Chapter 115 She Doesn’t Want Me Anymore
The next time I heard from Jiang Xu was two days after she disappeared.
He Yanting didn't go to the group for two consecutive days. He held Jiang Xu's mobile phone in his hand and listened to Gao Cheng's report.
"A new type of anesthetic drug was detected in the red wine. It's not currently available on a large scale. I don't know where the lady obtained it."
"She left through the land port yesterday, and there's no information about her since she left."
After a pause, Gao Cheng observed her expression and said, "Her route was very precise. It was obviously planned in advance. Including her mother, all her relatives and friends are unaware of her whereabouts."
As soon as he finished speaking, the veins on He Yanting's forehead jumped.
The knuckles holding the phone turned slightly white.
He suddenly stood up and strode out.
Because he hadn't eaten or slept for two days, his steps were a little unsteady.
"Mr. He, where are you going?"
Gao Cheng hurriedly followed.
He Yanting's eyes were bloodshot as he spoke word by word, "Go find her."
Gao Cheng thought he was crazy: "It's been a whole day. If Madam wants to leave, she can't stay there."
"I must go find her."
He Yanting's tone was full of unquestionableness.
The search lasted for three months, and He Yanting spent most of his time traveling abroad, trying to find some clues about Jiang Xu.
But nothing was found.
She disappeared that night, like a drop of water returning to the sea.
He Yanting worked tirelessly and finally became exhausted and fainted one afternoon.
When he woke up, he had been sent back to Beijing.
When Mrs. He and Mr. He came to see him, the old lady was so angry that she started cursing, "Are you crazy? You don't care about your son, and you don't care about the group. How can you act like a father and a president?"
He Yanting was wearing a hospital gown, his chin was covered with stubble, and he looked haggard.
"grandmother."
He lowered his eyes, staring at the quilt with a dull look, and choked out a sob, "Ruanruan is really gone. She doesn't want me anymore."
As he said this, he smiled again.
While laughing, tears rolled down.
"How could she be so cruel as to not even want our child?"
Seeing him like this, Mrs. He couldn't bear it.
"A child is a woman's life. If a woman would rather give up her child than leave, it means she has accumulated enough grievances and disappointments in her heart."
She sighed deeply, "I don't know what happened between you and Ruanruan, but I know she is a good child. Yanting, think about what you have done."
He Yanting was distracted for a moment.
Countless images flashed through my mind.
Like a thousand arrows piercing the heart.
He slowly closed his eyes, trying to digest it all.
Mrs. He patted his shoulder and said, "Don't forget, you still have Lin Xi. He has half of your soft genes. You are a father now, so you should act like a father."
"As for Ruanruan——"
She sighed softly, "Maybe she will come back, maybe she won't. You are the cause, and you must accept the result."
"Yanting, Shengyu Group is still waiting for you, and Linxi is also waiting for his father. Cheer up."
The two old men left these words and left.
He Yanting sat in the ward for a day and a night. The next day, Gao Cheng was guarding the door when it suddenly opened.
"Mr. He."
He Yanting looked much thinner, and his features were even colder.
"Go get some clothes."
He spoke in a deep voice, and seemed to have become the almighty President He again.
Gao Cheng was startled: "Are you going to..."
"Go to the group and work."
He Yanting concealed the emotions in his eyes and answered indifferently.
After several months of work stagnation, the group had a lot of backlogs. He Yanting worked, attended meetings, and socialized day and night, like a spinning top that never stopped.
It seems that only by letting work occupy me can I not remember that there has been a void in my heart.
Two months passed in a flash.
He Yanting attended meetings all day that day and returned home late at night.
After taking a shower and lying on the bed, the pillow next to me seemed to still emit the scent of ginger fluff.
It was very faint, but very fragrant, and he could smell it immediately.
He couldn't sleep again.
He stood up, found Jiang Xu's cell phone, and flipped through it casually.
In order to find clues, he looked through the phone many times. There was nothing special in the content, just some of her daily life.
More than a year ago, there were still many secretly taken photos of him in her photo album.
But this year there was nothing.
He Yanting flipped through the photos one by one. Most of them were of his back or side profile. Occasionally, there were some of him looking towards the camera with a cold look in his eyes.
He couldn't bear to watch it anymore. He didn't know how she persisted and closed the album silently.
There are also WeChat notes.
He remembered that when they were in college, she had labeled him "my love Yan Ting".
Now it’s just the three cold words “He Yanting”.
While looking through the documents, he felt a little sleepy. He swiped his fingers randomly and suddenly opened a folder.
The name is three letters: HYT.
The abbreviation of his name.
He Yanting suddenly became alert and wanted to open it, but found that a password was required.
He first entered Jiang Xu's birthday, but the password was incorrect.
Then I entered my own, but it still didn't work.
Just when I was worried, I suddenly had an idea and entered their birthdays. The password was correct.
This file was created four years ago. Jiang Xu is a nostalgic person and has not changed his phone since college.
This is a diary-like document.
With a light tap of his long finger, He Yanting opened the first page.
The first sentence that caught my eye was:
He Yanting, why don’t you love me anymore?
Seeing this sentence, He Yanting could almost imagine her sadness and helplessness at that time.
Scrolling down, it was all her talking to herself——
Why is he so cold all of a sudden? Did I do something wrong?
Why don’t you ask him? I will definitely change it.
I went to ask him today, but he didn't give me a chance to speak. Jiang Xueruo said her stomach was uncomfortable, so he left me and accompanied Jiang Xueruo to the hospital.
I really want to tell him that Jiang Xueruo is not as well-behaved as she seems, and she always plays tricks on me behind my back, but will this make him hate me even more?
Yanting’s birthday is coming soon. What gift should I buy for him?
Today is his birthday, and he didn't even invite me, maybe he was too busy and forgot, but I found out the banquet box and planned to give him a surprise secretly.
I'm so sad. He just threw away my gift. I spent two months choosing it. I'm angry and don't want to talk to him anymore.
And his gang of brothers always laugh at me and say I'm shameless. It makes me angry!
Damn it, I still can’t help but think about him, Jiang Xu, why are you so spineless.
I took a sneak shot of his profile today. He is so handsome and I can’t admire him enough.
I actually began to envy Jiang Xueruo. She could always be with Yan Ting, and Yan Ting treated her so well.
So... the person he likes is Jiang Xueruo, not me, right?
He and I fell in love that year because Jiang Xueruo went out of town and I was just a backup...
So sad, I can't adjust.
I feel so bad and unattractive, and I doubt my life.
He may never love me again, what should I do?
…
She kept recording like this for three years.
These three years have been filled with repeated expectations and disappointments towards He Yanting, envy towards Jiang Xueruo, and doubts about herself.
As He Yanting read through these words, she gradually understood what kind of self-doubt and painful struggle she had experienced in the past three years.
He remembered what his grandmother said.
A woman who can even abandon her child must have accumulated enough disappointment and grievances.
That night, He Yanting tossed and turned, staying awake until dawn.
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