But outsiders can't help with this kind of thing; they can only get used to it on their own.
As Nanxing fell asleep at night, she indeed had Banxia's thoughts; as soon as she closed her eyes, her mind was filled with images of blood and corpses.
He couldn't help but tighten his grip on his wife's hand, feeling a pang of heartache as he wondered how she had transformed in her past life from someone who couldn't bear to step on an ant to someone who could kill without batting an eye.
If Banxia knew what he was thinking, she would tell him: You'll get used to it after a while.
In her previous life, when Nanxing was alive, she was always well protected and rarely even saw his body.
After Nanxing left, she joined the mission team in order to improve her strength as soon as possible and take revenge.
The first time I killed a zombie, my hands were shaking so badly I almost dropped my weapon. The first time I killed someone, I almost vomited blood after vomiting bile. After killing many zombies and people, I realized it wasn't all that great. I couldn't feel any extra emotions when eating or drinking in front of corpses.
The base instructors even said she was a natural-born killer, with an extremely strong ability to adapt to corpses and blood.
What he didn't know was that at that time, because of Nanxing's departure, she had lost her own joys and sorrows. The trembling hands and vomiting were just the body's instinctive reactions. After a while, her body developed immunity to them.
Banxia pulled herself out of her reverie, looked up and kissed Nanxing's chin: "Can't you sleep? Let me talk to you?"
When she occasionally dreamed of her past life, she even obsessively thought about keeping Nanxing locked in the space forever, preventing him from coming into any danger.
Ultimately, reason stopped her. Nanxing was a living, breathing person with her own thoughts and emotions, not her pampered canary, much less her captive!
"Call me husband," Nanxing lowered his head to kiss her, "wife..."
The night was deep, and the moonlight was perfect.
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