Gu Jing was carrying ten kilograms of pork belly in front, but she had been waiting for her second brother and his wife to come over. When she looked up, she saw a woman dressed like a city dweller crying to her second sister-in-law, and there was also a
A tall and handsome young man.
Gu Jingxiu looked at the two people, hesitated for a moment, turned his head, looked at the middle-aged woman with tears streaming down her face, then looked at Gu Jingchuan and Lin Min, and asked worriedly, "Second brother, second brother..."
Sister-in-law, what's going on? "
Gu Jingchuan met his sister's curious and worried eyes, and said calmly, "Jingxiu, take the meat to our house. Your second sister-in-law and I will have it. You and Jingqi will have it this afternoon.
Coming over."
Gu Jingxiu didn't understand, but nodded anyway, "Oh, okay."
Gu Jingxiu walked away with the meat on his back, looking up every few steps.
Lin Min still stood there, listening to Molly's sad cries, as if petrified, standing there not knowing how to react.
She had been mentally prepared for so long. She had missed her relatives since her rebirth and imagined every day how they would react if they knew of her existence.
Will her mother come to recognize her?
She had fantasized, felt nervous, and retreated before. Now, when the moment finally came, she was still at a loss.
She looked at her biological mother, crying so sadly, looking at her trembling body, and her cautious hands that did not dare to put on her, Lin Min's inner emotions were unknown.
What words should be used to describe it.
She wanted to wipe the tears from her eyes and open her arms to give her a hug...
But no matter how turbulent her heart was, her face was still as calm as water at this moment, without even a superfluous expression.
Just staring at Molly blankly!
Molly was crying, and Lin Min was immersed in her own world. Now, it was already the twelfth lunar month, and although there was no winter solstice today, there were still people coming and going on the street.
From time to time, someone passed by the restaurant and cast inquiring glances at them.
This stalemate is not a solution.
Gu Jingchuan spoke up to break the deadlock. He said to Tang Ze who was standing aside, "Tang Ze, come to my house with your aunt first. The street is not a place to talk."
Tang Ze nodded, and pulled Molly, who was crying, and said, "Mom, let's go to Jingchuan's house first."
Molly stood still, her eyes fixed on Lin Min's face.
She was panicked and afraid of seeing hatred and alienation on her daughter's face.
Fortunately, there was no expression of fear on Lin Min's face. She couldn't even tell what her expression meant at this moment.
Molly looked at Lin Min, and Gu Jingchuan and Tang Ze also looked at her face, as if the three of them were listening to her words.
After a while, Lin Min raised her eyelids and said, "Let's go home first."
Hearing this, Molly nodded hurriedly, "Okay, okay."
Gu Jingchuan and Tang Ze walked in front, while Lin Min and Mo Li followed behind them side by side.
Lin Min didn't say anything, and Molly didn't know what to say, so she just followed the person in front of her.
"Are you in the county town?" Tang Ze asked.
Gu Jingchuan smiled and said, "Yes, the New Year is coming soon, so I bought some New Year's goods. The town is remote and there is not much, so I bought some vegetables in the county town."
"Where did you come from?" Tang Ze asked again.
"It's been a few days. Something happened at home. Xiao Min and I went to solve it. I brought it from Shenzhen. Jinzi took the goods we brought in to Bincheng."
Tang Ze was afraid of embarrassment and tried his best to find topics to talk about. Gu Jingchuan also spoke a lot, which was unusual for him. The two of them walked in front and chatted in a relaxed tone.
Molly and Lin Min were behind, but they never said a word.
Molly looked at Lin Min cautiously from time to time, only to see her walking forward with an expressionless face.
Molly didn't know what to say, so she walked towards home with a nervous mood.
When he arrived at the door of his house, Gu Jingchuan took the key, opened the door and entered the yard.
Tang Ze could sense the solemn atmosphere between the mother and daughter behind him. His expression was slightly gloomy. He looked around the yard and said in a casual tone, "Jingchuan, your yard is nice."
"I rented it. My home is on West Street. This is North Street. There are many people at home and it's quite noisy. Xiaomin and I moved out after we got married."
After entering the house, Gu Jingchuan invited the two to sit down.
Then he poured them some water and brought them over.
Molly and Tangze sat on the simple homemade sofa.
Now when we are outside, some things are not convenient to say, and some things can be avoided and not faced.
But now, when we entered the house and sat together, there was no escape any more and some things had to be faced.
Tang Ze took a sip of water, then put down the enamel pot. He placed his hand on his thigh, with his fingertips slightly bent. He pondered for a moment, looked at Lin Min, and opened the topic, "Xiao Min, so
My mom and I both know about it, and we feel really guilty about it. We never expected this to happen."
As soon as Tang Ze started talking, Molly's emotions started to take over again. She cried and kept apologizing to Lin Min, "Xiao Min, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. When I gave birth to you,
I had a caesarean section and later fell into a coma. When I saw you, it was three days later. I really didn’t know what would happen when I was in a coma. "
She cried and reflected on herself, "I know you have suffered a lot over the years, my heart really hurts, I am not a qualified mother, even, I am not worthy of being a mother,
I’m sorry…”
By the end of her speech, Molly was sobbing and crying.
Tang Ze was afraid that she was too emotional and her body couldn't bear it, so he held her hand and comforted her.
Lin Min was a little annoyed by her crying.
She tore a piece of toilet paper from the table, without looking at Molly, and just stuffed the toilet paper into her hand.
Because of her small action, a glimmer of hope appeared on Molly and Tangze's faces at the same time.
Molly stopped crying and wiped her tears with the toilet paper that Lin Min stuffed in her hand.
Lin Min waited until she stopped crying, then raised her head, looked at them calmly, and slowly said, "No, you don't know! You don't know, because of your negligence, you changed
You have never seen my life, you have never experienced it, you will never feel what I have gone through, you will never imagine what I have lived.
Such a miserable life! "
She didn't want to recall those nightmarish experiences again.
She had thought countless times that when her mother found her, the first question she would ask her would be why she didn't keep a close eye on her after giving birth to her. Why did she let a
Rural women took advantage of the loophole?
She also imagined that she would give her many reasons.
At this moment, she heard the explanation.
Her explanation was not convincing.
But she didn't want to ask any more questions or blame any more.
It doesn't make sense!
All the suffering she deserved and the hardships she had to endure had already happened.
The only thing to be thankful for is that, no matter in her past life or this life, she never succumbed to fate.
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