Chapter 172 Sun Jing wants to commit suicide
Sun Jing wants to commit suicide
He Qingdai couldn't stand it anymore, so she took Li Canghai's hand and went into the garden, whispering to him. Li Canghai said a lot of nice things to her, which made He Qingdai intoxicated.
But she was very surprised, "Why are you so talkative today? Are you trying to make me happy?"
"No! It feels like a long time since we last met. I miss you so much!"
There was a hint of depression in Li Canghai's voice.
He Qingdai was in a trance for a while, because she was really touched by his words.
The two of them stayed up until very late before returning to the dormitory.
The next day.
Xu Weilan returned to school exhausted.
When getting off the car, he saw Qin Yan's eyes still looking at her so passionately, and her legs went weak. Fortunately, she could go back to school and have some peace and quiet for a few days.
very nice.
Xu Weilan's feet felt as light as if they were stepping on cotton.
There are many people returning to school in the morning.
This time Xu Weilan met Sun Jing again.
But something was wrong with her today. She looked lost and as if all the energy had been drained out of her.
Normally, Sun Jing would avoid her or look at her with resentment.
Today, Sun Jing seemed not to have noticed her and walked in front of her like a walking corpse.
Xu Weilan was very surprised, but didn't care too much.
She went upstairs with Sun Jing.
The school dormitory building is four stories high. Xu Weilan is on the third floor, and Sun Jing is also on the third floor.
But she did not return to her dormitory, but went to the fourth floor.
There was no one living on the fourth floor, but it was filled with miscellaneous items.
What was she doing upstairs?
Xu Weilan couldn't help but look at her worriedly. Although she disliked Sun Jing very much, she was not determined to fight to the death.
Sun Jing seemed very strange today. She looked as if her soul had been sucked away. She must have suffered a serious blow.
Is it related to her partner?
Xu Weilan thought about it and decided to follow him.
Jiang Wan happened to get up and saw Xu Weilan staring at the fourth floor. "Weilan, what are you looking at?"
"I just saw Sun Jing go to the fourth floor with something wrong."
Jiang Wan couldn't help but widen her eyes, "She wouldn't want to commit suicide, would she?"
Xu Weilan looked at Jiang Wan, "No way?"
“Go and have a look!”
Xu Weilan and Jiang Wan immediately went upstairs giggling, and as expected, they saw Sun Jing standing on the rooftop, looking down at the floor with despair.
Jiang Wan's heart was beating wildly, "Wei Lan, hurry up, call the security department."
Xu Weilan shook her head and whispered, "She hasn't stood up yet. The balcony is half a person's height. Let's hold her back!"
Jiang Wan looked at the distance between them and her.
Sun Jing seemed to be immersed in pain and did not notice their approach.
At this time, Sun Jing really wanted to die.
She feels dirty!
She felt she had no face to live on!
On Friday night, she was awakened in the middle of the night.
It was Pang Dalong's voice. She opened her eyes and found that there was a strange man next to her, and he was an extremely obscene old man!
He looked at her with a lewd look on his face and said a lot of disgusting things, all about how shameless she was, how she seduced him, and how she kept asking for more.
She felt like the world was falling apart!
She lost her virginity to a wretched old man in his forties!
The most important thing is that she had done something dirty with another man in her boyfriend's home and was caught by Pang Dalong.
Pang Dalong looked at her in great pain and said, "Xiao Jing, I love you so much, but you treat me like this! Why do you treat me like this?
Why? When I see you now, I think of you and him having sex in my bed! You have his marks all over your body, you are filthy!
How can you be such a person? Xiao Jing, what should I do? I love you so much, but you stabbed my heart with a knife! Let's break up.
I cannot accept such a great humiliation!"
separate!
She is filthy!
She has nothing!
The good ones are gone.
The body is dirty.
What should she do? She was filthy all over, and she washed for an hour but it was not clean.
She even felt that there was a disgusting smell about her, which kept attacking her heart.
She also felt itchy, itchy all over.
She kept scratching and pulling, and finally... her skin was broken and her hands were covered in blood!
She seemed to realize that she was infected with some dirty disease!
Moment!
Her world completely collapsed!
What does she live for?
You might as well just die!
She mustered up her courage to come here, but when she looked downstairs and at every tree and blade of grass in the school, she felt a little scared. She wondered if she fell down. Would her head be broken?
Will her brains burst out?
She is afraid of pain.
But she knew that if she jumped, she would be free.
She won't be bothered by diarrhea!
No one at school would know she was dirty.
She will no longer be afraid or in pain.
She wants to be free.
She just wanted to be free.
No one knows how much pain she has been in these days. It's simply a life worse than death!
The incident happened on Friday, and in just two days, she seemed to be tortured to death.
Pang Dalong came to see her again last night.
He said that he couldn't help loving her, but when he saw her, he would think of what happened that night, and he was now suffering.
Isn't she the same?
She also loved him, loved him to the point of wanting death, and she gave him everything she had.
But now she was dirty and she had hurt him.
She hated herself.
She wanted to die, everything would be over, all over!
Thinking of this, Sun Jing began to climb the balcony.
She wants to end it all!
Just when she was in despair.
