Chapter 81 What do I need to do to make you forgive me?
Jiang Xu looked at He Yanting with a pleading expression, his expression calm.
"Didn't I already say that I'm not angry?"
He Yanting grabbed her hand again: "Then will you forgive me? Let's forget these three years and start over."
Jiang Xu smiled, with a hint of sarcasm on his lips.
"Why do you say indifference and I'm indifferent, why do you say forget and I'm forgetful? Why do you always take the lead between us?"
He Yanting looked stunned and took a breath. "Okay, you take the lead. What do you want me to do in order to forgive me? I'll do whatever you say."
Jiang Xu lowered his eyes: "First, let go."
He Yanting hesitated for a moment, then obediently let go of her hand.
Jiang Xu looked at him, her clear and bright eyes full of calmness and indifference.
"He Yanting, the grievances I've suffered in the past few years actually have nothing to do with you. It's because I was too attached to my feelings and placed too much hope on someone who wasn't worthy. So I don't have anything to forgive you for."
What she said made He Yanting panic for no reason.
Especially her eyes, which are no longer full of attachment and love as before.
Now she is calm and composed, and he is no longer in her eyes.
"Ruanruan, what do you mean by this?"
He asked unwillingly.
Jiang Xu raised her chin and looked him straight in the eyes: "I've said this many times. I'll say it one last time. Listen carefully."
"He Yanting, I no longer love you at all. From now on, I, Jiang Xu, will never waste my feelings on someone who is not worthy."
She spoke each word with such seriousness and conviction, as if she was expressing her life beliefs.
He Yanting opened his mouth, his mind went blank and he couldn't say anything.
In an instant, it felt like something solid in my heart collapsed.
What was it that made him remain indifferent to her for the past three years?
It was her love, that love that gave him the confidence to hurt her unscrupulously.
But now, she says she doesn't love him anymore.
There was indeed no more fire in her eyes.
The confidence that He Yanting had always been proud of was suddenly drained away, and his heart felt empty.
Explain to her the reason for all this.
Does he dare?
He doesn't dare.
That would probably only make things worse.
Their relationship seemed to have reached a dead end and was on the verge of extinction.
Everything in front of him was blank, and he had to hold on to the table to keep himself steady.
Jiang Xu looked at his pale face and said calmly, "I want to study, please don't disturb me."
He Yanting didn't know how he turned around or took a step. He returned to the president's desk and fell heavily into the chair.
He looked at the blurry figure behind the screen from afar and suddenly felt short of breath.
Pulling his tie haphazardly, he gasped for breath like a fish out of water, with a strong sense of suffocation and impending death.
Jiang Xu ignored He Yanting. She focused on studying and immersed herself in the ocean of knowledge that she loved.
There are constant group messages on the phone.
Beautiful photos of Gao Cheng running half-naked are all over the place.
It was almost time to get off work when he came back panting, holding a big red plastic basin in his hand.
"Ma'am, I have already run as you requested. Don't worry about the past."
Gao Cheng said weakly.
Jiang Xu was in a good mood after admiring the various beautiful photos in the group. He raised the corners of his lips and said, "Okay."
Gao Cheng breathed a sigh of relief: "Thank you."
Jiang Xu packed up her things, turned around and said to He Yanting, "I'm going to my mom's for dinner tonight."
He Yanting had been sitting there like a statue, and upon hearing this, he simply said "hmm": "Let Lao Liu take you there."
Gao Cheng looked at He Yanting and always felt that something was wrong.
Mr. He looks particularly depressed today.
"Mr. He, are you... okay?"
He Yanting slowly raised his head and stared at him dimly: "Why did she forgive you so easily?"
Gao Cheng was startled.
Damn it, I'm going to be envied.
He immediately laughed dryly: "I still have work to do, so I'll go get busy first. Call me if you need anything."
After saying that, he quickly slipped away.
Jiang Xu had dinner at Xia Yulin's place. Before leaving, she specifically reminded him that her appetite had been uncomfortable recently and she wanted to eat something light.
