Chapter 46 The Darkness in My Heart



Luo Mingyan, who left alone, felt that he was about to collapse. In his previous life, he followed Lin Youran and abandoned Luo Ye, who had not yet recovered from his shock. The expectant, desperate and helpless look in Luo Ye's eyes at that time kept lingering in front of his eyes.

In this life, Luo Ye is no longer "Luo Ye". He has no place to make amends even if he wants to. That night on the rooftop, he saw the frightening morbid personality of the girl who possessed "Luo Ye's" body. At that time, he knew the meaning of the last words said by "Luo Ye" in his previous life. He knew that this girl also needed to be loved and cared for.

During their long time together, he found that his heart often beat uncontrollably for the current Luo Ye. It was undeniable that he was moved, but what happened later made him feel extremely guilty, and Luo Ye left with his acquiescence.

At that time, Luo Ye's eyes were dull and lifeless, but he could see a hint of disappointment in them, as well as the disgust hidden deep inside, disgust towards everything in this world.

"Sister Ye wanted to kill me in order to hide her identity. I did nothing wrong." Mu Yuan spoke again to defend himself.

After hearing Mu Yuan's words, everyone's breathing suddenly tightened. They all understood what Gu Xunjing meant, and they believed that Mu Yuan understood it as well. As for why she still said that, it was probably because she had a little resentment towards Luo Ye that she herself was not aware of!

"You think you're the best on the team, and this sense of superiority has only intensified since Xiaoye left. Have you ever considered what would have happened to you without Xiaoye and these other people? You're just a six-year-old child. Others will just see you as a burden and abandon you. Your frail body won't let you survive even a week of the apocalypse. I think you're well aware of all this!"

"And you often call others idiots, so what about yourself? Aren't you the same? I think you were also tired of the world before the end of the world! Because your extraordinary intelligence made it impossible for you to live past the age of eight." Gu Xunjing gradually understood Mu Yuan's deepest heart.

The dark side of his heart was torn away bit by bit, and Mu Yuan's face became more and more ugly, but Gu Xunjing had no intention of stopping.

"Why are you so world-weary at such a young age? You've clearly lived in better conditions than even the president of a country!" Gu Xunjing paused. "It's because you're young and have only lived in this world for less than ten years. You'd rather not be so smart. You just want to live a good life, but you don't even have that qualification. The favorable conditions haven't warmed your gradually cold heart at all. Instead, they make you feel ironic. What I said is all right, right?"

Several people found that Mu Yuan was curled up tightly in the corner. The dark atmosphere seemed to bury her. The small ball was so pitiful. "Please, don't say anymore, please." Intermittent murmurs floated out of Mu Yuan's mouth.

Gu Xunjing sighed, "Let's talk about Xiao Ye's story!"

One sentence attracted everyone, "Xiao Ye Zi was an orphan in her previous life. Because she didn't receive any love since she was young and had an extreme personality, no one adopted her. When she got older, she couldn't stay in the orphanage anymore, so she escaped and wandered for a long time until she was picked up by an organization.

Before being picked up, she had suffered too much, which led to her world-weariness. After joining the organization, she received inhumane training and was sent to a place where there were more than 300 people and only six were left. She survived by fighting and became a killer. She had no name, only a code name, and carried out shady missions in the darkest and most dangerous places. The so-called mission was nothing more than endless killing.

Then the end of the world came, and she lived alone for a long time. She met people she trusted, but they betrayed her. However, Xiao Ye didn't hate them at all, not even a little bit, because they gave her what she had always wanted, even if it meant being used and then abandoned.

As Gu Xunjing finished speaking, everyone's eyes were blurred with tears, even Mu Yuan shed tears. Compared to Luo Ye, they were really too happy.

"As for Luo Ye himself in his previous life, let Luo Mingyan tell it himself!" Gu Xunjing took a big sip of water. He was thirsty after talking for so long.

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