Su Xiaoxue covered her face with her hands and whimpered in pain. She felt regretful, hateful, resentful and painful.
What can be done?
She is the one who is sick.
She is the one who is homeless.
The key is that she made every step of these choices by herself.
There were so many paths she could have chosen in her life. If she had been a little more determined at every crossroads, things would not have turned out like this.
In the quiet ward, there was only Su Xiaoxue's sobbing.
Now that things have come to this, even if I regret it, it will be of no use.
Ye Linlang did not interrupt Su Xiaoxue's crying.
People need to vent. If they don’t vent, they will feel suffocated. Crying is also a way to release emotions.
Of course, just crying will change anything.
Nothing can be changed!
Only after crying, wipe away your tears, roll up your sleeves calmly, and change your current life.
Su Xiaoxue didn't know how long she had been crying. She was tired and her eyes became moist.
Ye Linlang knew that Su Xiaoxue also had a beautiful appearance before she fell ill.
If she wasn't pretty, that family wouldn't be interested in her.
Beauty, sometimes, is a double-edged sword.
While it can bring convenience to yourself, it can also bring harm.
Ye Linlang sat on a chair with a notebook spread out in front of her.
The red indicator light on the camera next to me was flashing gently.
"Su Xiaoxue, where are your parents?"
Su Xiaoxue lowered her head silently and wailed sadly, "They don't care about me. When I first fell ill, I was sent back to my parents' home. They gave them a large sum of money as hush money, but I was a married woman. When I returned to my parents' home, they thought I was a disgrace, and my brother and sister-in-law were even more..."
During the time she was sick, Su Xiaoxue truly experienced the fickleness of human nature.
The closest people will kick you away without mercy when you have lost your usefulness.
So cold-blooded and indifferent.
"I was kicked out of the house by my sister-in-law on a dark and windy night."
"Actually, I don't hate my sister-in-law. She and I haven't spent much time together. To her, I'm just someone a little more familiar than a stranger. There's no love between us. I think it's normal for her to treat me so coldly. It's human nature, right?"
"But what I hate is my parents, my family. When they squeezed out the last bit of my usefulness, they treated me like a rag and discarded me. My heart... is stabbed like a knife."
Su Xiaoxue cried and laughed, laughed and cried. The pain in her heart was something that no one could express, and I could empathize with it.
Without experiencing the pain of others, saying the words "empathy" is nothing but pale comfort.
But when it comes to real pain, comfort is of no help.
"I was kicked out. I had no money, no job. What could I do? I had to survive."
“When people face death, what they want most is to live. A good death is worse than a miserable life.”
Without Su Xiaoxue saying anything, Ye Linlang could roughly guess how Su Xiaoxue would make money to survive after being forced into a desperate situation.
"At the beginning, my condition wasn't too serious. Even though I'm like this now, I used to be quite pretty, so..."
Su Xiaoxue laughed at herself. "But, that family somehow found out and ordered me not to do it again. They said they would kill me if I dared to do it again! I was so scared of being beaten that I had no choice but to live like a stray dog, rummaging through trash cans."
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