Thinking about it, I actually asked it.
Jiang Xiaochen chuckled, then looked at her with feigned confusion for a long time: "Sigh! If you really turn into an ugly monster, there's nothing I can do but make do with it."
Zhong Yan: "..."
Just make do?!
He really dares to say that.
Have you no shame?
She's angry, the kind you can't appease.
Jiang Xiaochen reached out and ruffled her hair: "Don't worry! No matter what you become, I'll love you. Besides, you'll always be you."
Zhong Yan: "..."
I'm not very happy!
What do you mean by "she has always been herself"?
That's completely illogical! Could it be that he's really thinking about his past self? This realization made her a little uneasy.
"Jiang Xiaochen, do you prefer the old me or the current me?"
"I……"
"In the past." Zhong Yan's heart sank. Was it really in the past? Couldn't they talk to each other properly anymore? Judging from the current situation, this was going to drive her to her death.
Thinking about it this way, I suddenly felt a chill in my heart.
Upon seeing her reaction, Jiang Xiaochen thought to himself, "Oh no!" He was doomed. Judging from her expression, she was definitely serious. How was he going to explain himself?
After thinking it over and over, I still feel a little flustered.
This feeling...
“Zhong Yan, whether it was before or now, you are still you. To me, there is absolutely no difference. You don’t need to take it to heart at all. Do you understand what I mean?”
“I don’t understand.” Zhong Yan paused, then said, “Jiang Xiaochen, I understand what you’re trying to say, but for me, I will always be myself! If one day I lose myself and stop wanting to be myself, then everything will lose its meaning, do you understand?”
“I…” Jiang Xiaochen had a headache. Why did she have to be so concerned about these things? It put a lot of pressure on them and made them all feel uncomfortable.
Is this really a good idea?
Zhong Yan didn't want to continue arguing with him about this matter, because it was completely pointless. After thinking for a moment, she said, "Okay, let me give you an example. For instance, I'm not Zhong Yan. Then, one day, the real Zhong Yan suddenly appears. In that case, who would you like more?"
Jiang Xiaochen: "..."
That possibility simply doesn't exist!
I really don't understand why these women are so willing to nitpick over such things. Don't they realize that doing so is hurting their feelings?
Zhong Yan was adamant about this issue. Just thinking about that fake product she'd seen recently made her feel incredibly disgusted! Damn it! What kind of nonsense is this? If Jiang Xiaochen likes her, then that's great.
However, if he doesn't like her, then she won't force him!
Anyway, asking her to be someone else's substitute, or rather, to do someone else's work for someone else's benefit, is impossible; don't even think about it. No matter what, she could never do such a thing!
Jiang Xiaochen was completely baffled by her dilemma and had no idea what she was trying to do! Had he not made his stance clear enough?
Or was it because his attitude towards her was too subtle that she didn't understand her own heart at all?
Thinking about this, I suddenly felt like my heart was soaking in bitter water, stuck in limbo, feeling incredibly miserable. This feeling is truly unpleasant!
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