Linglong had a talk with Aunt Tong, and after lying down at night, she also started thinking about her lifelong affairs.
To be honest, she is afraid of marriage.
In her previous life, her ill-fated relationship with the Liu family and even Liu Baogen ended with her death.
In this life, she left the Liu family early and severed her relationship with Liu Baogen, but not in order to immediately enter into another marriage.
If possible, she would like to work harder and learn more skills.
When the environment allows in the future, she wants to take some exams for certificates that she can pass.
If possible, she would buy a house of her own through her own efforts. The house doesn’t need to be big. She just wants a warm home where she can make her own decisions.
She is not afraid of not having a partner or relatives. If she feels lonely, she can keep a cat or a dog as companion.
As long as she doesn't feel hardship, she can live a wonderful life.
People don't have to get married to be happy.
Aunt Tong's question also made her think for a while, and she became clearer about her own situation.
In the morning, when we arrived at the cafeteria kitchen, everyone was busy washing the vegetables. Linglong wanted to help, but was stopped by Sister Niu.
"You're not the only one who matters. Save your time and go cut some vegetables and cook. Look at your hands, they're all chapped. I have some Xueqi ointment. I'll bring you some tomorrow. Apply it on them."
It was the Xueyi cream. Linglong didn't want it. "Sister Niu, where did you buy the Xueyi cream? I bought a box too."
It's not that she doesn't care about herself, it's just that she hasn't had time to think about it before.
"That's easy. I have some extra ones that haven't been unpacked yet. I'll give them to you first."
"How much is the money and the ticket? I'll give it to you."
"Don't worry, you can use it first." Sister Niu said unhappily.
Money is a small matter. If you want to buy the ticket for Xueyi Cream, Linglong must have it.
She knew Linglong was not someone who liked to take advantage of others, and she was not afraid that Linglong would not give it to her in the future.
Seeing the two of them talking affectionately together again, Sister Yuan started to fight again. It turned out that the group of kitchen staff busy around were all straight men and ignored her complaints at all.
In winter, the water is freezing cold and there is not always hot water for everything.
Delicate hands became chapped. Actually, it was caused by catching cold a few days ago, and the problem recurred as soon as winter came.
In the past, the Liu family had things for face and hand wipes, but they were never Linglong's turn to use and were exclusively for Liu Baoqin.
Linglong Liu's family did a lot of work but lived a hard life. All they wore were what Liu Baoqin left behind, and they could barely keep from starving.
It's not easy for her to grow up like this and still be beautiful and kind.
In the past few days, Liu Baoqin bullied her even more because she was annoyed by her growing brilliance.
If Liu Baogen had paid a little more attention to his child bride these days, even if she only visited his family once, he would have discovered that his family had a shining pearl.
Tong Dazhu kept his mother's teachings in mind. When he was almost done with his work, he came to find Zheng Tiansen with his teacup.
Zheng Tiansen was not surprised by his visit and continued to do his own thing.
Tong Dazhu found a place to sit down, opened the lid of the teacup, and blew into it.
"Captain, my mother has been nagging me about my family these past few days."
Zheng Tiansen raised his eyes and glanced at him.
"I don't know who it was, but he used to think about bringing my mother from my hometown to take care of her in her old age."
Tong Dazhu was not embarrassed after being squeezed for a while, and continued: "Captain, do you know what my mother nagging me about?"
"If you have something to say, just say it. Don't talk nonsense." This time he didn't even bother to lift his eyelids.
"Alas, my mother said that there are too many people who want to find her to marry Linglong. My sister is so outstanding, and as her eldest brother, I am both happy and worried."
Zheng Tiansen stopped writing with his pen.
Tong Dazhu, who was secretly watching him, saw his reaction, and started to act while laughing.
"I don't know what kind of partner Linglong will find in the future. If he doesn't have the right conditions and doesn't care about her, as her brother, I won't agree to it yet."
Zheng Tiansen couldn't continue writing at all.
He stood up and walked over to sit next to Tong Dazhu, pretending to be calm and concerned about Linglong.
"Linglong came to the army because of us. I should also care about her lifelong event. Has she told me what kind of person she wants to find?"
Just keep pretending, Captain.
It was a rare opportunity to laugh at his own leader, so Tong Dazhu took it very seriously.
"Well, Linglong seemed to have said it, but I didn't remember it. My mother should know."
Zheng Tiansen was anxious, but he didn't dare to ask any further questions.
After saying this, Tong Dazhu started talking about other things. When he walked away leisurely with the teacup in his arms, Zheng Tiansen's heart became confused as well.
Are there many people who want to introduce Linglong to someone?
Yes, only someone as blind as Liu Baogen would miss such an outstanding girl like Linglong.
But why did he feel so sad?
He actually didn't hope that the person introduced to Linglong would be him.
At this moment, Zheng Tiansen woke up.
He no longer just felt pity and affection for Linglong.
He has already fallen in love with this girl.
In an instant, his mind was filled with Linglong's glance and smile, and he could vividly remember the conversations they had had.
The moment he realized her feelings, he felt sad and happy at the same time.
I am happy that I like Linglong, but I am sad that I don’t know how to approach her and express my feelings.
At the beginning, he intervened in Linglong's life in order to seek justice for her.
Knowing what happened to her Liu family, he felt sorry for her.
He helped her leave the Liu family and break up with Liu Baogen. He was happy for her.
But now, is he going to tell her that he has strange feelings for her?
Would she think that I was a villain who took advantage of her misfortune? Would she stay away from me and ignore me?
This was the first time in his life that he felt so embarrassed. He wanted to tell her how he felt about her, but he was afraid that she would dislike him because of it.
He really wanted to find someone to talk to and ask questions, but when he thought about the army, the people he talked to the most were Tong Dazhu and Political Commissar Hao.
I won’t talk about Tong Dazhu, because he is Linglong’s brother now, and since it concerns Linglong, there is no need to ask him.
But Political Commissar Hao, although Political Commissar Hao has always been concerned about his personal problems, he knows that he has been helping Linglong.
Maybe he also felt that he had feelings for Linglong from the beginning, which was why he did those things.
He was not afraid of being misunderstood, but he was afraid of affecting Linglong's reputation.
For a while, he couldn't find anyone to talk to.
After much hesitation, he finally decided to find someone.
Or, ask your sister?
As both are girls, perhaps my younger sister understands girls’ thoughts better.
Thinking of this, Zheng Tiansen looked at his watch and saw that it was still working hours, so he started to call his sister.
Zheng Tianxin was working hard when she heard someone calling her, saying that it was her brother who was looking for her. She thought it was her third brother and was wondering what her third brother wanted and why he had to call her instead of waiting for her to tell him. When her partner walked over to answer the phone, she was shocked.
"Hey, brother!"
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