Zhong Yan didn't speak. In fact, she had been thinking about it for a long time! No one wants to live a life that constantly causes trouble for others! And she was even more unwilling to do so when that person was herself.
If she could, she would prefer to remain the ordinary Zhong Yan, as if nothing had ever happened.
However, it now seems completely unrealistic.
That said, given the current situation, she has no idea how much more chaos she'll have to face next! If she's constantly on edge, she'll probably break down.
Thinking about this made me feel even more gloomy!
Lu Song felt a sudden jolt in his heart, and he suddenly felt unwell. If this woman kept trying to kill herself, would she blame him?
Now it seems very likely!
However, only she knows Su Yin's whereabouts, and for that reason alone, he can't let her get away! Otherwise, wouldn't all his waiting of a thousand years have been for nothing?!
"Zhong Yan, stop pretending. I know what you're thinking! I just don't believe you'd willingly give up everything that's within your grasp."
"What if I give up, or what if I don't?" Zhong Yan said softly, "Lu Song, sometimes I really feel like I'm exhausted. It's as if everything has reached its limit! Under these circumstances, if I do anything more, it's more like I'm making things harder for myself."
"you……"
"You all blame me, you all say I'm bad. But no one has ever really tried to see things from my perspective. I don't want to live like this anymore, do you understand what I mean?"
“Zhong Yan!” Lu Song didn’t know why she would think that way, and felt terrible: “Heh, are you saying these things to make me lower my guard? I think there’s only one explanation.”
"You don't believe me?"
"Of course I don't believe you. I didn't know you were notoriously cunning and known for causing trouble." Lü Song said, not believing a single word she said!
Especially now that things are like this, I'm even less likely to believe it.
Zhong Yan opened her mouth, but didn't continue. Forget it! Now, she herself didn't know who would believe what she was saying!
In the end, I can only blame myself for being so useless.
It seems there's no better explanation than this!
but……
"That's enough! Lü Song, I'm tired. Do whatever you want!"
"I need information about Su Yin!" Lu Song grabbed her neck again, his eyes bloodshot. "Let me tell you, if you don't give me an answer soon, don't blame me for being ruthless. Zhong Yan, my patience has its limits. You'd better not provoke me again and again!"
"Provocation? Who is provoking whom here!" Zhong Yan found his words utterly ridiculous. She was clearly the innocent one, the one who was forced into this situation. How did he portray her as an utterly wicked female demon?
If that were the case, they probably would have already tried to kill themselves!
Why would they wait until now?
Zhong Yan truly felt that her persistence was meaningless. Not only that, but it was also making her more and more embarrassed. She really didn't know what good would continue like this.
Who knows...
Only when you truly die...
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