Suddenly, two forces grabbed her left and right hands and pulled her off the balcony.
Then there was an anxious voice, "Sun Jing, come down!"
Sun Jing turned around and looked at Xu Weilan and Jiang Wan who were holding her. Her tears burst out instantly, "What are you doing with me? Let me die!"
Xu Weilan shouted, "When a person dies, it's like a light goes out. There's nothing left! Do you really want to ruin your future? This is the university you worked so hard to get into!"
Sun Jing looked at Xu Weilan, "I'm dirty, I'm sick, I have nothing! So what if I'm a college student? I'm also a dirty, unwanted, and abandoned college student!"
Xu Weilan frowned, "What's dirty? What's sick? Did your partner force you to do something? Did you give him your body? Or did he force you?"
Sun Jing pulled the corner of her mouth in a funny way, "Xu Weilan, you just can't stand me, okay? My boyfriend is the best person in the world. I am willing to give my body to him!
It's my own fault that I'm not self-disciplined and dirty. What does it have to do with him?"
Xu Weilan felt that something was wrong here. It was obvious at first glance that Pang Dalong was not a good person.
Sun Jing was actually brainwashed so severely by him.
She despised and hated herself, but praised Pang Dalong highly.
This man is an expert!
Jiang Wan was speechless. "So you are going to give up your life for this man now? You have read so much that it is useless!
Is that man worth it?
Sun Jing pulled her hand back fiercely, "What does this have to do with you? Let me go!"
Jiang Wan really wanted to let go and let her die!
But I also know that this involves human life and cannot be taken lightly.
Xu Weilan narrowed her eyes and sneered, "What good can a man who took your body before marriage be?
You say he is good? What is good about him? Tell us about it. I don’t think he is even one tenth as good as my husband Qin Yan!”
She knew that Sun Jing loved to compete with her.
As long as you provoke her, she will definitely tell the truth.
Jiang Wan's eyes lit up as she listened. Wei Lan was really smart.
As expected, Sun Jing was fooled. She pulled her hand back excitedly and pointed at Xu Weilan, "Xu Weilan, there is no difference between you and us in our background!
You are just lucky to have climbed such a high branch, don't always act so high and mighty! Dalong is better than you Qinyan in every way!
He loves me! He loves me to the point of wanting to forgive me for all my mistakes!"
"It's just a small mistake. If you tolerate it, does that mean he's excellent? Is he good to you? Then do you know that I, Qin Yan, don't even let me pour the water for washing my feet when I come back every day?
Can you, Pang Dalong, compare with him? He is afraid that I will melt if he holds me in his mouth, and afraid that I will run away if he holds me in his palms!"
Xu Weilan had already seen the red marks on Sun Jing's neck, which were very glaring.
She became even more curious about what had happened to her that could make someone like her so desperate that she committed suicide.
Sun Jing sneered, "Do you know what men hate the most? Others cheat on him, do you dare to cheat on Qin Yan?"
After wearing it, you will see if Qin Yan will forgive you and tolerate you! And my Dalong will, he saw me sleeping in his bed with other men.
He asked me painfully why. He forgave me painfully. He is the best man in the world! "
Her words simply shattered Xu Weilan and Jiang Wan's perspectives!
Jiang Wan was full of disbelief, "You mean you were in his house, on his bed, having sex with another man, and he caught you.
He still tolerates you?"
"Yes! I am the one who thinks I am dirty, and I...was infected with a dirty disease by that man. I will die, and I don't want to live anymore.
I don't want to see Dalong in so much pain, and I don't want to endure such pain again!"
Sun Jing said this and tried to climb onto the balcony again.
Bang!
Xu Weilan slapped Sun Jing on the face, "Are you awake now?"
Sun Jing was beaten to the ground. She was in a daze for the past two days, unable to eat or sleep, and felt very weak.
Xu Weilan's slap didn't use much force and she fell to the ground.
Sun Jing seemed to no longer feel any pain. She smiled sadly, "You can't compete, are you angry?"
Xu Weilan sneered, "I can't compare, but I won't do such a stupid thing! Can't you tell the difference between your own man and another man?
Or is someone deliberately making you confused? Deliberately letting you make mistakes, then tolerating you and forgiving you, making you feel deeply guilty and painful, blaming yourself, and taking the initiative to break up! "
She probably guessed what Pang Dalong was doing!
He's tired of playing!
Want to dump someone!
Then he resorted to such despicable tactics!
It's so disgusting!
Jiang Wan is also a smart person. After hearing Xu Weilan say this, she immediately understood what she meant!
She looked at Sun Jing in disbelief, "You've been deceived! That Pang Dalong is definitely not a good guy! Maybe you're not the only girl he dumped like this!
Why don't you ask around or find out more clearly? If you want to die, you should die clearly! "
Now that it comes to this!
I think Sun Jing should understand!
result!
But she said, "Ha! You guys are really good at guessing! You are just jealous of me! You are jealous that Dalong treats me so well!
So you deliberately poured dirty water on his head, but he didn't think of getting rid of me. He even took the responsibility on himself and said he wanted to marry me!
Be responsible to me! He is not what you said he was, absolutely not! "