It was past four in the morning when they returned to their home in the city from the suburbs. Ning Jiayin had been sleeping all the way and only woke up when he opened the door to carry her out of the car.
Lu Beichi insisted on carrying her back to their home. He put her on the bed, took off her shoes, and pulled up the quilt.
He went to boil some water. After a while, he came back with a cup of hot water and placed it on the bedside table. He sat down on the edge of the bed, his eyes falling on her pale face.
"Yes, you got pregnant last time, right?" Although his heart ached, he couldn't help but ask.
Ning Jiayin leaned against the head of the bed, lowered her head and looked at the quilt, and just nodded.
I ran out of birth control pills that time and was called to the crew early in the morning. I was so busy that I forgot to take the emergency contraceptive pill. Unexpectedly, I actually got pregnant...
Counting the time, it has been more than two months and it will take shape soon.
Lu Beichi said nothing and left the bedroom. Inadvertently, she saw that his eyes were red...
In the bathroom, Lu Beichi looked at himself in the mirror and punched the mirror. The hateful jerk's face in the mirror shattered into countless pieces!
Since he was a child, he has never looked down on himself like this!
In his mind, he had imagined countless times the scene of letting his son or daughter ride on his shoulders, but now, it became a bubble! He hated himself for not taking any safety measures, and even more for not really caring about her.
She hates him now, right?
Blood flowed down his fist, drop by drop...
After a while, he finally came to his senses. After smoking a few cigarettes, he made a phone call.
"Huahua, what precautions did the doctor give your sister Ning?"
"Brother-in-law, the doctor said you need to rest more and not overwork yourself. It's best to rest for a while!"
After hearing this, he hung up.
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When she woke up, she looked up at the ceiling in a daze. She vaguely remembered that last night, when she was half awake and half asleep, it seemed as if a hand had been caressing her belly. It was him. He seemed to have cried on her belly and said many words like "I'm sorry"...
He has always wanted a child, otherwise why would he throw away the birth control pills?
She was about to get out of bed when he came in, wearing the sweater she bought for him and a white shirt, looking very homely.
"Huahua said that the doctor told you to rest and not get out of bed! Want to wash? I'll get you some water! Miscarriage is the same as confinement after childbirth, you need to get enough rest!" he said in a deep voice.
Ning Jiayin: “…”
"The doctor said it's not that serious. I'll leave after I wash up. Lu Beichi, don't stop me. There's no possibility between us..." she said coldly.
She also wants a divorce!
Lu Beichi squatted down beside the bed, looking up at her. "Wife, I know I've disappointed you! I haven't slept a wink all night. I feel like I'm being a bitch and unworthy of loving you. I even thought about letting you go... But I can't do it... Give me a chance, okay?"
She saw the bloodshot in his eyes and the wound on the back of his hand. She frowned and couldn't help but grab his hand. "How did you get hurt? Why don't you take some medicine?!"
He could hear the concern in the scolding that came out of his mouth.
This little bit of concern brought some comfort to Lu Beichi's tormented heart.
"This little injury is nothing. Let me take you to brush your teeth and wash your face!" He said, picked her up and went to the bathroom, filled her with warm water and squeezed toothpaste on her.
Ning Jiayin was a little flattered.
In fact, the couple never had the chance to sleep together, wake up together, brush their teeth, wash their faces, and eat breakfast together.
At this moment, he was standing beside her, brushing his teeth. He accidentally saw her in the mirror and smiled at her. His narrow eyes curved into crescents when he smiled, which looked very beautiful!
Over the years, she had fantasized about such little things countless times in her heart...
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