Chapter 799 Answer
Ji Yuanyuan poured some warm water, dipped a towel in the hot water, and wiped all the blood stains off the mother and daughter.
When I came out of the delivery room, it was almost half past five.
It was only September and it was still dark outside.
She came to the car in the underground parking lot, closed her eyes, and all she could see was Yin Xiuxiu's purple face.
The nose was filled with the smell of blood.
The underground parking lot was dark and empty.
Ji Yuanyuan couldn't stand it anymore, so she turned off the lights in the car. Under the cover of night, she came into the space.
In this space, time slows down.
She washed her clothes and herself, and had a good sleep.
In the hospital, such things will definitely happen frequently in the future.
She has to digest these emotions by herself.
After coming out of the space, Ji Yuanyuan seemed to have returned to normal.
Her body was clean and even had the scent of a bathhouse.
But, not sure if it was an illusion, Ji Yuanyuan always felt that underneath the fragrance was still the smell of blood.
She was in the space for several hours and outside for only a few minutes.
She returned to the duty room in high spirits. Dr. Liu was slumped in his chair, not knowing what he was thinking.
When he heard Ji Yuanyuan coming back, he looked towards the door.
"She is still young after all. She is still so energetic after staying up all night." Doctor Liu sighed as he looked at Ji Yuanyuan.
Ji Yuanyuan sat down and didn't say anything.
Doctor Liu yawned, but didn't take it seriously: "You young girls are just sentimental. There are so many things like this in the hospital. Just do your best. If you develop feelings for every patient, you will be depressed in less than a year."
After saying that, Dr. Liu lay down on the simple small bed and fell asleep within a few minutes.
Ji Yuanyuan listened to Dr. Liu's snoring, sat blankly in the chair, and thought about nothing.
The obstetrics department was indeed very quiet in the next few hours.
There was nothing unusual until I got off work at eight o'clock.
At 8:05, Ji Yuanyuan changed her clothes.
There was a missed call on the phone, from Qin Mucheng.
Ji Yuanyuan quickly called him back.
"I'm in the parking lot at the door. You can just come down and park the car in the basement over here." Qin Mucheng said softly.
"I can go home by myself. Don't you still have to go to work? Why did you come to pick me up?" Ji Yuanyuan whispered.
"It's okay, the company is not busy. You worked the night shift all night, it's not safe to drive."
"I understand." Ji Yuanyuan said in a low voice.
She packed her things and soon met up with Qin Mucheng in the parking lot.
As soon as he got in the car, Qin Mucheng handed over a thermos cup: "This is the soup made by Mrs. Wu. Drink some first to fill your stomach."
Ji Yuanyuan opened the lid of the thermos. The soup was warm. After taking a few sips, her whole body warmed up.
Qin Mucheng seemed to notice that Ji Yuanyuan was unusual and didn't say a word along the way.
Halfway through the journey, Qin Mucheng suddenly asked, "Are you going home or to Shengshi Heting?"
Ji Yuanyuan hesitated a little, but soon she said, "Let's go home. I'll go and send Tangtang off."
Qin Mucheng reached out and held Ji Yuanyuan's hand.
After a long while, Ji Yuanyuan finally spoke: "Husband."
"Hmm?" Qin Mucheng responded very gently.
At the same time, he rubbed the back of Ji Yuanyuan's hand a few times.
"I did something today, and I don't know if I did it wrong." Ji Yuanyuan said a little confused.
"What is it?"
"Last night, a woman died on the delivery bed due to amniotic fluid embolism, and her baby was gone. Her family members ignored them and just made a fuss outside, without even going in to take a look. Then, I felt sorry for them, so I wiped their bodies with hot water, combed their hair, and dressed them."
She paused and sniffed. "This is the first time I've been so close to death since I came to the hospital more than half a month ago. My hands were shaking the whole time when I was cleaning them up. I wasn't afraid, I just felt..."
She was silent, not knowing what words to use to describe her feelings at that time.
She is not afraid and often comes into contact with cadaver teachers when she goes to school.
She had touched many corpses.
But, it was a corpse that still had body temperature.
Moreover, the corpse was still talking a few minutes ago.
"I understand. Two such vibrant lives disappeared just like that. If it were me, I would also feel sad." Qin Mucheng whispered to comfort her.
"When I returned to the office, the doctor who was on duty with me told me that I should not develop feelings for patients. Otherwise, I would be depressed within a year," Ji Yuanyuan murmured.
"I thought about it for a long time, but couldn't come up with an answer. If I don't have feelings for patients and treat them equally and coldly, then what's the difference between me and a machine in the hospital?"
After saying that, she looked at Qin Mucheng.
Qin Mucheng was silent for a long time, until the two of them arrived at the door of the house, Qin Mucheng then turned sideways to look at Ji Yuanyuan.
"I can't give you an answer to this question." Qin Mucheng held Ji Yuanyuan's hand tightly, "No one can give you an answer, but I believe you will find the answer."
Ji Yuanyuan blinked and slightly pulled the corners of her lips.
Qin Mucheng leaned forward and kissed Ji Yuanyuan on the lips, then said, "Go back, I have to go to work."
Ji Yuanyuan nodded, "Be careful on the road."
She got out of the car, stood at the door, and waved to Qin Mucheng.
Qin Mucheng backed the car out of the alley and soon disappeared from Ji Yuanyuan's sight.
Only when the car was completely out of sight did Ji Yuanyuan turn around and go home.
Tangtang had already eaten and cleaned up.
Seeing Ji Yuanyuan coming in, Cheng Shuqin quickly ordered: "I'll go and send Tangtang. There's breakfast on the table. After you finish eating, go upstairs and catch up on your sleep."
Cheng Shuqin probably told Tangtang before, so Tangtang looked at Ji Yuanyuan with some distress and said, "Mom, go have breakfast."
Ji Yuanyuan shook her head: "Eat when you come back. I'll go see her off."
Cheng Shuqin disagreed: "You're tired after a whole night, go and catch up on your sleep."
Ji Yuanyuan naturally couldn't say that she had already made up for her sleep in the space, so she just said, "Nothing happened last night, so I slept for a few hours. You can rest at home, I'll take you there."
Tangtang was delighted when she heard this. She jumped to Ji Yuanyuan's side, hugged her thighs and muttered, "Great, Mommy sent me off."
Seeing her granddaughter so happy, Cheng Shuqin didn't know what to say.
She just said, "Then go and come back soon. I'll ask Sister Wu to heat up the food for you."
Ji Yuanyuan nodded, picked up Tangtang, turned around and walked out the door.
Ji Yuanyuan's car was left in the hospital, so she could only drive another car in the family.
She was not very familiar with the car, and after driving out of the door, she drove very slowly all the way.
Tangtang sat in the safety seat at the back, talking like a chatterbox: "Mom, I will be good today. Can you pick me up in the afternoon?"
(End of this chapter)
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