Sheng Anning also wrote a letter to Zhou Chaoyang, Zhong Wenqing and Zhou Nanguang, and Sheng Mingyuan and his wife. Their letters were very short, and they all urged them to take good care of Zhou Shixun, saying that he had suffered a lot and could not bear it any harder.
The letter to Zhou Chaoyang was a little longer: "Chaoyang, no matter what time, you are always optimistic and positive, warming everyone around you like a little sun. Please help me and take good care of your brother. Let him not be too sad. Tell him that as long as there is hope, I will definitely break through the black fog and come back alive..."
Zhou Shixun read every letter and finally looked at the diary, which recorded a lot of the children’s daily lives and what kind of people he hoped they would become in the future.
I started keeping the diary from the day he passed away, and I have been writing every day, with a paragraph every day expressing my longing for and encouragement for him.
Zhou Shixun read slowly, page by page, as if he could see Sheng Anning sitting at the desk when she first started writing her diary.
Every day, I remind him to eat well and live well.
At the same time, she also wrote about Xue Caifeng. Sheng Anning was smart. She wrote about her suspicions and what Xue Caifeng brought every time she came to visit. For safety reasons, she had never given these things to her children.
She also recorded a sentence Xue Caifeng once said to her.
That's it, they are all bad people.
Sheng An Ning wrote down his doubts: "I always feel that this is a bit absurd. How could it be like this? If you can treat illnesses like this, what's the use of doctors? But seeing that Xue Caifeng is fine, I think feudal superstitions might be worth believing."
"Xue Caifeng came too attentively. Every time she spoke, her fingers were always digging her knees unconsciously. I think she was lying or nervous. But why was she lying, and what was she nervous about?"
"I didn't give the children the food Xue Caifeng brought. I always felt that there was something wrong with it. But my aunt and mom ate it and nothing happened. Am I being too concerned? But for the health of the children, I still have to be more careful."
"As the old saying goes, if someone shows kindness without any reason, he is either a traitor or a thief. Xue Caifeng has come here too many times, and every time she brings the same topic, just like Xianglin Sao. We sympathize with her, but I have discovered a problem. Mom and aunt have gone from sympathizing with her to believing her.
This is a very scary phenomenon. They actually believed these nonsense. And my aunt and mother believed and understood them. After all, they had heard about it from other places before, but this time, it happened right next to them. "
"I have to say that Xue Caifeng's brainwashing ability is very strong. Even my mother has become very trusting of her and started to speak well of her. This is not a good sign. I always feel that something is going to happen."
"Today, my body suddenly hurt a lot, and I almost fainted. I went to the hospital for a checkup, and there was nothing wrong. I went to the hospital once before, and I met Xiao Wan at the hospital gate. It was just very strange. Why did this happen?"
"I thought I was dreaming about the past again, but now I realize that it's not the case. I seem to be controlled by someone. I always dream about things I shouldn't dream about at night. I become panic and scared. If this is true, then am I poisoned? I eat at home every day, how could I be poisoned?"
"Forget it. I'll just observe it a little longer. Am I being too suspicious? If it's really poisoning, there shouldn't be no evidence of it in the blood test."
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The diary only records this day.
Zhou Shixun had no time to feel sad because the three children had already woken up and got up.
Zhou Zhou lay down on the bed very nimbly, then kicked his legs backwards, and slid down from the bed very nimbly, running to find his father with his arms stretched out.
An An didn't dare to go down. She rubbed her eyes coquettishly and called for her dad in a crying voice.
Only Mo Mo woke up. He was still a little dazed and completely out of state. He stared blankly at Zhou Zhou and then at An An. Finally, he crawled to lie down next to Sheng An Ning. He nudged his little head into his mother's arms, found a comfortable position, and prepared to close his eyes and sleep for a while.
Zhou Shixun picked up Zhou Zhou and then picked up An An.
Zhou Chaoyang and Zhong Wenqing had been waiting outside the door. When they heard the child's voice in the room, they waited for a while before pushing the door open.
Zhong Wenqing saw Zhou Shixun holding a child while Mo Mo snuggled up to the unconscious Sheng An Ning, and his swollen eyes wanted to cry again.
Zhou Chaoyang's voice was also a little hoarse: "Brother, take the child downstairs to eat something. Mom and I will change sister-in-law's clothes and feed her something."
The main problem is going to the toilet. If left alone, she will do it unconsciously.
So I would help Sheng An Ning go there several times every day.
Zhou Shixun didn't want to go down: "You take the child down, I'll feed him."
Zhou Chaoyang sniffed and said, "Brother, I'm already proficient, I can do it. You haven't rested since you got back from the car, why don't you take a rest first, and you can take care of me at night, okay?"
Zhou Shixun insisted: "You carry the child down, I will do it."
Now that he is back, he will not do anything concerning Sheng An Ning personally.
Zhong Wenqing didn't dare to persuade him at all. He went over and hugged Zhou Zhou: "That's fine. I'll bring your meal up later."
Zhou Chaoyang and Zhong Wenqing carried the three children downstairs and brought up Sheng Anning's meal, which was porridge cooked with meat and vegetables.
Zhou Shixun looked at the bowl of strangely colored porridge and frowned: "Do you eat this every day?"
Zhou Chaoyang nodded: "Sister-in-law is not very conscious now. Although she knows to open her mouth and swallow, she can't chew. We are afraid that she will choke."
Zhou Shixun didn't say anything else. He washed his hands and sat down beside the bed. He helped Sheng Anning sit up, smoothed the hair around her cheeks, and then took the bowl from Zhou Chaoyang.
The porcelain spoon scooped a little porridge and placed it next to Sheng An Ning's mouth. As expected, she opened her mouth unconsciously, and when the porridge entered her mouth, she knew to swallow it.
Not completely unconscious.
Zhou Shixun fed Sheng An Ning porridge very gently, thinking constantly about Sheng An Ning's diary and what she said, that she might have been poisoned!
If nothing can be detected in the blood, what kind of poison could it be?
Zhou Shixun did not tell Zhou Chaoyang, including anyone in the family, that Sheng Anning had left behind letters and diaries.
He thought very straightforwardly. If Sheng An Ning was really poisoned, the fewer people who knew about it, the better.
Zhou Chaoyang rubbed his eyes and looked at her. The more he looked, the more uncomfortable he felt. He also wished he could lie on her bed.
Zhou Shixun fed Sheng An Ning and was wiping her mouth carefully when Zhou Luancheng hurried back.
He also brought back news that surprised everyone: "The Taoist priest had a sudden heart attack and died on the way, and Xue Caifeng went crazy. When I just came back, she was singing and dancing at the gate of her house."
Zhou Shixun paused for a moment, thinking of a passage in Sheng An Ning's diary. When Xue Caifeng was still not well, she stopped her and said: They are not good people!
So, could it be that Xue Caifeng has never been well? And is the Xue Caifeng who comes to visit the house every day someone else?
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