"You fainted. The doctor said you had a fever and low blood sugar."
Tang Jingyue gradually came to her senses and remembered what happened before.
Those hurtful words also appeared in my mind at the same time.
She didn't expect Gao Zheng to send her to the hospital.
At that time, his words were so hurtful, and his back was so resolute...
Tang Jingyue didn't even look at him, she lowered her eyes and whispered, "Thank you for sending me to the hospital."
She paused for a few seconds and then spoke again, "I'm fine now. Sorry to bother you today."
Her meaning was very clear: Gao Zheng could leave.
Gao Zheng sat there without moving. He thought a lot during the few hours she was asleep.
If he leaves like this, there might be some trouble left behind.
He looked at the girl on the bed, his tone was unusually gentle, "Tang Jingyue, I know that some words I say now are cruel to you, but if I don't say it,
It’s hurting you.”
Tang Jingyue lowered her head and said nothing.
"You are very moved by what you wrote in your diary, but if you think about it carefully, you may find that it is not love, but just a kind of sustenance and longing, or even worship.
, just like when we were kids we admired a hero, but I’m not saying I’m a hero, I’m just using an analogy.”
"It's neither worship nor spiritual sustenance." Tang Jingyue lowered her head and corrected him softly.
Tang Jingyue looked dull and stubborn, which gave Gao Zheng a headache. He said, "I have a lot of problems. I am useless except for being a jerk.
I don't have many friends. No one wants to get along with me because I'm too boring. I'm not as perfect or outstanding as you think. You don't understand me. You only see me.
㱕Appearance. ”
He never thought that he was good enough or worthy of a girl keeping him in her heart for eight years.
He's just a bad-tempered guy.
Tang Jingyue, whose mind had just come to its senses, looked gloomy after hearing his words.
She smiled bitterly. Was he willing to belittle himself like this just to get rid of him?
She raised her eyes and looked at him. "You may not like me, but please don't belittle yourself."
How could he demean himself like that?
He was so outstanding, such a dazzling existence. Not only her, but everyone she knew showed admiration on their faces when they mentioned Gao Zheng's name.
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Gao Zheng looked at the expression on the girl's face, sighed, and continued to do her thinking work, "What I said is from my heart. I hope you can open your heart and look at other people more.
, you are so beautiful, there must be many young and promising guys around you, if you feel it with your heart, you will find that they are much better than a dull soldier like me."
Tang Jingyue looked at him affectionately and spoke word by word, "For eight years, I can't see anyone except you."
"That's because you haven't been with me before. You only see me as a majestic soldier, nothing more. To be honest, you like me because of my image as a soldier.
If you really want to get along with me, I guarantee you won’t last even a week and you will start to hate me.”
Gao Zheng was really puzzled by Tang Jingyue's confusing behavior.
He was certain that the little girl was attracted by his military uniform and his appearance.
He also admitted that his parents gave him a more pleasing appearance than most people.
If possible, he really wanted to give her a chance to let her see what his real state was like in life.
"No, absolutely not. I believe in my own judgment. I won't make the mistake of judging people. How could I hate you?" Tang Jingyue was almost crying as she spoke.
Gao Zheng stood up and said, "I have said so much just to let you know that I am definitely not a good match for you. I am destined to dedicate myself to the country and the army in this life. I will not
I want to delay you. Although I have never made any promises to you, since you have not let me know your worries, then I have the responsibility to make you leave me in peace."
If it was any other woman, he wouldn't have wasted time explaining so much to her.
But she is different, she is the daughter of the Tang family.
He must resolve this matter without affecting the relationship between the two families.
Tang Jingyue carefully stretched out her hand and touched his arm. She looked at him affectionately with her wet eyes, "Why can't you give me a chance and
Do you give yourself a chance? "
She still didn't give up, "Maybe you were too busy before and you didn't experience the taste of love, so you felt you didn't need it. If you try,
You will find that your life is completely different from your current one. "
Lin Min told her that her lover Gu Jingchuan was also a dull man who only had the army in his eyes before he was with her.
Gao Zheng pulled his arm, took a step back, and his expression became stern, "Tang Jingyue, wake up."
He said sternly, "The reason I am so angry and say these things to you is because of your father's face. If it were any other woman, I wouldn't be so patient."
Gao Zheng stepped back, avoiding her touch, and her hand froze in the air...
"You said you are a mature girl, so you must know what to do in the future. That's all I have to say."
Gao Zheng pointed to the lunch box on the bedside table and said, "I bought you some food. It's still warm. Eat some."
"I'm leaving first. The doctor said you'll need to get fluids for two more days. If it's inconvenient for you to be alone tomorrow, ask your family to come and stay with you."
After Gao Zheng finished speaking, he strode out of the ward without even looking back.
Tang Jingyue sat on the hospital bed, looking at his tall and majestic figure. She wanted to hug him, but no sound came out of her throat.
She didn't want him to hate her.
At this moment, she was so sad, her heart was broken, because she knew that after he left, they might rarely have the chance to meet again.
After this happened, even if they met in the future, she knew she couldn't hide her feelings like before and pretend nothing happened or call him Uncle Gao.
It turns out that once this matter is revealed, the consequences will be so terrible.
She finally understood why some people, even though they have someone in their heart, choose not to break that window paper for their entire life.
I would rather keep the original relationship unchanged.
She used to laugh at that kind of people, thinking they were cowardly.
At this moment, she realized that they just didn't want to lose.
I don't want to miss the opportunity to get closer to the person I like.
Once the truth is revealed, they can't even be friends anymore.
Tang Jingyue sat up from the bed, her eyes falling on the bedside table, where the dinner he bought for her was placed.
It is packed in an aluminum lunch box.
She moved to the bedside and reached out to pick up the lunch box.
When you open it, there is rice and fried vegetables inside.
Looks very light.
Suitable for patients to eat.
He is so thoughtful and considerate.
She held the lunch box and a teardrop as big as a bucket dripped into the food.
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