How do you want them to live? They still have a long future ahead of them, Sister Ying, you can’t have such selfish thoughts.
Hearing the children, Zhang Huaying burst into tears.
"Jiaojiao, I'm really desperate. You said I've been with him for most of my life, but I never thought I'd encounter something like this. It turns out he's been looking for women outside, and now he's gambling. Where is the money left at home for him to squander?"
Shen Jiaojiao could also understand her feelings. She hugged Zhang Huaying tightly, and her hands kept soothing her back.
"I know, Sister Ying, we all understand your situation, but even so, we have to hold our heads high and stride forward. Nothing you do now will make them happy, and it's even more impossible for them to stand in your shoes and consider you. Your only support is your children. For them, you have to live happily."
"Yes, Sister Ying, even though I just met you, I still can't understand why you did that," Su Jingjing chimed in. "He's the jerk, not you. Why do you have to punish yourself like that and give him a break? He's not worth it at all."
Su Jingjing became more and more excited as she spoke. This was the kind of thing she hated the most.
If Tang Dazhang were in front of her now, she might have taken action.
"At worst, we'll fight him to the death. No matter what level you're standing on, he's the one who's wrong, and he's the one who deserves the punishment. You can't do this recklessly."
Shen Jiaojiao understood Zhang Huaying's feelings. In that era, what Tang Dazhang did was shameful, but the outside world was even less tolerant of women. Once this matter got out, I'm afraid that many people would point at Zhang Huaying's nose and scold her.
They think that she is not a good woman and has not fulfilled her duties as a wife, which is why her man has been fooling around outside.
Of course, those unpleasant words will reach the ears of the children, which will have a huge impact on their lives and work. In serious cases, it may even destroy their family.
Shen Jiaojiao couldn't imagine how miserable Zhang Huaying must have been last night to make such a decision.
She handed the bottle she had snatched to Su Jingjing, "Let's get rid of this first." If it was left there, Zhang Huaying might continue to do the same thing after they left. She stayed to comfort Zhang Huaying, "Sister Ying, not everyone will have a smooth sailing. If you really can't live with him anymore, it's okay, then break up."
However, Zhang Huaying did not have the courage. She thought that she was just a woman and was no longer young. She had always wanted to follow a man for a lifetime. Even if life was not satisfactory, it didn't matter. For the sake of her children, she would persist and it would pass.
Who would have thought it would be like this now? When she thought about the money she had saved with great difficulty, which might one day be used to pay off Tang Dazhang's debt, she began to feel anxious.
She was so scared that she couldn't sleep or eat, and her mind was full of those things.
Zhang Huaying lowered her head. "I don't have any other options right now. I was thinking, 'I'll kill him first, and then I'll go with him.' At least it won't affect the child."
She cried so hard that she was hoarse. If Shen Jiaojiao hadn't supported her, she might have fainted.
Shen Jiaojiao sighed and expressed her understanding.
"Sister Ying, you've probably heard a little bit about what happened to me before. To be honest, I had the same idea as you, thinking that death would put an end to everything. But have you ever thought that there might still be people in this world who care about us, such as your children? They are still young and don't have their own children yet. You haven't even become a grandmother yet, so don't you miss them at all?"
"Of course I wouldn't want to, but I'm also worried that Tang Dazhang's situation will affect the children, so I thought of dying with him. He doesn't want a divorce, right? If we both die, no one will care about this matter anymore."
"You're wrong. This is the worst idea. What if you say you drank the drug and didn't die? Or what if he died but you didn't? Your body would definitely be affected, and you would become a murderer. What would the children think of you? They might not know everything that happened between you and your wife, right?"
Zhang Huaying also said truthfully: "I was worried about them, so I kept it to myself and didn't have time to tell them."
"That's it, isn't it? You didn't even tell them. When they come back and see what's happening, do you think they can accept it?" Shen Jiaojiao held her hand tightly. "Listen to me, if you want to deal with him, you can think of other better ways. Instead of threatening him with death, why not find a legitimate way? As long as you live a better life than him and make him regret it, isn't it more worthwhile than dying?"
After hearing what Shen Jiaojiao said, Zhang Huaying seemed to understand a little bit.
She has never lived for herself in her life, and now it’s time for her to live for herself.
"Okay, stop crying. If you keep crying like this, no one will care about you or feel sorry for you. On the contrary, they will think you are trying to gain sympathy and think you are weak. They will even laugh at you behind your back."
Zhang Huaying also woke up instantly. Yes, she couldn't die, and she couldn't get into trouble.
She raised all the children and has a very deep relationship with them.
If she were gone now, the children would have no one to rely on, and it is possible that Tang Dazhang would reach out to the children.
She clenched her fists and looked at Shen Jiaojiao, "Jiaojiao, you are right. I can't die, and I can't kill anyone. I have to live well for myself and my children. What do you think I should do now?"
Seeing that she had recovered her mood, Shen Jiaojiao was happy for her.
"You, the best thing to do right now is to stay calm and take care of yourself first. As for what he wants to do, it has nothing to do with you. You don't have to take him to heart anymore. His life or death has nothing to do with you. Doesn't he have another woman outside? When he is broke and sick, let him go to that woman. He has not made any contribution to this family, and he has no right to say anything in front of you."
"You're right. I'll do as you say and make him mad."
After Shen Jiaojiao finished her instructions, she went back to eat.
Lu Xiaohong and the others also knew about this matter, and looked at Shen Jiaojiao, "Jiaojiao, your acupuncture skills are so great, can't you give that Tang Dazhang an injection? Just let him die, people like him are a waste of food."
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