Bai Xiangru put down her hand. Liu Jing could actually feel the heart-wrenching pain. She wondered if her mother in her previous life was as desperate as Bai Xiangru today.
But no one could help her, so she could only rely on herself, even if it meant exhausting her last bit of life, just to keep her daughter alive, even for one more day.
Bai Xiangru is the same now. She just wants her daughter to live one more day, as long as she can still see her and feel the warmth of her little hand, even if it is only a body that is alive, not a soul.
"Doctor Liu, that's it."
Bai Xiangru clenched her hands tightly, even pinching them until they broke. "Let her stop suffering. She has never had a good life since she was a child. She doesn't have beautiful clothes, toys, or delicious food. Let her stop suffering like this. Those tubes inserted into her body must be very painful, right?"
Liu Liang nodded slightly.
"It hurts, so sometimes relief is a good thing."
Because she has experienced it.
Bai Xiangru stood up and bowed deeply to Liu Liang, saying thank you.
She was really grateful to Liu Jing. If it weren't for her, Fang Yuan, and so many kind-hearted people, who knows how much her Mengmeng would have suffered. The little girl had never received so many toys before. Although she didn't know and couldn't see them, she must have been able to feel it, right?
When Bai Xiangru was about to leave, she suddenly turned around.
"Doctor Liu, I heard that organs can be donated?"
Liu Jing was stunned for a moment. Few people would have such an idea nowadays. After all, Chinese people have always emphasized burying the dead in peace. This has been their thinking for thousands of years. They believe in ghosts and gods, and also believe in past and present lives.
"I want Mengmeng to live in another way."
Bai Xiangru thought about it for a long time. She didn't want her daughter to leave like this without even a trace of her life in this world.
This way, her eyes can continue to see the world, right?
Bai Xiangru finally decided to donate her organs.
On this day, almost everyone in the hospital came to see the child off. Everyone was holding a small toy in their hands, and the entire ward was filled with them. Liu Jing then took out a lollipop and put it in the child's little hand.
Until the doctor pressed the power button on the ventilator and the line representing the heart finally straightened, the little child was gone.
Maybe no one will remember that this timid child likes to hide in his mother's arms the most, but he will smile at you, especially his eyes when he smiles, which are very pretty, very beautiful, like thousands of stars, and are rubbed into your heart.
This world may be full of various injustices, but in the eyes of children, it is still pure.
What she brought to this world was not only herself, but also the pair of eyes she left behind.
Then someone will see this beautiful world on her behalf, someone will see the light again because of her donation, and someone will live again because of her.
Live for her, speak for her, laugh for her, and cry for her.
Bai Xiangru pressed her face against the tombstone, where there was a child's cute smiling face. The child had a small face and a shy smile, just as if she were still alive.
There are a lot of things placed under the tombstone, including snacks, toys, and flowers. These were sent by the families of the patients who were helped by Mengmeng. They also promised to come and see Mengmeng every Qingming Festival.
"Mengmeng is not afraid."
Bai Xiangru gently stroked the cold tombstone and said, "Mom will always be here. Wait for me. I will be there with you soon."
She then wiped the tombstone clean with her sleeves and quietly guarded her daughter here. Even at night, she was not afraid because her daughter was also here.
If people really have ghosts, even if it is just the daughter of a ghost, she would like to see it. But Mengmeng didn't know that her mother was timid, so she never showed up.
She stood up, wiped the tombstone with her sleeve, then turned around and walked out.
The Xing River is very beautiful at night. Through the management in recent years, the water quality has become better and better, and the river water has become clearer and clearer. In addition to the taller buildings on both sides, there are also these colorful lights.
Looking from a distance, it looks like a sea of lights, and at the end of the sea of lights, there seems to be this endless river.
Bai Xiangru sat on the shore, also looking at the large area of lights. It seemed that she had never brought Mengmeng here before. If Mengmeng came, she would definitely like it very much, right?
And she thought Mengmeng must be very lonely, because she had never left her mother, and now it was the fifth day since she left her mother. She must miss her mother, right?
Because she also misses her Mengmeng.
She stood up, then squatted down and put her hands in the river.
The river water is very clear. Even at this moment, just by the lights, you can see the clear and clean river water.
It’s good to die here. I don’t know where I will go, but anywhere is good.
That is, maybe she can't repay the favor anymore, so, let her pay it back in the next life, okay? In the next life, she will be a slave and no longer a human being.
Fang Yuan was leaning against a tree at this time. He rubbed his hands. In fact, he didn't know why he was in this place. Anyway, when he was still confused, his people came.
He grabbed a handful of hair, thinking that he was definitely crazy, but he finally came. As a result, at the moment when he was distracted, he heard a splash, as if there was some splashing of water.
He turned around suddenly.
There was not even a ghost on the shore, and the person who was standing by the side just now had also disappeared.
His hands trembled and he cursed "Damn it".
Without thinking, he took off his clothes while running and jumped into the river.
Liu Jing was sitting at the table, holding up her face with her hands. She looked bored and her eyes were slightly narrowed. She was waiting for noodles.
Zeng Xubai brought out two bowls of noodles from the kitchen.
He placed the bowl in front of Liu Liang, and then handed the chopsticks to Liu Liang.
Liu Liang took the chopsticks and started eating the noodles happily. However, before she could enjoy the delicious food for long, she heard Fang Yuan's voice that almost sounded like the howling of ghosts and wolves.
"Jingjing, Xubai, come out and save them!"
Liu Liang and Zeng Xubai looked at each other, then put down their chopsticks at the same time and ran outside.
When they came out, they saw Fang Yuan like a drowned rat, holding another drowned rat in his arms. If it wasn't Bai Xiangru, who else could it be?
"I just feel like something's wrong with her lately."
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