Zhong Yan remained silent, looking at the situation before her, and inexplicably had the feeling that she had been completely dumbfounded! Damn it, was she wrong, or was she wrong?
For a brief moment, she was truly prepared to die.
Now look what's happened, they're saying they won't do anything?
What kind of operation is this?!
"Tengshe, get out here!"
"Zhong Yan, stop making a scene." Bai Xi felt extremely uncomfortable. An overwhelming sense of panic surrounded her, enveloping her tightly in layers of fear. She felt incredibly suffocated.
Can't she be more mature?
Zhong Yan was unusually silent. Well, looking at her like this, she actually felt embarrassed and awkward. More importantly, she even felt a sense of guilt.
Could it be that I really did something wrong?
But what did she do wrong?!
Zhong Yan simply wanted to live life according to her own wishes, and didn't want to think about anything else. But they simply didn't want to!
Not only that, but it also forces itself to keep moving forward.
Didn't they consider that everything they're experiencing now is not what they wanted, and that continuing to force themselves down this path won't lead to anything good? Judging from their expressions, they don't seem to be thinking about these things at all.
"Bai Xi, I really..."
“Even if you don’t think about yourself, you should think about Jiang Xiaochen.” Bai Xi knew where her weakness lay: “Even if you don’t want to live anymore, feel that this world is unbearable, and have no motivation to live, then, when you do these things, have you ever thought that there is someone who is always thinking about you?”
If anything were to happen to her, Jiang Xiaochen would probably turn the world upside down!
She never doubted this.
Zhong Yan fell silent. She dared not gamble! She couldn't be sure what Jiang Xiaochen was thinking, and there was always a chance of something going wrong! If she accidentally ruined herself, it would be terrible.
Thinking this way, she suppressed all those random thoughts!
"According to you, I'm now in a situation where I can neither live nor die?"
"..."
"Oh well! How can a person live without being affected by anything?"
"..."
Bai Xi fell silent, not knowing how to comfort her! He couldn't very well tell her that everyone who lives has a destiny, and that Zhong Yan's destiny was just like that.
In fact, they didn't even give her a chance to resist her fate!
If I really said that, she probably wouldn't be able to handle it!
However, that is the truth.
Zhong Yan didn't say anything more. Oh well, it's already like this. How much worse can things get? It's just a trick of fate.
In that case, there's no point in thinking about all those complicated things anymore!
It's better to relax, suppress those messy thoughts, and stop thinking about them so you won't feel pain.
When Jiang Xiaochen finally found her, he was shocked to see her looking so distraught. He rushed towards her, asking, "Zhong Yan, are you alright?"
Zhong Yan looked up at him, and for some reason, the grievances in her heart welled up first, followed by an overwhelming bitterness and embarrassment! She didn't want to live like this, not at all, really.
The future is uncertain, and the road ahead is difficult.
She couldn't even see where her future lay! With all these entanglements combined, Zhong Yan didn't even know what she should do or where to go.
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