Chapter 1146: Lack of Trust and Security
Jin Zhengtai's face turned cold. She picked up her bag and walked out.
After seeing him take away her bag and put on her cotton coat, Gu Jingxiu had no choice but to give up riding the motorcycle.
When she left the alley, Jin Zhengtai had already opened the car door and was waiting for her to get in.
She had no choice but to sit in the chair.
She didn't say a word along the way.
Jin Zhengtai drove the car and looked at her several times, but in the end he said nothing.
After sending her to the store entrance, Jin Zhengtai said to her, "Jingxiu, I'm going to the company first. Remember to come to the company for a meeting in the afternoon."
"good."
Gu Jingxiu didn't say much, turned around and opened the shop door.
Gu Jingchuan was away on a business trip, and all the company's matters fell on Jin Zhengtai's shoulders. However, his mind was in a mess, and he lost interest in working when he thought of Gu Jingxiu's cold face.
Gu Jingxiu had never treated him like this before, and this time, his behavior really hurt her.
But he was actually very wronged. He didn't cheat on his wife, nor did he betray her. Even though he was tricked into a small dark room by a woman last night, he still escaped.
He only has her in his heart.
He explained why Gu Jingxiu was like this, and even why she didn't let him go back to his hometown with him.
She was determined to reconsider their relationship.
At this time, Jin Zhengtai was not in the mood to work. He threw down the things in his hands, rubbed his temples, and felt extremely irritated.
He sat in his office chair and inexplicably thought of what Tang Min said last night.
She said that Gu Jingchuan had also encountered women who were willing to pay for him, but he gave her enough sense of security and never made her worry that he would do anything to let her down.
And Gao Zheng and his friends have never let their partners misunderstand them because of women...
Jin Zhengtai pondered over these words over and over again. In the end, only two words filled his mind: trust and security!
He didn't give Gu Jingxiu these two things.
Therefore, this conflict arose between them.
In fact, he himself was also very insecure. When he realized that Gu Jingxiu misunderstood that there was a woman who liked him, he felt particularly happy, because Gu Jingxiu had a sense of crisis, which made him complacent.
He felt that Gu Jingxiu valued him very much.
Therefore, he subconsciously felt that Gu Jingxiu must be jealous of him and that was why she was targeting Zhang Lin.
Of course he never thought that Zhang Lin would really like him.
So later when Gu Jingxiu really wanted to fire Zhang Lin because of this incident, he blamed Gu Jingxiu for being petty.
Not a qualified manager.
He has a carefree personality and lacks seriousness when it comes to emotional matters.
His behavior gives people the impression that he is an unreliable scumbag.
Although, he really never had any other thoughts in his mind.
Jin Zhengtai figured it all out, and his heart suddenly became clear. What he should do most now is to realize his own problems and make changes to let Gu Jingxiu know that he is reliable.
In the afternoon, Gu Jingxiu, as the store manager, came to a meeting with store managers from several other chain stores.
Gu Jingchuan was not there, so the meeting was chaired by Jin Zhengtai.
Jin Zhengtai has always been rigorous and serious about work issues. Like other store managers, Gu Jingxiu also reported on the store's situation in the past month.
She said, "Boss Jin, I have to go back to my hometown soon. Xiao Li is the only one in the store. Can you help me solve the staff problem?"
When it comes to going back to his hometown, Jin Zhengtai becomes even more uneasy. Gu Jingxiu doesn't plan to take him with her when she returns to her hometown, and this time he is the one who feels a sense of crisis.
He was businesslike and serious, "Manager Gu, we can't make any staff changes for now. You should go back to your hometown and put it on hold for a few days. We'll discuss it after the boss comes back."
As long as we can keep the people here and prevent them from going back to their hometowns, there will be room for things to turn around.
Jin Zhengtai is the boss and Gu Jingxiu is just a store manager. She always has to listen to the boss, especially in front of so many store managers.
She nodded, "Okay, I understand."
"Let's adjourn the meeting."
Jin Zhengtai looked at Gu Jingxiu and said, "Jingxiu, please stay. I have something to talk to you about."
Gu Jingxiu was packing up his meeting notes and said mechanically, "The store is quite busy."
"I'll take you back home after I'm done with you."
"If it's a work matter, let's talk about it at the meeting. We can talk about personal matters after get off work."
When other people heard their conversation, they looked at them strangely, feeling that something was wrong with them. Everyone in the company knew about the relationship between Jin Zhengtai and Gu Jingxiu.
It was obvious that there was a quarrel today, so the other store managers wisely left quickly.
Only Jin Zhengtai and Gu Jingxiu were left in the conference room. Jin Zhengtai stood up and closed the door of the conference room.
When Gu Jingxiu saw him closing the door, she reminded him again, "I just said that I have something else to do in the store. I have to go back early."
“No hurry.”
Jin Zhengtai walked up to her, grabbed her shoulders with both hands, and pushed her into the chair. "Sit down, we have to deal with our own personal affairs first, otherwise I really won't be in the mood to work."
Gu Jingxiu played dumb, "What can we solve?"
"Jingxiu, I thought about it all night last night and all morning this morning about what happened between us. I finally figured out what my problem is."
Jin Zhengtai looked at Gu Jingxiu with his peach blossom eyes, and said sincerely, "I didn't give you enough trust and security. I'm not very sophisticated, and I'm superficial. I rarely look at things from your perspective, and I always only consider my own joys and sorrows."
He continued, "When I knew that you felt a sense of crisis because of the existence of another woman, I did not comfort you immediately. Instead, I felt very proud and enjoyed the feeling of you being jealous of me."
"Later, I blamed you for not knowing your limits, not knowing how to distinguish between public and private matters, and not trusting you, which led to many conflicts between us. In fact, to put it bluntly, there was nothing wrong between us. It was just a small matter that was not handled clearly, and it almost gave someone with ulterior motives an opportunity to take advantage of it."
When Jin Zhengtai said these words and reflected on himself, he became more and more aware of how selfish and childish his behavior was.
"Jingxiu, I was wrong. I will never make the same mistake again. Please forgive me and see how I have changed."
Jin Zhengtai's words really touched Gu Jingxiu's heart.
The more he talked, the more aggrieved she felt.
I couldn't help crying.
Yes, he just didn't give her a sense of security! Not only did he not give her a sense of security, he also went even further and deliberately provoked her.
Let her feel how humble her love for him is.
He always seemed to give her a feeling that if you don’t cherish me, I will belong to someone else!
I would rather trust an outsider than trust her.
She is really sad.
Why couldn't he think about her?
She once thought that he had changed his mind, but he said that he just enjoyed the vanity of her being jealous of him.
I want her to have a sense of crisis so that she can cherish him more in the future.
He is such a bastard and a fool. Doesn't he understand that doing this will only make her sad and push her further away?
When Jin Zhengtai saw Gu Jingxiu crying, he became even more flustered and hugged both of them in his arms.
He hugged her, touched her head, and said softly, "Jingxiu, don't cry, it's all my fault, I'm a bastard, you can hit me, scold me, don't cry."
On the contrary, the more he spoke, the sadder Gu Jingxiu became, and the harder she sobbed.
Jin Zhengtai raised his hand and slapped himself hard on his handsome face.
Full of power and crisp sound.
It hurts just listening to it.
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