After dinner, the two sat on the sofa, watching TV and chatting.
Jiang Xu hugged her mother and acted coquettishly.
Xia Yulin patted her back gently.
After chatting for a while, she suddenly asked, "Is Yan Ting really good to you?"
Jiang Xu didn't want to worry her mother, so she nodded: "Yes."
"That's good."
Xia Yulin seemed relieved and asked tentatively, "Has he ever talked to you about his parents?"
Jiang Xu shook his head: "No."
She asked curiously, "Mom, do you know anything about his family? I heard his mother died a long time ago."
Xia Yulin's smile faded a little: "I don't really understand either."
"oh."
Jiang Xu didn't say anything more.
At nine o'clock in the evening, she reluctantly said goodbye to her mother.
Back at Dihua Mansion, He Yanting was sitting on the sofa in the living room, working on his laptop.
Jiang Xu just glanced at him and went upstairs.
She felt inexplicably tired tonight and didn't want to study, so she planned to go to bed early.
He Yanting appeared at the bedroom door, holding milk in his hand: "Drink the milk first."
Jiang Xu didn't say anything, drank the milk, and went into the bathroom to wash up.
After washing up, she didn't see He Yanting, so she went to bed and fell asleep quickly.
When I woke up the next day, He Yanting was still not there.
But judging by the sheets and quilt, he slept here last night.
After changing clothes and going downstairs, I saw He Yanting coming out of the kitchen, and the aroma of breakfast came from inside.
Jiang Xu was very hungry, but was too embarrassed to ask for food.
Pick up the apple on the table and prepare to eat it.
He Yanting held him down.
"Did you forget? Today is the first prenatal checkup, and you need to be on an empty stomach."
Jiang Xu was stunned for a moment, he really forgot about it.
He Yanting returned to the kitchen, put the prepared breakfast into the lunch box, and put on his suit jacket.
"Let's go."
I went to the hospital, created a card, and had a check-up.
When He Yanting heard the clear fetal heartbeat coming from the instrument, he could not hide his excitement.
"Ruanruan, do you hear that? Our child's heartbeat."
Jiang Xu looked at the detection screen with a calm expression.
After the examination, the doctor gave some precautions, and He Yanting listened carefully.
"This is our child, you see."
He showed the color ultrasound photos to Jiang Xu.
A three-month-old fetus already has a human form, and even the vague facial features can be seen.
Jiang Xu quickly looked away.
She doesn't want to see it.
If the child can be born safely, she is destined to leave the child.
Every time I look at the child, my feelings for him deepen, and the more painful it is to say goodbye.
"Soft?"
Suddenly, someone called her name.
Seeing the person coming, Jiang Xu's eyes turned slightly cold.
Jiang Minghuai's expression was full of surprise, mainly because she saw He Yanting beside her.
"Why are you here at the hospital?"
He Yanting was about to speak when Jiang Xu interrupted him: "Nothing, just a minor problem."
Jiang Minghuai didn't ask any more questions and looked at the two of them: "I heard you got married?"
He Yanting nodded: "Yes."
Jiang Minghuai smiled and looked at Jiang Xu: "Ruanruan, you haven't been home to see your father for a long time."
Jiang Xu didn't say anything, just stared at him coldly.
Jiang Minghuai was frightened by the stare and coughed dryly: "Your grandfather is sick and is in the hospital upstairs. Come and visit when you have time. He keeps thinking about you."
"Then... I'll be leaving first."
Jiang Minghuai glanced at Jiang Xu unhappily and left quickly.
Jiang Xu's eyelashes trembled.
Grandpa is sick.
She hasn't seen her grandfather for several years.
"Let's go."
He Yanting pulled her into the car and opened the lunch box he brought. "It's still hot, eat it."
Jiang Xu was eating while still thinking about his grandfather.
He Yanting raised the middle fender of the car and waited until she had almost finished eating before asking, "You still don't want this child, do you?"
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