eat well, so sometimes she will bring some ribs, chicken and beef.

Every time Zheng Juan comes to Jinlong Bay, she will first open all the windows to ventilate, put the meat she brought in the refrigerator, and start cleaning.

Finally, leave a note and pack up the trash to take away.

Nan Jingyi goes to work during the day and goes back to her mother's house for dinner at noon. At night, Nan Jingyi lives alone in Jinlong Bay.

After moving to a new home, Pipi is the happiest person. He can feel free and at ease here.

It can play openly in the yard, but now it has transformed into a big wolf dog, and it has become its new mission to protect its owner every night.

Su Jiali sometimes comes to stay for a few days. She likes Nan Jingyi's big house very much. She announced that the guest room on the first floor was hers, and no one could take it from her.

Zhang Ming and Jiang Qi sometimes buy wine and food and make appointments to come together.

A few young people cook their own meals, stir-fry some snacks, sit in the yard, drink some wine, listen to music, and look at the cool moonlight. Such days are really pleasant.

Occasionally, a few people would get drunk, and the men would sleep in the guest room on the first floor, while Su Jiali and Jingyi slept upstairs.

Building 8 of Jinlongwan has become a stronghold and a happy haven for several young people.

Nan Jingyi poured a glass of wine and sat alone on the balcony.

She enjoys the carefree and stress-free life in front of her, and it often reminds her of her childhood.

Nan Jingyi is an only child. As long as she can remember, she has lived with her parents in a remote factory in a small ravine in the mountains.

When she was a child, she also had a father who loved her. At that time, her surname was not Nan but Wu.

She vaguely remembered that her father took her to see a doctor or a dentist in a nearby county. That was her first terrifying memory of dentistry in her childhood.

She remembered that when she had a fever and fell ill, her parents would take her to the hospital in the factory for medical treatment and injections. After the injections, she was tired from crying. On the way back, her father would carry her on his back, and she would lie on his back and shake her. Rocked to sleep.

Her father and mother walked together, talking quietly all the way, and she felt very safe.

At that time, she had the love of her parents, and she was the happiest child in the world.

Dad's shoulders are so broad, strong, and safe. They belong to her shoulders.

My father's family lives in a rural area, and as the eldest son, he always wanted to have another boy.

But Nan Jingyi never understood why her mother refused to give birth.

She heard her father say to people outside, "This is my eldest daughter."

She often went to her father's workshop to play. There was a fair-skinned aunt talking to her in her father's workshop. She thought the aunt was very kind and friendly. pretty.

Later, she went to a staff primary school.

I remember that when she was learning to write, her father would stay by her side.

My father was very strict. He said that when writing, you must straighten your spine and keep your chest a fist away from the table.

If she is not careful and her writing posture is incorrect, her father will punch her.

Her father was very strict. In my memory, when she disobeyed, he would hit her with a feather duster and make her kneel on the washboard.

I remember that when she was very young, her parents would take her back to her hometown, her father’s hometown in the countryside.

Later, during the winter and summer vacations, she went most often to her grandmother's house, while her father went back to his hometown alone, sometimes taking her back with him.

In my father's hometown, there was a smiling grandfather with gray hair and a childish face. Grandpa likes her the most and says she looks like the female doll in the New Year paintings.

She had a vague impression of her grandma and aunt.

She was happy every day when she played wildly with her friends, but gradually, she became unhappy.

Because mom and dad started to quarrel, often quarreled, and even fought.

Her mother often cries, and she dare not go up to save her because she is afraid of her father.

Every time her parents quarreled, she could hear that it seemed to be related to that aunt.

She hid at the door of her home, burying her head in her legs and covering her ears. She didn't dare to go in.

Dad started not coming home often.

On the way to school, she was often asked by well-meaning people she didn't know if her father wasn't home or if she had a quarrel with her mother. She always shook her head and ran away.

Dad hasn't been home for a long time.

When she was ten years old,

one day her father and mother were both at home. Her father asked, "Jingyi, would you rather be with father or mother?"

She looked at her father timidly, and her father grabbed her arm and looked at her. She shivered. trembling.

She secretly looked at her mother, who was sitting in the corner with her back turned, silently wiping her tears without saying a word.

Looking at her father again, he said, "If you follow me, my father will take you back to your hometown in the country. There are many brothers and sisters in the country to play with you."

She didn't want to go to the country, and she whispered in a timid voice, "I... I don't want to go. In the countryside... I'm with my mother."

Her father let go and said, "Okay, you go and follow your mother."

At that moment, she seemed to see the relief in her father's eyes.

She knew that her father's heart was no longer with this family, and it no longer mattered whether he wanted her as his daughter or not.

About a year later, she and her classmates met her father in a movie theater. Ten rows of seats away, she recognized the back of her father with a woman next to him.

Whatever was in the movie that day, she had no intention of watching.

Later, my mother was introduced to my stepfather.

She often saw her mother writing letters, and sometimes her mother would ask her if she couldn't write.

When she was eleven years old, she finally met her stepfather. He was a short man with a big mouth, a flat nose, and a thick foreign accent, which was really annoying!

There is no comparison with her handsome father.

Her mother asked her to call the man "uncle".

But in order to leave sadly, in order to leave with her daughter and take revenge on her ex-husband, her mother chose to marry her stepfather.

She and her mother returned to Jiang City, where her grandmother's home was, to go to school, because her stepfather was also in this city.

After that, Nan Jingyi studied, worked, and lived in Jiang City.

Later, she met and married the scumbag Gu Qiang.

I heard that her father later had a daughter. He named his little daughter similar to Nan Jingyi, saying that it was to commemorate Nan Jingyi.

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Presumably, a father who has a daughter in middle age should be completely obedient to his little daughter.

Nan Jingyi often wonders, if the mistress hadn't destroyed her home and taken her father away, would her life have been completely rewritten?

Should she live happily next to her biological parents at this moment?

Maybe, she wouldn't have met the scumbag Gu Qiang, and she wouldn't have had a life as bad as her last life, right?

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What should she do if she meets her father and that woman again one day?

What would she do if one day she met her half-sister?

When she lived a miserable life and was abandoned by a scumbag, she often hated her father and that woman in her heart.

There is no way not to hate them, they are the people who changed the trajectory of her life!

She also hated her half-sister, who had taken away her father's love and made her lose his father's love since she was ten years old.